
Your smile is a wound to me. And your laugh is a whip for me.
Snow is what I love most after rain. And snow always gives me color in every sense of loneliness I feel.
If the rain can make me feel at home for a long time to look at it, different from the snow that always makes me feel amazingly happy.
Because of the snow, I can feel the coldness of the world without any gaps.
Because of the snow, it makes me realize that the world is not always sun in the morning other than night.
Because of the snow too, I felt abandoned. But it doesn't make me feel lost.
Because of the cold snow, it will not be able to match the coldness of my heart.
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On this cold morning, Kanaya continued to pedal her bike no matter the cold snow that kept piercing Kanaya's skin to the bone. Still at six in the morning even in cold weather like this only a few people who want to leave the house because soon there will be a snowstorm.
Only people who are not sane want to go out while the entire radio broadcast, or Chanel tv that reported the ban from leaving the house because the weather today is not good. And it is expected that all residents must remain silent in the house for several days.
There was no time to complain or even lament fate, if it would only make Kanaya seem even more miserable. Because Kanaya doesn't live alone here. There is still his little sister who needs Kanaya's hard work. Therefore, Kanaya must be able to continue to work hard, for the sake of her sister and also her life.
In this big city Kanaya only lives alone with her sister. Both of Kanaya's parents left Kanaya with her sister.
With heart, his father left Kanaya with his sister in this cruel city. There were no relatives, friends or family to whom Kanaya could share her story and complain. Because his father built a business in this city alone. And his mother lived a kara. As a result, Kanaya never knew if her father or mother had a family.
Though Kanaya wept and begged her father, to bring along Kanaya and her sister. But Kanaya's father refused firmly. His father said that Kanaya's face reminded him of his wife leaving him with another man. That's not just a cliche excuse.
How could his father and mother throw away his own biological son.
From there Kanaya promised to assume both of her parents were dead.
But Kanaya was not angry at God. He was thankful that God still allowed Kanaya to have her sister. Funny and adorable. Kellvin Alzio is the name of his brother, and more often called El.
Although his sister is 4 years old, but he is smart and independent. Although still in school group play, does not make El spoiled and naughty. In fact, El always makes things easy, because El never complains or asks why he is always at home in one of Kanaya's neighbors, if Kanaya is still working.
Every day Kenaya works, Kanaya leaves El to her neighbors. They are a nice and friendly family, never mind if El stays at their house for some time. As long as Kanaya works,
There Kanaya realized that there was still much for Kanaya to be grateful for. God knows what is best for each person.
Because God cannot give trials, beyond the limits of the patience of his people.
Seriate...