Contract Lover Till Jannah

Glimmer of Hope

"Mas, rest in peace. Forgive me for not being able to take you completely, I am not ready with this," her eyes went down every inch of the mound of tananh in front of her, and the gravestone inscribed with her husband's name.

"O Lord, I send my husband to You, and meet us again in Your heaven. Make us a whole family there," clear circles managed to escape through the chewy hills that are no longer smooth.

The day is getting hotter, the wind blows quite loudly waving the hair that decomposes. Whether it had been how long Mami had been there, Vin and the others just kept quiet behind him giving time before they returned home.

Om Keanu who had been beside him since then while watching Mami was speechless. Except rubbing Mami's head gently, and embracing her tightly.

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After returning from the cemetery, Mami went straight to her room. Stay there alone, don't want to be with anyone. The others could only shut up and stand guard outside his room.

Meanwhile, Vanya, Dewi and Rico sit in the courtyard of the house. Greeting each other after a long time without seeing each other. It's not a reunion, but they don't know when they'll see each other again after today.

"Hmm, I've finally met ...! But baby, at a time like this ...!" he muttered with a wry smile. His eyes were already glazed over when he remembered Papi whom he had just delivered to the final resting place.

"Please Van, God must have prepared a more beautiful plan later" said Dewi.

"Yes Wi, definitely. Hmm, yeah that's it. Let it happen, the future is long. It is not good if the sadness is prolonged. There's Mama who still needs us,"

"What about Ardhana Group? It's busy like that" added Vannya trying to divert attention.

"Don't ask him again, he's busy, but there's never pressure. So yes we enjoy," said the Goddess.

"Thank God that's it, so glad to hear it ...!" said it.

"But there is another sad Van," chirped Dewi as she glanced at Rico who had been silent since.

"Huh? Wh who? Why?" curious as hell.

"Through you, his heart is no longer working because of pain ...!"

"Eh? Why me? I have a feeling of silence since then" Rico replied confusedly.

"God ...! Who's boyfriend? Well, soon I get an invitation from you Ric," said Vannya.

"Don't listen to him Van, I don't have a partner. Strugguh," he tried to defend himself.

"Not secured, it's evasive. Who the hell is the girl? So curious,"

I don't know how long they've been talking there. Starting from the woman Rico likes, work issues and everything they talk about. Unconsciously, the day had already gone by afternoon. Dewi and Rico say goodbye to return to the Company before continuing home.

Upon seeing the two disappear from his sight, Vanan immediately turned his body inside the house. There was no one inside, Vanya slightly peeked into Mami's room.

The door was opened without a sound, with Vannya slowly entering to approach Mami who was asleep on her incandescent chair. He quickly enveloped Mami's body, and kissed her forehead gently.

"Mom, we have to be strong. We'll always be with Mami .. no matter what,"

"Vannya knows, Mami lost Papi a lot. We also lost Mam, and we no longer want to lose the people we love. Mami should stay healthy" he said half a whisper staring at the face of the damp who was now asleep.

After a while Vaannya was there, she decided to return to her room. His body was already feeling sticky after a day of exposure to sunlight outside.

"Have you slept?" a voice sounded from behind.

"Udah Om, I accidentally peeked to see Mami," replied Vannya.

"Hm, yes I have. You also take a break, let Om stand guard here,"

"yes Om. Thanks," he said.

While it was ...

He felt guilty, as a result of the actions of his ex-wife who made all this happen. Apologies did not seem enough for him to say, it was not even appropriate if he rested in front of his family.

"Dad, did Mr. Randy really die?" ask Aura.

"Yes, he died this morning ...!"

"It's all because of me Dad. Just try if I don't get a fake signature, I'm sure you won't do this ...!" muttered.

"Don't blame yourself, it's free. Life cannot be exchanged for regret. This as a lesson for you, do not repeat the same deed again ...!" said Mr. Ruli wisely.

Susana in the Treatment Room was instantly silent. Aura could no longer answer, what her father said was true. He can no longer do anything, even the innocent must lose their lives.

"Why didn't I just die? Why does God keep me left in remorse. Is this the karma that I have to face because of a mistake that has happened?"

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The afternoon changed, after dinner all disperse to their respective rooms. Vin chose to go into his Papi's office, which had been his favorite spot when he could not sleep.

All neatly arranged, the smell of the distinctive aroma of Papi smelled there. Vin immediately closed the door, and sat by the window staring out at the rain. The mood is getting quiet, quiet. Only the sound of rain was heard.

Langipun joined in crying, accompanying the departure of the legend in his life. Lightning in the sky several times saw but did not make any sound. Describing his broken mood, the pain clashed into one.

......VIN POV'S......

I don't know what will happen after today. I hope this sadness will end soon, I don't want to see any more tears coming out of my family. I don't know what to do after this.

Everyone loses Papi, because Papi is a good man. Either I should be happy or sad about this, which is for sure I'm in a situation I really don't want.

May today's sorrow bear sweet fruit soon. Creating a smile on their faces that today is grim. It makes them stronger to live a long life.

And hopefully, I can take good care of this family. Like before, when Papi was still with us.

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The night had gone, the rain outside fell more and more in the aftermath of the sound of lightning that was not too thunderous. Vin decided to go back to the room. End today and welcome tomorrow.

Everyone is asleep. The main light has been extinguished, remaining some small lights that light up in some spots in his house.

The sound of footsteps rhymed, unpretentious with a clockwork sound. Yes tonight, the first night without the figure of the family head. Everything feels different.

Cklq ...!

"You haven't slept?" asked Vin when he found Vanya who was still sitting leaning on the bed.

"How can I sleep if my husband isn't around" he replied.

"So you were waiting for me?"

"Of course, who else am I waiting for if not my husband,"

"Hmm, okay. I'll go to the toilet first ...!" said it.

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All activities in the house have been completed since a while ago. The residents also slept in their own dreams. Today felt very long, tears fell to accompany the departure of the head of the family who had been a role model.

The night has gone up in the morning, with a glimmer of hope in wishful thinking. Smiles began to be seen again, although not as usual. They choose to stay in this house for a few days, accompanying Mami who is still reluctant to leave the house and live with her children.