Come A Closer Love's

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That afternoon with the atmosphere of the spatter, lady Aritama came to the store dr. Desserts. Marwah was glued and looked shocked when the warm smile of Madame Aritama on her.

" how are you Marwah?" said the warm lady Aritama.

" mama??" said Marwah whispering while putting a box dessert that he had just finished making. Then walk closer to the middle-aged woman.

" do you have time??" asked Madam Aritama looking at Marwah's face.

Deg.., Marwah is glued.

" yes, what if the upper house only," bargained Marwah.

Madam Aritama nodded slowly, and she followed

Marwah who gave way to Madame Aritama to go to his upper house. And they passed through a bakery that was being cleaned by two store employees.

Until finally Marwah opened the door of his simple house and allowed Madam Aritama to enter. The woman enjoys a simple and comfortable looking surroundings.

" please sit down mah, sorry if it looks uncomfortable," said Marwah who was a little awkward.

" comfortable home, " said Mrs Aritama.

" what do you want to drink??, want a cup of warm chocolate or puree juice?,"

" don't bother, mama just wants to talk to you" said Ms. Aritama as she sat on the television sofa comfortably.

Marwah's a little bad. But slowly he followed the desire of Lady Aritama to sit on the simple sofa.

Madam Aritama is seen harboring sadness from behind her smile.

" Marwah, "he said it was heavy.

" i'm sorry if my mom came to make you a little surprised, but as a mother you just want to see the happy face of your son,"

" you know what?? Erwin really loves you, you are his happiness, but." said the lady Aritama restrained with a trembling voice that Marwah could feel.

" can you ask something???, "asked Madam Aritama by looking at both eyes of Marwah while holding Marwah fingers.

" could you classify Erwin??" said Madame Aritama with tears in her eyes.

Jleb.., Marwah's heart hurt.

" what??" said Marwah with a raucous voice that was almost lost.

By swallowing his salivation Madam Aritama holding the fingers of Marwah.

" Erwin wants to go cure his pain, but he does not want you to know," said the lady Aritama Berat.

" he keeps thinking hard so that you don't get hurt anymore because of him, he continues to grieve if you see him sick and cry for him" explained Ms. Aritama with tears on her cheeks.

" he can't even imagine if he fails at the surgery and leaves you alone to be shaken, he keeps thinking the worst, the worst, because he knew you'd be hurt real bad if that happened,"

Marwah lost her words. He finally found out why Erwin had rejected his proposal.

Instantly the tears of Marwah fell on his cheeks, he bowed bitterly before the mistress of Aritama.

" Erwin always thought about everything himself, he grew up with various burdens on his shoulders" said Ms. Aritama.

" therefore, can you give happiness to your son for these moments, create happiness for Erwin, and show if you support every decision.", said the lady Aritama heavy.

" that's all, what you asked for," she continued with her sad face.

The request that made the world of Marwah destroyed.

" ba..how will Marwah be sincere?, mah??," he quivered.

Marwah looks shocked until his body was shaken. And slowly madam Aritama embraced the body of Marwah with full affection, he knew surely the heart of Marwah was very broken to hear this.

" i'm sorry, dear mama, I'm so sorry, "

" mama is sad for you guys, too,"

And finally the cry of Marwah broke out in the warm embrace of lady Aritama. Hearing that, the heart of Madam Aritama was sad. In his mind he imagined Erwin's speech some time ago.

" mama know?? Marwah will not be strong if something happens to Erwin, he is too crybaby and difficult to stop if crying, Erwin does not want Marwah slumped it will be very sad for Erwin," Erwin's voice berbelangsa.

" You're right, son, this girl is really fragile," murmured the inner mistress Aritama by hugging Marwah who still continues to cry while giving a mouthful of love on the back of the woman who is loved by this son.

It took a long time, until the cry of Marwah subsided. And warmly lady Aritama hugged the body of Marwah who now drove herself in front of the store dr. Dessert who looks wet because of the rain that had waded that afternoon

" Thank you dear, mama thank you for your kindness and your sincerity," said Madam Aritama meaningfully stroking the face of Marwah.

