Confession Talk's

Don't Forget Her

Morning has come, the sun has shown itself and welcomed people who are currently still asleep in the room.

Heera, one of the students who still occupied the High School, the most hated and feared girl by some students at his school, except students who felt he was the one in power. And also Heera who had killed two girls who had injured him a few days ago.

Now he is still faithful in front of the mirror of his house with neat clothes and bags hanging on his shoulders.

Heera stared at his reflection with a hard-to-understand look, whether from when his hand held a gun, grasped it tightly, then put the gun in a place where no one would know.

Today Heera left earlier than usual, wearing the red jacket she always wore at school, walking towards the bus stop that used to take her to school.

It did not take long for the bus to arrive and Heera boarded it with several other passengers, but because she wanted to avoid physical contact, she decided to take the last ride.

It is not that Heera is arrogant because she does not want to be touched by anyone, it is just that she has a phobia that makes her afraid to be touched by others, namely hapephobia, and that's why Heera always carries a sedative that has been given by her psychiatrist so that she does not lose control.

 

Sepi, that's the first thing Heera saw when he got to the front of his school, there were only a few students who went in and out of class, no matter what the purpose was.

Heera walked casually towards her class without caring about the gazes cast by the students who passed by her, after all Heera did not recognize them so she did not bother about it.

When Heera was in class the first thing she saw was the whole class was empty and there was only herself in the class, apparently no one had come in her class yet.

Heera put her bag down and left with the jacket she had taken off and she put it under her desk. His current goal is a rooftop, because this morning is the time Heera likes to see the sky, calm and peaceful, he said, two things Heera always needed were to look at the sky by listening to music and drugs that he always carried with him at any time.

When in the rooftop Heera began to feel the cold that pierced his skin, it certainly happened because today was still morning and he was not wearing his jacket.

Heera sat on the edge of the rooftop with her eyes closed and music playing in her ears, not infrequently Heera sang the music that had been soft and not infrequently Heera looked at the sky with a small smile engraved on her lips.

Heera had been on the rooftop for a long time until someone shocked her from behind, but the guy didn't touch Heera just snatched the headset from her ear.

"Wouldn't you go in, not classy?" ask the person while still standing behind Heera.

Heera who was not surprised immediately realized that he had spent a lot of time in the rooftop, he immediately equalized his position with the person earlier.

"i'm not afraid I also know" replied Heera, then she stepped away from the man.

"Prophe Hami, be patient, that's Heera not someone else" Hami breathed out his circus then ran slowly following Heera who was already a bit away from him.

Upon entering the class, Heera's steps came to a halt when she saw Mingyu with a group of men that Heera knew were her classmates, perhaps they were already friends, and it wasn't what brought Heera's steps to a standstill, but because of the stool that has now been stopped by the class chairman, Taebin.

Heera was doubtful whether she was approaching or not, let alone the many children on her bench, she was afraid that if touched by one of them, she was afraid, but anyway it was his seat and he was tired of standing up from earlier let alone it was almost time to enter.

Heera ventured to approach Taebin even though his heart was already beating due to his phobia, but Heera was not his name if it did not hide his fear.

"Excuse me I want to sit down" said Heera coldly, another classmate immediately avoiding her while Taebin just smiled awkwardly and then left the bench Heera.

Mingyu looked at Heera for a moment before Heera glanced at her like she said 'no need to look at me' then the two of them fell silent to each other with Mingyu who was busy reading books and Heera who was busy with her music until the bell had rung.

When Heera's lesson seemed focused on listening to the teacher, until she realized that someone had noticed her from earlier, Heera initially thought the one who noticed her was Mingyu, but when he turned his head towards Mingyu it turned out that he was focused on what the teacher explained.

Heera again noticed the teacher who was explaining but she was uncomfortable because she felt someone was watching her from earlier. Heera began to observe each student in the class through the tail of her eyes, then stopped when she saw Taebin who had seen her without any intention to turn his face away.

Heera looked back at him flat and there was eye contact between the two of them, not long after that Taebin first turned his face and cut off his eye contact with Heera just like that until Heera looks surprised to see Taebin's behavior.

The lesson went on quietly until the bell rang and Heera and Mingyu were tidying up their books and leaving the class with different purposes. Mingyu who wanted to go to the canton and Heera who wanted to go to the back.

Somehow Heera felt something was different today, but she tried to ignore him and continued walking down the corridor to the back, until she met her upperclassman, Junghyun.

