
" Are you jealous of that woman dear ? " The voice of mas Tama shocked me and stopped even mama Leni's words.
I was upset when I found the face of mas Tama who had appeared before me suddenly arrived. Staring at her with an annoyed look, when I couldn't shower her with questions that really made me curious .
Papa Darwin chuckled at the attitude of his children who teased me, not least mama Leni who nudged my arm slowly while winking one eye.
" Em .. yes already, papa lived first there is still papa's work that must be completed right. " Papa Darwin standing from his single sofa .
" Mommy wants to go upstairs and see Jasmin. Dhira, if Tama dares to hurt you quickly call mama . " Said mama Leni while looking intently at the eyes of Tama and then smiling at me.
" Good ma ." I said slowly.
Papa Darwin and mama Leni left me and Mas Tama together in the family room. I chose silence and pulled out my phone from the bag checking the incoming message from mbak Dina .
" Why did you say you didn't want to ? " Tanya mas Tama flat.
I did not answer the question mas Tama who was right next to me, even I was still busy with my phone and ignored the existence of mas Tama at this time because of my frustration at his attitude.
" if I ask, please answer Dhira ! " Tama said in an annoyed tone .
I still did not reply, as if not hearing the words of the domineering Tama mas, he said, I casually leaned back against my body on the sofa I was sitting on and tilted my head slightly to make it invisible to Tama mas .
" Dhira ? Answer ? " mas Tama slightly snapped at me in a high tone.
I still react the same even now that I try to close both ears while closing my eyes.
" aawww ... " I grimaced as I felt a big hand grab my right arm.
" Answer my words . "mas Tama stared intently at my eyes with a hardened jaw.
" Lepasin mas pain ..". " said I shirih to endure the pain of the grip of the hand mas Tama .
" You know I don't like rejection. " said mas Tama firmly.
" Why did you say you didn't want to ? ha ? Answer ??? " i caught clearly the anger of Tama that emanated from her face, staring at me sharply made me even more afraid to be next to her at this time.
" how can I marry a rude man like you, a selfish man I've only known in the last few days, a man who always imposes his will without thinking about my feelings. I'm not your puppet, even at a time like this you look terrible. I don't feel wrong why are you judging me with your selfishness ? not just because of our company cooperation then mas semena mena with me. I'm not a doll you can play at will. I'm a mas, I hate us. selkaaann ... "
I screamed a little with annoyance and heartache and spilled a dam of tears rushing down my cheeks. Tears that I can no longer hold in both of my beautiful eyes. My body trembled as all the anger made it out of my lips.
Mas Tama took off the clutches of her hands from my arms when she saw my body tremble crying over my innocent self.
I swiftly stood up as I felt there was a chance and intended to get out of the mansion, but my movements lost quickly when mas Tama managed to gently pull my wrist and land my body in his arms.
Mas Tama clenched tightly to my body, kissing the tip of my head with both hands coiled around my back made me feel comfortable while in his arms.
I who was still crying pushed for the chest of Tama mas to release his embrace from me.
" I'm free.. .. I don't want to be near you. " I said sobbing and pushed Tama's chest.
I kept struggling trying to resist Tama's embrace even though I felt there was comfort in her arms but I preferred to keep my ego.
" Please mas .. le - .. "
I was silent and could not say any more words.