" Yes, thank you for loving Marwah,"

" Mama go first, thanks for the cake, surely mama will miss your cake," said the lady Aritama heavy.

Marwah replied with a bitter smile, then took her until Madame Aritama who was about to climb into her sedan car. But quickly madam Aritama pulled Marwah's hand so that Marwah was shocked. It was seen that the madam took the bracelet from her hand and put it on to the shocked Marwah.

" mah, " said Marwah in shock.

" It's a gift from mama given by Erwin, but now it's yours, because you're the woman Erwin loves" he said, wiping Marwah's fingers with affection.

" Keep your health, hopefully we can meet at a happy time later, "said mrs Aritama hope and she also get into the sedan car.

Marwah could only stand with the sedan with a sad face. Long he pensively looked at the loss of the car from his view.

With a long sigh, he held the bracelet.

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In the evening, after the loss of lady Aritama, Marwah who busied themselves with making luxury cakes. I don't know why this time he wanted to realize the request of lady Aritama, even though it was heavy and almost hurt his heart.

The heart and mind are trying to make peace with the reality that they must accept. Until Marwah was unaware of the presence of Mama Wulan and Safa who saw Marwah who looked different.

" Marwah??" called Mama Wulan with a face anxious to see a slightly puffy face.

Marwah was glued with her hands stopped slapping fla on her cake box. Followed by Safa who was shocked to see the face of Marwah.

" you why??, did something happen?" asked Safa as she approached the silent Marwah.

Slowly he put the cake tool, and take a quick walk while hugging Safa kak ya carrying Mecca.

" sister, "he said in a loud voice.

Mama Wulan approached, and her hand stroked the darling of Marwah's back.

" you why, baby??, let's certia??,"

Marwah closed her eyes for a moment and heavily spoke.

" e Erwin mas will go and Marwah.., Marwah will release him," said heavy with tears of sadness.

" what??" Safa was shocked.

Likewise with the face of Mama Wulan who did not believe. Long time passed.

And now, after Marwah calmer mama Wulan and kak Safa seem to sympathize with the problems Marwah faces.

" are you sure??" asked Mama Wulan looking at her daughter Marwah.

Marwah shook her head slowly. Then he took his breath.

" although letting go takes a lot of courage than defending, but Marwah will try to follow the wishes of Erwin, and Marwah just wants Erwin mas have a happy memory of Marwah," he said heavy.

Mama Wulan rubbed Marwah's back while being sad to see Marwah.

" sister believes, you can" said Safa while giving her spirit to her twin sister.

" for a while, my mother will handle dr. Dessert," continued Mama Wulan.

Suddenly, Marwah's tears fell back.

" thank you mah, sis..,"Pelan Marwah finally cried again for the umpteenth time. He cannot lie if his heart is sad.

That made Safa and Mama Wulan even more worried. Until they were unceasing to give spirit to Marwah.

Until the night of his day, Mama Wulan did not come home he accompanied Marwah to sleep in the dr. Desserts. Despite the fact that Marwah can not really sleep.

In the morning, the two woke up at 4 a.m. Start the day by making a cake. Mama Wulan who has the ahlian cake box along with Marwah is seen immersed in their world.

Right at 7 am, Marwah asked Mama Wulan for permission to leave.

" mah, Marwah go first yah,"

" yes dear, who is strong," said Mama Wulan.

Marwah just smiled knot as he left the store dr. Dessert.

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A while passed after 35 minutes Marwah drove her car to the apartment Erwin.

Until now Marwah's car arrived in the basement of Erwin's apartment.

After getting out of his car he tried to breathe as much air as possible, Marwah tried to calm his heart. With cake dr. Dessert he stepped walking surely towards the elevator.

Arriving on the floor of the apartment Erwin Marwah walked slowly until now her steps stopped in front of the door of Erwin's apartment.

Marwah looked at the side of the bell button at the door of the apartment, thinking for a moment. Finally he pressed the bell button. One time the button sounded once also beat Marwah's heart pounding, but did not get an answer from inside there.

