Contract Rahim

RK - Chapter 38

To cover up disappointment sometimes we have to be arrogant, as if we do not need him who has incised a wound.

That's what Yara is doing. The girl as much as possible refused the slightest help from Erlangga.

If the injured body is two or three days the wound will dry up, but if the injured heart is so difficult to recover it, because the wound is invisible. That's how Yara felt.

After a week Erlangga finally decided to bring his son home. But Erlangga must complete medical equipment in his home, such as incubators and so on.

Even Erlangga memita specifically to Safa doctors to monitor the development of the baby every day. Doctor Safa is a pediatrician, which Dr. Laras recommends. At exactly one in the morning, Yara woke up from her sleep the young mother had to give her ass to Baby Boy.

As he was about to get off the bed Erlangga woke up, the man swiftly extended his hand to help Yara. But quickly Yara raised her hand.

"No, I can do it myself...!"

Yara walked into the special nursery room of baby Ez, Erlangga looked at Yara in disbelief. Many times Yara refused her help. Without Erlangga noticing the man began to miss the spoiled attitude of Yara.

Before entering the baby Ez room, Yara did not forget to knock on the door, because in there besides Ezra, in the room there is a sister Elsa who specifically takes care of baby Ez. As Yara approaches the incubator, baby Ez is still asleep.

"He hasn't woken up yet..?"

"Yes mom, let me wake up. Because it's time for baby Ez to drink breast milk..!"

It seems baby Ez refuses to wake up, but patiently sustr Elsa wakes him up by tickling baby Ez's footprint. After waking up Sister Elsa heartily handed baby Ez to Yara.

The young mother was so painstakingly nursing baby Ez. Every two hours the young mother awakens from her sleep to give her due to baby Ez.

It could not be separated from the attention of Erlangga, even the man was so salute to Yara. This Sat Erlangga accompanied Yara to give breast milk to her son.

"She looks a lot like you...!"

Erlangga said to Yara.

"Sure, he's my son...!"

Sahut Yara flat. Erlangga's black ball glanced at the young mother next to him.

"He's my son too, look at his nose like mine...!"

Yara did not answer, the young mother seemed to focus on giving her ass to baby Ez. Finished giving breast milk, Yara again handed her son to sister Elsa, then Yara returned to her room.

When Yara began to lay down her body onto the bed Erlangga came, the man did not immediately lie down he sat on the edge of the bed turned his back to Yara.

"I noticed, you seem to have a problem with me..?"

Tanya Erlangga flat.

"Sleep, it's late at night, I want to get back to rest..!"

"Don't switch the conversation, I don't like it. Answer my question..!"

Demand Erlangga flat. Yara looked down at the back of the man who repeatedly hurt her.

"I have to explain what to you, mas..? There's no point in me saying, no one cares more about my feelings than myself..!"

Yara sails over to that selfish man. Erlangga turned her body to face Yara, the man looked at Yara sharply. His black netra stretched to the heart.

"You think I don't care about you..? Then what do you think I cared about all this time..??"

Erlangga was angry to hear Yara's answer as if she did not care about the young mother.

"Only do you know the answer, what it means to care for me...!"

Erlangga was silenced, the man looked at Yara questioningly.

"Don't play a puzzle to me, tell me clearly what you mean..?"

As soon as Yara closed her eyes, she took a slow breath, Yara's chest felt tight, if she remembered Erlangga's statement to Bram's doctor.

"Honestly, I don't have any problems with you, mom..! I just learned to control my attitude and rather I want to keep my heart..!"

"I don't understand where you're talking, you said the obvious one..!"

Yara was getting less and less strong to hold tightness in her chest, her eyes getting hotter. Many times the young mother blinked her eyes to prevent the crystal-clear water from sliding from her eyelids.

"I want you to be clear about your attitude towards me..! What did your attention mean all this time..? If all that you do is on the basis of your responsibility to the fetus in my womb, then your responsibility has been completed, because your child has been born safely. So you don't have to bother paying attention to me anymore, you're looking at Ezra, mas...!"

"Why are you saying that...?"

Erlangga did not accept Yara's explanation.

"Yes, because I don't like purplishness,..! Sorry if during baby Ez pregnancy, I always bother you with my elbow that is out of bounds..!"

Erlangga was silent, his mouth felt locked. The man looked at Yara guiltily, for Erlangga could see clearly in the black netra Yara a tinge of wounds so deep.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it that way..!"

Erlangga tried to explain what really happened. But quickly Yara stopped him, Yara did not want to listen to something that purged her was just a mere defense.

"No, you don't have to apologize to me, don't ever force yourself to make me happy, if your own heart doesn't feel happy doing it...! I can accept if you can't accept me yet, it's better this way than having to pretend.!, it's been a night mas, we better rest...!"

Yara closed the screwdriver, pulling the blanket and the young mother tilted her body to the right. While Erlangga sat glued to digest every speech Yara was able to disturb his heart. His mind began to dilemma, the man just silently silent by continuing to look at the sky of his room that seemed to laugh at him.