
Do not dwell on God's plan of love that has not come because God knows better when the best time to present love. Get married because that's the secret way to love.
Yara sat down on the prayer mat, in the evening junction,only the silence of the night that accompanied the mother of one child in her mind remembered the Faith of God and the dignity of spilling out all the feelings of heartbreak that began to seep in the chest cavity.
Because God is the best place to complain and ask for something we need. Sayup sayup a soft voice is heard in Erlangga's auditory senses. The black bead was lashed to notice the white sosome was resting solemnly in front of the divine, as soon as the prayer that the woman whispered to the divine robbi. Without Yara noticing the black bead, the clear circle of every prayer that Yara prayed for her.
"O Allah, give me the best husband by Your side, the husband who is also my best friend in religious affairs, world affairs and the Hereafter.
O Allah, O Guide of the astray. Give me and my husband the dhikr of remembering You continually, as well as with Your Taufiq. Help your servant to grow the seed of love in my husband's heart.
Alloohummaj’alnii mahbuuban ‘inda zuaji birohmatika yaa arhamar roohimiin.
Meaning: O Allah, make the servant of the beloved by the husband, by Your mercy, O Most Merciful among the Merciful.
O Allah, O hope of those who long. Prepare for me a portion of Your broad graces. Guide me to Your light teachings, and guide me and my husband to Your loving willingness.
O Allah, O Most Merciful of all. Let me and my husband be among those who ask forgiveness. Make me and my husband your righteous and faithful servants. And make me and my husband among Your Auliya’ who are near by Your side, with Your tenderness O rabb...!"
"Aamiin...!"
With a trembling heart Erlangga guaranteed every prayer that Yara offered in her prostration. After Yara's evening prayer opened her face, the mother of one child laid her body next to her husband. While the man beside her pura fell asleep as if he did not know anything.
Yara's eyes looked at Erlangga's tired face, somehow courage from where arrived lentik fingers that gently stroked the sturdy jaw of her husband.
"I'm sorry in silence, I've been presumptuous to love you, mas...!"
Whisper Yara with a trembling voice, her fingers remained faithfully stroking her jaw to the thick black curls. Just as Yara was about to pull her fingers off her theft, Erlangga's eyes were quickly flung by the man grabbing Yara's fingers.
"What's up...?"
Erlangga pura asked. Yara stuttered her cheeks flushed instantly.
"Ah sorry, there was a mosquito on your cheek. I just wanted to hit him...!"
Yara said, throwing away her eyes.
"Ooo I think there's something..."
Sahut Erlangga. Yara held her breath that felt choked.
"Ah no, sleep again. I'm sorry I interrupted your sleep..!"
Yara said as quickly as possible, then the mother of one child pulled the blanket back. Erlangga smiled in his heart, it seemed that the man was unable to close his eyes tonight, the man kept ringing with the prayer that his wife had made for him.
The simple bird squeals among the tree grass around Aisah house. Erlangga got up first from the bed, because indeed the man could not sleep after his sleep woke up last night.
"You've already built a mas...? Sorry to wake me up a little late..!"
Yara felt bad.
"No problem, I know you're tired every night having to wake up to my son's cry, to give breast milk to him..!"
Erlangga approached Yara, suddenly the man cupped Yara's face with both hands.
"Thank you for being a good mother to my son...!"
Actually Erlangga wanted to say something more important. But somehow that came out of his mouth was just a thank you. Yara did not flinch the mother of one child was only able to look at Erlangga with a questionable gaze.
"Don't that be my responsibility, mas..? So you don't have to thank me...!"
Erlangga again misbehaved, he quickly pulled his hand from the face of ayu Yara. The man smiled as he scratched his non-itchy nape. Erlangga looked ridiculous in front of Yara.
"Can't I say thank you...?"
Elak Erlangga to cover his nervousness. Yara smiled watching her husband.
"Nobody forbid just to say thank you...!"
"Well, that's right...!"
Sahut Erlangga fast. Yara did not answer the mother of one child just pulled her lips into an arch.
"I'm wudu dulumas...!"
Pamit Yara on Erlangga.