Heera passed by while Junghyun was just looking at her who was walking away, then lost in the corridor.

When Heera had been in the backyard of the school he felt that there was something strange about people, if Mingyu's problem that had not followed him was probably commonplace according to Heera, maybe it was because he was afraid of Heera's threat back then just like that person.

Heera leaned back in the garden chair, looked up at the clear sky and tried to clear her mind in order to think what was really going on.

'They are planning something. Sometimes suspecting friends is a good way, heera sat in and then smiled wryly with his sour face.

"Many thoughts?" ask someone who arrived to sit next to Heera, making Heera indirectly shift her seat.

"What do you want?" heera asked directly when she knew what the person meant to her.

"Don't get me wrong, as a good class president I want all the students in my class to feel comfortable" replied the ketkel namely Taebin.

"You think I believe?" now Heera answered Taebin's words with a dismissive tone.

Taebin could only breathe out sarcasm, finding Heera's attitude rude even though indirectly.

Taebin knows enough that the person he is currently talking to is very sensitive to the situation, but sometimes Heera likes to accuse people haphazardly, like now.

"Did you tell all the students at school that I did that?" heera asked Taebin with a murderous look.

"Of course not. I just want to say that there will be an examination of dangerous objects such as knives or pistols" Taebin replied.

"Because there have been many students in our school who died without any eyewitnesses and also very mysterious who did it. I hope you're careful" continued Taebin then passed away leaving Heera.

"You think I'm stupid" Heera murmured softly.

Now Heera knew what was causing them to avoid her, but Heera still felt that something was strange. How do they know if the culprit is one of the students at the school, could anyone tell.

Heera keeps that thought for later, she doesn't care at all about things that she thinks aren't important, but some of all of these things are important according to Heera.

"Arrrggg" Heera was frustrated at being dizzy with the thought of the mind always floating in her brain. Heera finally decided to get up from her seat and head for her class.

When Heera was in the classroom, as it had been this morning, she saw Mingyu and the same group of men as earlier this morning, it's just that Taebin had turned to him and immediately told the others to disperse and return to their respective seats on the grounds that the class will start soon.

Heera walked to his stool and ignored a smile that Taebin had thrown at him. Only one can Heera describe to Taebin for today, strange.

Heera sat down in her lap and she slightly glanced towards Mingyu who was focusing on reading the same book as she had read earlier this morning.

Heera did not care much for him and looked calm with Mingyu who no longer followed him. Had something happened to Mingyu yesterday when Heera did not enter, Heera once again did not care, maybe she thought that Hami had executed his orders well.

Not long the bell rang and the lesson went on quietly, not a single word had come out of Mingyu's lips this day, could Heera be happy now.

While the lesson was going on there were three police officers who entered the class of Heera. At first Heera was surprised because he thought the one doing the raid was a member of the osis as usual, but it turned out that his guess was wrong, taebin had just told him that there was a raid but did not tell him that the one who carried out the raid was a police officer.

All the students in the Heera class have been examined, only Heera and Mingyu have not been examined.

As the police approached Heera and Mingyu, it was there that Mingyu spoke to Heera despite being just a sentence away.

"I know you're smart" Mingyu said as she looked at Heera through the tail of her eyes.

Heera turned her head as Mingyu spoke to him, then she showed a terrible smirk in Mingyu's eyes.

When the police officers were right next to them, the two broke eye contact and preferred to look at the police officer who looked at the two with an intimidating look.

"You two, show me the contents of your bags!" pinta is one of the three police officers.

Heera and Mingyu opened and took out the contents of their bags. When all the items had been removed, the other two male and female police officers checked into the empty bag, then they felt Heera and Mingyu's uniform so that nothing was missed.

After they did not find any sharp objects, they walked to the front of the class and told all the students to stay alert and strictly forbid not to go out at night and avoid the narrow alley, then the three policemen said their greetings and left the class.

"I've guessed you're really smart" Mingyu said as police officers walked out of class.

"Never underestimate me" Heera replied indifferently.

The lesson went back, Heera and Mingyu no longer spoke a word, until the bell came home.

Heera and Mingyu walk out of class with Heera who is always last out of her class, unlike anything Mingyu has ever seen before. And as he exited the school gate, Heera and Mingyu took opposite directions.

Though Mingyu clearly remembered that when he came home with Hami wanting to go to Heera's house which happened to be right next to Hami's house, he went down the same road as Mingyu's house, it's just that Mingyu's house is further away from Heera and Hami's house.