Hopefully anxious Marwah tried to press the second bell button with a little longer. And his heart was beating with anxious expectation

Until the door finally opened.

Clack..,

And both Marwah's eyes were glued to see Erwin who looked a little pale as if holding back pain. Marwah's heart shook, she doubted her decision.

" Marwah" Erwin's voice resuscitated Marwah.

" mas??" said Marwah anxiously as he approached Erwin who was like resting on the door leaf.

" what's the pain?? where?, is there any medicine?? or are we doctors??" said Marwah who spontaneously worried by staring anxiously at Erwin.

Jemari Erwin held Marwah's hand that was holding her face.

" Marwah??" said Erwin, awakening Marwah.

" mas is fine, just a little dizzy," said Erwin while trying to convince by smiling warmly at Marwah.

Although not sure, but Marwah did not insist. Slowly, he tried to control his anxiety.

Both momentarily silent.

" come on, come on in" Erwin told Marwah.

Marwah enters Erwin's apartment which starts a little bright as the morning sun shines from the window of the room.

Erwin walked to his kitchen and he took a box from his closet and he took out the medicine and after he tried to take the glass while filling the mineral water from the dispenser he quickly took the medicine it .

Marwah could only watch Erwin with a flogging heart. Until with his instinct, he hugged Erwin's body from behind. Erwin.

" Marwah??,"

Marwah was silent for a moment, then by swallowing her saliva she opened her voice.

" i'm sorry, Marwah doesn't want any wrongdoing between us, because this misunderstanding will make the distance between us, and it makes Marwah afraid, mas will hate Marwah," he said slowly.

Erwin was stunned to hear Marwah's words.

" Marwah does not want mas uncomfortable, because Marwah's desire to be a woman who can make mas comfortable," he continued by understanding the roar of his heart.

" Marwah?," said Erwin slowly release Marwah's hand from his waist while turning to look at the face of Marwah who looks the eyes of the woman he loves teary.

Marwah looked deeply at Erwin.

" now, we must pay for our wasted time together and we replace it with something beautiful, so that we will remember that what we went through was happiness with Marwah.., " said sincerely.

Erwin was fixated, he did not believe the words of Marwah .

" because..," he said stopped as if his chest tightness was unstoppable.

" because that's all Marwah can give to mas" said Marwah with tears falling in front of Erwin.

Marwah's words make Erwin's instincts that immediately grabbed Marwah's body into his arms.

Until finally the cry of Marwah broke.

" Marwah really loves mas, " said Marwah sobbing . Until he embraced affectionately to the woman he loved so much and tried to strengthen her by dropping a kiss of affection on the head of Marwah.

Erwin knows it hurts, but it's for the best.

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Marwah's confession was quite draining his second feeling until after being satisfied with crying, now Marwah who had just washed her face and looked as if she was walking towards the dining table.

It looks Erwin is preparing a plate on the table and also has a cup that has contained warm tea.

Marwah who came back a little awkwardly. Remembering earlier he cried for quite a long time and made Erwin's clothes wet by his tears.

" Have you done it??,"

" hmmm," muttered Marwah while sitting on the dining table chair.

Erwin smiled wryly, then he grabbed a warm cup of tea and gave it to Marwah. Marwah immediately welcomed the tea.

" drink, it will be soothing" Erwin told Marwah.

" thank you," said Marwah slowly and he tried to sip the tea slowly. And it looks he was amazed by the taste of tea that has a fruit taste that has been preserved.

" wow, the tea can be as fast as this mas??," amazed Marwah with both eyes widened, then again sip the tea.

Erwin chuckled slightly at Marwah's expression.

" it's tea from Malaysia, Johan said that tea can make the feeling so much calmer," he explained.

" sir Johan??" cried Marwah in shock.

" iyya, he is a tea lover, but somehow he only drinks bitter tea and never tried other teas" he said, while Erwin tried the tea. He was also amazed by the taste of the tea.

Marwah was a little speechless, he slightly remembered the words of Johan about his actions are considered more and more selfish when going to save Erwin.

Reminding that, Marwah gave a small smile as she swore.

