Contract Lover Till Jannah

Not Same Again

Several media crews were already standing guard around the Hospital courtyard. I don't know where they know the news of this grief, seeing Mami who began to appear in front of the others.

Dare not approach him, just take pictures and videos from a distance that is not too close. They respected him who had lost, some of whom could not hold back tears.

Subjecting his head, showing such a deep sense of condolence. Some cars were parked in front of the lobby, ready to take Mami and others home.

"Darling, are you coming home too?" mami asked after they were in the car.

"Hm. Wherever I might stay, I'd be better off with you. With Mami ...!" she hugged Mami tightly.

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"Thank you, Honey ...!"

The car started to slowly leave the Hospital area. The media crew simultaneously paved the way for them and again lowered his head as a form of respect.

They returned to the main house of Mami and Papi, when they arrived at the house of the ART had prepared everything at home. Including some chairs and tents that have been installed in the yard.

"Come on, Mih" said Nana reaching out her hand to help Mami get out of the car.

Mami came down, and for a while she was silent as she looked at her already tight yard with no gaps in the tent.

Alina and Vanya segwra took him to the room, for a moment before the corpse arrived and did a series of corpse treatment events.

"Son, can Mommy herself first? You are evil," he said.

"Mommy sure you want to be alone?" ask Alina.

"Hmm, Thank you Darling, it's already noemenin Mami yes," he said.

"Nana, Van. Later if your Mami need anything let Mama aja help, Mamah here anyway," said Mamah Maya who stood at the door of Mami's room.

"Hm, thanks Aunt. Titip Mami yes," said Alina.

"Mommy rest yes," said Vannya.

"Dear, you guys are also resting. Mami doesn't want Mami's grandchildren to do anything,"

Alina and Vananya came out of the room, the door was closed from the inside. Mamah Maya invites Alina and Vanya to sit at the dining table. Buar however they must eat, because there is a baby in the birth.

"You eat yes, pity your grandchildren starve inside. Mamah will take care of your Mami, here are many who take care too," he said.

"You eat too" he said.

"You've had breakfast at home, even if you've eaten. Pregnant women are easily hungry,"

"You go there first, yeah,"

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"God, why did this happen? My life buddy went to your lap first,"

"I wish this was a dream. I wish Mas Randy would come home with a smile on his face and hold me. Like when he came home from work or from a business walker," he murmured with tears that had flooded his face.

His eyes swept across the room. During the 27 years they spent together in this room, a lot of things happened in the room.

Mami slowly walked over to a massage chair in the corner of her room. The usual seat Papi sat when just traveling from business until he slept there. Mami sat on the chair, hoping there was a touch of Papi there.

"Mas, this is your favorite chair. You prefer to sit and sleep here on vacation, right? Until you sometimes don't want to share with me, now I'm sitting here. Quickly move me out of here, so you can sit down and fall asleep here,"

"From today on I'll be alone here all day, lonely, dumb-ass by myself. You really have a heart, Mas? You leave me alone, why don't you invite me to come along?"

Mami was still sitting in that chair, until she fell asleep in bed with her face still swollen.

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It was like I was in a strange place, the grass spread wide. There's nobody here, so why am I here? Something pulled my eyes to see it.

The white rose that grew on a boulder, I wanted to pluck it. But how? This rock is so big, do I have to climb it? There was no gap for the road, no twigs that I could use.

Somehow, I should be able to pick it up. The flower should be mine. Slowly I tried to climb a large rock in front of me. Yeah, I can .. I'm like a spiderman who can walk creeping.

Bruk ...!

When I was about to reach for the rose, I suddenly fell down. Oh, my God, I have to start again. My body hurts all, my legs also sprained. Is it true that no one is here?

Suddenly the wind blew quite strong, a bright light was seen in the middle of the expanse of grass. I slowly opened my eyes to see what the light was, where it came from.

I saw Mas Randy, he smiled at me. The smile that he always gives every part to go on business trips. Yeah I remember that Sydney, I wanted to get close to her. But his feet could not stand.

"Mas, help me. My feet hurt, I want the flower" pointed me to the big rock.

"Eh? Where's the flower? Why isn't there? It was there, though," I murmured.

I just saw Mas Randy smiling without saying a word. He always helps me when I call him. But why is he still there?

"Mas, help me stand up. My legs hurt," my whine is spoiled.

Again he just smiled. Oh, my God, I'm really pissed at him. The flowers I wanted were gone somewhere, now my husband who usually helps me was just sitting there like a statue.

"You won't be able to touch the flower" he said in an echoing voice.

"Why? Are flowers expensive? I'll pay later, I'll have some savings" I replied.

"Why have you changed now? Why didn't you help me? Does he love me anymore?" ask me a little annoyed.

"I don't need that smile to quickly answer my question, Mas,"

"Because we're different?" Randy answered calmly.

"Why? Wasn't it different from the beginning? But we managed to put those differences together, and lived together for 27 years" I said.

"Because now it's different, I'm not the same as I used to be. You should be able to do it without me" he said, making you even more confused.

"Emang why? Where are you going? Take me, I'll go wherever you go" I asked him.

"I can't take you, your journey is long. Keep going even without me. I can't keep you company any more, but you'll be waiting for you here until the time comes,"

Slowly the bright light dimmed, along with the figure of Mas Randy who faded. I don't know what's going on, I still don't understand. I kept calling Mas Randy hoping he'd come back and take me.

"Mas ... Randy, don't leave me. Take me," I shouted with all my might.

But Randy was never seen again. I'm really alone, the man I've been with for 27 years has changed. He no longer wants to be with me without clarity.

"Mas, why are you? I want to come with you, Mas Randy ...!" call me.

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"Kin, wake up Kin ...!" a faint voice sounded in my ear. My body shook violently, making me wake up immediately and opening my eyes slowly.

"May, Brother Sofi, Miss Irene ...? Why are you guys here? What's up?" my many.

"They have arrived" replied Mamah Maya.

"Mas Randy's home? Whereabouts? I'll see her ...!" I immediately ran out of the room to immediately hug my husband who had come home.