Mingyu tried not to care and preferred to continue walking towards the bus stop when in fact he was very curious about where Heera would go.

But Mingyu still remembers Hami and Taebin's ban on staying away from Heera if he wants his life to be saved.

While Heera currently looks happy even though she still puts her cold look in front of people.

How not, all day nothing bothers him at all, even the gang who always bully him is also no longer seen in the eyes of Heera.

Heera is currently in the bookstore to buy a novel that is interesting to read. Heera walked down the bookshelf and stopped when she saw a book that caught her eye. He seems to know the book, only he forgot where he had seen it.

Heera seemed to think for a moment, then she just remembered that the novel was exactly like the one Mingyu had read in class. Somehow he seemed interested in the novel, then Heera walked the cashier to pay for the novel he had taken.

On the way home Heera thought to stop by Hami's house, just to greet Hami's parents who had also raised him.

Heera entered Hami's house without permission from the owner of the house, he walked up the stairs and down the hallway to get to Hami's room.

ceklek...

The sound of an open door indicates that someone has entered Hami's room and of course that person is Heera.

Hami turned to Heera for a while and then he continued to watch movies on his laptop while lying on the bed.

"What's wrong? Tumben's here? Have you met Dad yet?" hami asked Heera.

"I haven't seen papa, I'm here just to talk" Heera replied while sitting in Hami's bed.

Hami slightly glanced at Heera then refocused to see the drakor on his laptop.

"What?" hami cuek replied, looking at Heera in the slightest.

"Today is strange" said Heera makes Hami who was focused on seeing drakor so look at it with a shrunken forehead, confused.

Heera turned towards Hami and saw a look of confusion on her face. As if understanding Heera again said, more precisely explained.

"Mingyu was closed to me, Junghyun's brother had not followed me, Taebin had seen me, and still there was nothing bully me today. Strange" Heera told Hami who had been her confiding friend all this time.

"Good right?" hami asked Heera who was currently playing her gun.

"Maybe, but I feel weird. Maybe because I didn't show them my gun today" Heera said casually while still playing the gun.

"Put down that gun!" pinta Hami, then tried to grab the gun that was held by Heera's hand, but ill-fated Heera more agile and Hami already knew it.

"I'll put it if you bring me a toy" Heera showed Hami a smirk that made Hami snort annoyed at what had just come out of Heera's mouth.

"I'm kidding. I'm not a psychopath who likes to kill people for no reason" Heera said again but this time his hand tightly gripped the gun he had been playing, after a while his hand checks back loosened.

"But if I may, I want to be a psychopath who can kill someone without fear of sin to be accepted. I'm envious" Heera added.

"Gee!" Hami yelled at Heera with a red face. Had this friend lost his mind, that was what Heera had in mind at the moment.

"Where's your common sense huh! Not enough you killed a student at our school and now you want to be a crazy psychopath, huh!" Hami was really angry right now and could not help but be angry at Heera.

"Alright, but don't blame me if one day you'll be my target" Heera replied as she returned to her message and stepped away leaving Hami alone in her room.

"LEE HEERA!!!" Shouted Hami from inside the room when the room had closed back.

When Heera was in the room he had time to cross paths with Hami's father and greet him politely, because after all Hami's family had been taking care of him since both his parents died.

 

Heera breathed out her breath. He was tired, not just today but he was tired all the time. His mentality is getting more depressed and if it can be honest than to finish the lives of others, Heera wants to finish herself off.

But she wanted to live for her parents, she wanted to show her parents that she could keep her promise when she was a child.

"Can't you?" heera muttered softly as she looked at the sky of her room.

At Hami's house, Heera wants to say something, wants to tell something, that she is tired and she is envious of other people's lives, she also wants to return to receive affection and support from her parents.

Heera is tired of continuing to be in the darkness of her past, with no light willing to help her get out of the darkness she made herself. Heera was afraid of being alone.

Silent Heera cried as much as she could, with the sound of her slow crying even though the house she occupied was quite large and quiet, but that was Heera's habit and she did not understand it very much, he said, Heera never understood herself other than her ambition to kill the person who had dared to hurt her.

Heera fell asleep in her tears and from that moment she did not realize that there was someone who was always watching her and watching her every move anytime and anywhere.

"If you knew that you weren't alone all this time, if you knew that there was me here who always opened both my arms wide just for you, sorry if you think I'm a burden, but this is all I'm doing for your own good" the person who had been observing Heera was none other than Hami.