" why?" asked Erwin who noticed Marwah's facial expression.

" ah, if you remember Mr. Johan, Marwah felt he was a little strange," said Marwah with sipping back his tea.

" yes, he's weird, but he's a good friend" Erwin recalled.

Marwah agreed to Erwin's words with a slow nod.

" but??, what is it??" asked Erwin who surprised Marwah.

Marwah saw Erwin's pointer which led to dr plastic. Desserts. Then he smiled and pulled the plastic and opened it in front of Erwin.

" it's a cake, made by mama and Marwah," he said, showing his cake to Erwin who was waiting.

" carrot cake" Marwah said by pulling a plastic knife from the side of the box and trying to cut it. Then Marwah took the piece of cake while giving before Erwin's mouth a little surprised.

" let's eat it," exclaimed Marwah eagerly, and Erwin hesitated.

" even though the carrot, but the taste of the cake is really delicious," said Marwah convinced Erwin, and slowly Erwin's mouth was opened a little.

Nyam..,

Plan Erwin tried to chew the cake that has a special taste. He was also amazed by the taste of the cake.

" hmm, this is delicious, the sweetness is right, and.and there is no more carrot taste," Erwin said.

Marwah smiled a little. Then Erwin lively Marwah's hand back and lead him to feed the cake back into his mouth with a big mouthful.

And it succeeded in making Marwah laugh seeing Erwin's mouth so a little crem cake..

" slowly donk mas eat it?" said Marwah while reaching for a tissue and then he wiped the corner of Erwin's lips were chewing.

But quickly Erwin's hand pulled Marwah's chair to get closer so that the distance of the two was seen closer.

Marwah was a little surprised.

" if you want to clean up you have to be seen near donk," said Erwin with a nosy smile.

" ck, Marwah's eyes are still clear, this, this, this too," he said, wiping the corner of Erwin's lips deliberately.

Erwin looked at Marwah's face deeply.

" it turns out your eyes are really beautiful" said Erwin slowly.

Marwah shook her head and looked at Erwin. Then Erwin's hand gently stroked Marwah's face by following Marwah's gentle facial line.

" your nose, even the corners of your lips, are really beautiful,"

Marwah smiled, slowly he moved a little closer and fell a kiss on Erwin's lips at a glance.

Cup..,

Erwin bergeming.

" then, never forget Marwah," the gentle Marwah's pinta with her fingers touched Erwin's face.

Erwin smiled, then slowly he grabbed Marwah's face and immediately he dropped a kiss on Marwah's lips. Marwah who gasped, replied to the warm pangutan of Erwin seedlings with her fingers down on Erwin's chest.

A kiss sweet enough to start their days back.

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As time went on, Erwin and Marwah began to spend time together. Both of them make their time filled with happiness.

Although it feels pseudo, but Marwah tried hard in front of Erwin. He devoted all his love to Erwin.

Sometimes they also check Sunrise hotel by exchanging opinions, even Marwah also shared his hospitality knowledge with Erwin.

Erwin seemed to enjoy the togetherness of the two of them. He even captured the moment himself and Marwah.

He often took photos of Marwah with various expressions. And Erwin enjoyed it so much. Although the time will not be long, but he felt his happiness was almost perfect.

" every moment is you, when I love and when I'm hurt. And even the moment of farewell, you're the whole world to me" Erwin.

" even though I have tried hard, but I can not resist this love. And how disappointed I will be, I won't stop loving you" Marwah.

" you should know, if I'm not by your side anymore, I'll still love you" Erwin.

" meeting you was so short, but my wait was so long" Erwin.

" Love is not just giving, but love is about giving and receiving, and all this love is just for you "Marwah.

" if I knew our time together would be this short, I'd always say that I really love you Marwah" Erwin.

" i will choose the night, even if it is dark. I chose the wound, even though it hurt. And I will still choose you, though I miss you" Marwah.

" seeing you smile and laugh, that's enough for me, "Erwin.

" The woman who gives me the love I want is you, the woman I miss every day is you. Not because you need me, but because of my love for you, so I need you" Erwin.