"Wait, let me drop the water...! It's still dark outside..!"
Sahut Erlangga fast. Yara nodded then followed Erlangga behind her. While baby Ez they live because they are still asleep. After the bucket filled with water, Erlangga immediately helped Yara berwudu by pouring water from the bucket like a solid.
They look romantic, like any other couple.
Aisah smiled happily looking at her two grandchildren, from behind the kitchen door, especially seeing Erlangga's change. When Erlangga married Amira, her grandson was very heavy to do five prayers. As he was engrossed in seeing the two of them, Ezra's cry sounded out loud.
Aisah went back inside because her great-grandson was awake.
"Thank you..!"
Yara said sincerely. Erlangga nodded and the man drew water back for himself.
"Sir, it looks like Ezra is awake...!"
"Yes, I'm in first..!"
"Yes...! slow down there a bit li...!"
Not finished Erlangga said Yara had slipped, Erlangga quickly removed the lead rope, then caught Yara's synthetic body so as not to smell the ground.
"I told you heart...!"
Omel Erlangga to the mother of one child. While helping Yara stand up straight.
"I'm sorry, I'm troubling you, mas...!"
Erlangga silent the man again drew water to berudu Yara, because the wine was canceled accidentally they touched.
Finished berwudu they pray together, while Aisah cradled her great-grandchildren while resting on a rocking chair made of rattan.
Finished the prayer somehow Erlangga approached the wall, his hand grabbed the old photo, then he put it into the cardboard.
"Why did you leave...?"
Yara doesn't like Erlangga taking the photo off.
"I want to bury my mass, seeing this photi keeps me reminded of amira...!"
"But...!"
Yara protest disagrees.
"I'm in front of you, you don't need to look at that photo to take off that longing...! If you miss you can hug me..!"
Ceplos Erlangga. Yara snorted to disguise her embarrassment.
"Huh...your PDan level is too high mas....!, indeed I look to miss you...?"
Ejek Yara won't lose. Erlangga stepped forward, their distance was so thin. Yara looked at Erlangga nervously.
"What do you want to do...?"
Yara looks pulled her face a little away.
"If you don't miss me it's okay, let me miss you...!"
Whispering Erlangga softly, then Erlangga hand grabbed Yara's face, he framed the ayu face to get closer to her face. Erlangga lowered her head slowly, while Yara's face looked up challenging Erlangga's sturdy jaw.
"I want to be loved like you loved me the other day...!"
Erlangga's scales are thinning the distance. Yara was nervous, her breathing was tight as if she had asthma, so Yara was unable to speak even one letter. He just nodded giving an answer to Erlangga.
Erlangga smiled, gently she carried Yara's body in her arms. As the distance grew thinner, the door to her room was knocked by Aisah. Yara quickly took off Erlangga's embrace.
"Mas..grandmother...!"
Whisper Yara slowly.
"Leave it...!"
Sahut Erlangga does not like. Erlangga even pulled Yara's body back in her arms. Erlangga kissed softly on Yara's forehead. The man wanted to continue his kiss somewhere else, but the unlucky grandmother did not move from the door.
"Lang, Lang...! Ezra wetting...!"
Grandma said from behind the door.
"Law..grandmother...!"
Dengus Erlangga was upset.
"Yes just a minute..!"
Finally Erlangga opened the door of her room..!"
"Just finished the prayer...?"
Ask the astonished grandmother, because Yara is still wearing a complete face, as well as Erlangga, skullcap and sarong are still installed neatly.
"Yes grandma.he thought it was an extension..!"
Answer Erlangga origin. Aisah handed Ezra over to Erlangga, while Yara took the change of pants for her son.
"Heeem is still a child you are smart to disturb the pleasure of papa...!"
Omel Erlangga on baby Ez. Yara smiled at the behavior of her former boss.
"Why are you smiling..?"
Tanya Erlangga does not like.
"No mas, I'm just giddy looking at Ezra..! Why are you the sewot..!"
Erlangga looked at Yara annoyed, the man then glared out of the room just like that. Yara smiled her heart happy, just two weeks living with Erlangga in the grandmother's house, the change of the man was very obvious.