Hami leaves with a sad feeling that follows him, he feels like he failed to be a good friend to Heera, he is really not able to make his best friend back to what he used to be.

But Hami believes in God that his best friend will change someday, even though it's not him who makes Heera change, but it doesn't matter.

On the way home, Hami always chanted words of encouragement for himself in order to keep him strong to accept his present condition.

Until there is a hand that touches his shoulder and makes Hami surprised not to play until automatically turned his body to my jail.

"Miyu!" hami said spontaneously when he knew that the one holding his shoulder was Mingyu, while Mingyu only smiled to find Hami's reaction.

"What are you doing here?" ask Hami to Mingyu.

"Out of the mini market, buy the mother's mail item earlier" Mingyu replied and hailed by Hami.

The two fell silent in awkwardness and were confused as to what else to say. Ending the overtime Hami began to open his voice.

"You stopped by my house" Hami bargained kindly to Mingyu, hoping that Mingyu would accept his offer.

"Maybe next time. Now I have to let go of this to my mother, afraid she has been waiting a long time" Mingyu replied as she showed two large bags full of Hami.

Hami nodded disappointedly at Mingyu's reply, maybe he should stop to fantasize about something impossible.

"Sorry yes" Mingyu regretted while scratching her non-itchy nape.

Both of them fell silent again and drifted into each other's minds, forgetting that they had their own affairs.

"Oh yeah, if you don't mind coming to my house?" asked Mingyu awkwardly.

"What's far?" hami asked and answered the trunks by Mingyu.

"It's not too much in my opinion" Mingyu replied and was only taken in by Hami.

"All right, come along, wait a minute I want to change clothes, let's go to my house first!" reply Hami while pulling Mingyu's hand and bringing Mingyu into his house.

Mingyu was amazed when he entered the courtyard of Hami's house which was very spacious and filled with various plants and flowers.

Mingyu thought that the comparison between Heera and Hami's house was very different.

If in the courtyard of Hami's house there are various plants and flowers, then it looks the opposite at Heera's house there are only a few flowers that dominate and Mingyu did not recognize what flowers were planted at Heera's house.

Then when entering the house Hami will certainly be greeted with a beautiful painting along the walls of the house, in contrast to the inside of the house Heera which has some unique objects as Mingyu said.

Mingyu may have no idea what difference there is in the second house and Mingyu has concluded that Hami's house is much more lively than Heera's house which looks gloomy and closed.

While waiting for Hami to change clothes, Mingyu sat on a living room sofa and did not take a few minutes out of a middle-aged man who Mingyu believed was the father of Hami.

Mingyu hurriedly stood up and greeted Hami's father who was walking towards him and stabbed him in the sofa opposite Mingyu.

"You're Hami's friend, right?" guess master Kim while smiling gently to Mingyu.

"Yes. My name is Kim Mingyu" Mingyu replied politely then sat back down as master Kim had told her to sit down.

"You're Heera's friend too?" now master Kim asked Mingyu with a look of eyes that looked at him in making Mingyu become extremely nervous.

"No need to be afraid, I just ask and you can answer honestly" Mr. Kim said kindly.

"Umm, I was in class with Heera and became her best friend, but it seemed that Heera was very secretive and she told me to stay away from her" Mingyu replied nervously but implied honesty in her eyes.

"Huh, I guess he's still the same as before" said Mr. Kim with a look of disappointment.

"If I can tell, what's going on with Heera?" mingyu asked courteously to master Kim and was only replied with a weak trouser.

"I don't want to hurt the child more by telling this to others, it's been enough for the child to suffer all this time, if you want to know then just ask Heera" Mr Kim said, then move from his seat.

"May I ask you a favor?" mr. Kim asked again and Mingyu only responded with a nod.

"Please be a friend of Heera, Hami has long wanted to change Heera's attitude but always can't, can you" said Mr Kim

"I'll give it a try" Mingyu replied nervously and after his master Kim immediately left and took the time to pat Mingyu on the shoulder.

"Oh yeah, Heera doesn't like it if someone touches her, because it makes Heera mentally disturbed" continued Mr Kim then lost behind the door.

Not long after Mr. Kim's departure, Hami came out of his room in a simple but fashionable outfit.

"Come Mingyu!" Hami said goodbye to his father, then headed to Mingyu's house on foot.

The two walked side by side without anyone opening their voices. Hami who was humming ria and Mingyu who seemed to think of something. Even at Mingyu's house, the two of them still did not open their voices.

Until Hami meets the two Mingyu parents, Hami and Mingyu open their voices again.

"This who is Mingyu? Your boyfriend?" mingyu asked with a full glance at Hami, while the one being stared at was already very frightened.

"Temen I'm bun. His name is Hami" Mingyu retorted.

"Not a girlfriend, beautiful loh" mother Mingyu's tease while raising her eyebrows makes Hami blush embarrassed, while Mingyu's father can only resignedly look at his wife's behavior.

"Udah don't be disturbed first, at the very least this will also be shot" Mingyu's father said as he remained focused on watching tv.

Mother Mingyu also put on a difficult expression, then gave Mingyu a motor key and dragged her out of the house.

"You are going out there, you do not forbid, what else is she cute beauty again" said Mother Mingyu with a sweet smile towards Hami.

Mingyu of course did not accept and was about to protest to her mother, but soon she abandoned her intentions when her mother had closed the door of the house.

Now Mingyu was the one who could only surrender with his motherly attitude that was too magical. Say Mingyu the ungodly child to the parents, because after all it has a point for Mingyu.

Mingyu turned her face towards Hami who was laughing gracefully like a noble. Looking back, Hami was indeed very beautiful in Mingyu's eyes, but Mingyu only admired her beauty no more.

"Where are you going now?" mingyu asked who stopped Hami's laughter.

Both of them seemed to think and ended up Hami shrugging his shoulders and Mingyu who looked confused, what else when Hami said 'whatever' made Mingyu more confused to choose a good place, which was a good place, they are not dating.

Eventually the two agreed to go to safety because it was almost dark and the sun would soon sink completely.

When on the way they did not open their voices at all until they reached a deserted garden.

What Hami had in mind right now was to spend some time alone with Mingyu. Mingyu's current thoughts were all words that Hami's father, Mr. Kim, had said.

Mingyu longed to ask Hami but he was too afraid, what else Hami was Heera's best friend, Mingyu was afraid that if Hami instead told about what he asked Heera, he said, perhaps Heera would get angry and end up killing him so Mingyu undoed the intention.

Though this was the right moment to ask all about Heera to Hami, plus there was no one at the park because it was dark and it included a very supportive condition for Mingyu.

It might be different from Hami who thought, perhaps more precisely fantasizing about spending romantic time with Mingyu today.

It is true what people say, different people must have different thoughts and that has happened between Hami and Mingyu who have very different thoughts.

Because it was too late in each other's minds, the two decided to open their voices and chat things lightly.

The two looked happy and laughed together, even Mingyu had forgotten for a moment about the matter related to Heera, and Hami was probably very grateful for his wish being granted.

But fate says that Heera's name will always be in every utterance of both, and it starts with Hami.

Hami seemed to look at the night sky for a moment then he sighed and made Mingyu's attention fixed on him.

"Heera likes the sky" Hami murmured as he looked back at the night sky.

Actually Mingyu was confused by what Hami said, did they not discuss Heera in the slightest, and why now Hami suddenly muttered Heera's name.

Don't blame Mingyu if his curiosity about Heera becomes more and more so, because after all it wasn't Mingyu who first mentioned Heera's name.

Because of his curiosity he could not bear, Mingyu finally decided to ask Hami all about Heera.

"What's wrong with Heera?" mingyu asked finally and got a strange look from Hami.

"I don't have the right to tell you who Heera is not, if curious it is better to ask directly to Heera" Hami replied.

Mingyu was of course disappointed by Hami's reply, but it was all true and it reminded Mingyu of Hami's father's remark earlier.

"Is his past that dark that makes him suffer?" ask Mingyu slowly.

"Very" Hami replied briefly.

"Even I will not be able to if Heera position" continued Hami.

The two went back to silence and drifted back into their minds, then both equally condemned the stupidity of those who had to mention the name of Heera and make the atmosphere back awkward.

Whatever they try to forget Heera for a moment, there will be topics and moments that make them remember Heera.

Fate does not want to make them forget Heera, even if only a minute will not.

Had Heera known that there was someone who always thought about and worried about her. If only he knew that he was not alone.

Hami would probably be happy if Heera thought he existed, and Mingyu would be happy if he could be close to Heera.

Because if according to Mingyu, Heera is just like her brother and according to Hami, Heera is his precious treasure.