And now Erwin is seen sitting at his work desk in the room by looking at photos of Marwah and himself for a few days on his laptop screen. He looked at her with his own face.

There was a sense of tightness in his heart when he saw an airplane ticket envelope on the side of his laptop.

Slowly he felt the pain in his head again that increasingly often appeared. He also tried to find a painkiller that was in the drawer next to his bed. And drink it immediately.

It takes a few minutes for the drug reaction to work properly to reduce the pain that is increasingly excruciating. And for a moment he felt his left hand a little stiff. Erwin took pains to endure the spasms of his stiff fingers.

Until the sound of a telephone ringing that disturbed Erwin, he tried to reach his cellphone which was at his desk and was surprised to see the name Marwah listed there.

By trying to strengthen himself from the pain, he also lifted a phone from Marwah.

" hello??"

" mas??" said Marwah cheerfully.

" have you eaten???," ..

It took Erwin a while to answer.

Until Marwah was suspicious.

" mas???,"

" is it okay??,"

listening to that, Erwin spoke.

" why is the voice different??" asked Marwah anxiously,.

" ah, it was coughing due to choking during the drink, so it was a bit hoarse," Erwin replied lying with a stiff hand.

" really??"

" hmm yeah, what's up? call??," .

" ah, right, almost forgot, tomorrow we see how??, there seems to be a new exciting movie,"

Erwin was silent for a moment trying to endure the pain.

" your??,"

" hmmm," said Erwin muttered.

" how??, what??" asked Marwah again.

" sorry baby, I can't..," said Erwin stuck.

" why??,"

" today we'll be together with Johan and Chandra,"

" ooh, okay, next time yes," said Marwah understood.

" yes" said Erwin.

" what are you doing???,"

" Marwah??, Marwah just washed his face and wanted to use night cream," explained Marwah.

" yes? try sending me your photo now?" pinta Erwin.

" huh??,"

" mas want to see your face without make up," said Erwin while feeling stiff hands reduced.

" now???" Marwah.

" hmm, uh,"

" ikh, no need, tar mas can not sleep see Marwah's face without make up," he chanted deliberately.

Erwin laughed a little.

" it's better so I'll keep looking at your photos" she replied.

A moment of silence both.

" Marwah??,"

" hmm" muttered Marwah.

" we'll meet tomorrow night, will we??" said Erwin, looking at a plane ticket on his desk.

" yes" said Marwah.

" i love you, and thank you" Erwin said.

On the other hand, Marwah cried in silence hearing Erwin's words that cut her heart.

" dear, sweet night, beautiful dream" said Erwin to end the communication.

" yes," answered Marwah slightly restrained. And the communication was cut off with Marwah holding back the roar of his heart. He tried to get rid of his sadness by trying to smile in front of the glass, and he tried to take photos from the camera phone. Then send a picture of himself to Erwin.

" love you" Marwah, and the capture he sent to Erwin.

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The next morning, Erwin who woke up early was getting ready with casual clothes he felt ready to prepare everything before leaving.

The first place he visited was the prison. Toni's place is now under arrest.

Though hesitant, he wants to meet Toni one last time.

He is now at the police station where Toni is being held and is still undergoing trial to determine Toni's final fate. Erwin who was waiting in the waiting room even occasionally looked at his watch uneasily.

Until the sound of the footsteps of shoes was heard so that he turned his head with a flat face to see the arrival of Toni who now looks different.

" why come here??? you want to laugh at me??" said Toni Ketus.

" no," said Erwin flat.

" then?? for what??,"

Erwin was silent for a moment with his face unexpressed.

" i just came to apologize, for the last time" Erwin said.

Toni silently looked at Erwin.

" even if you don't take it, but I have to say this..,"

Toni looks to laugh at Erwin by underestimating Erwin.

" sorry??? sorry and sorry that you'll always say, you weakling!!" lures Toni.

" and I'm sorry you'll never take it,"

Erwin smiled faintly, he could already imagine Toni's cynical speech.

" i'm concerned about you, and those words should be yours, because I know your great regret" Erwin stared intently at Toni.

" the one who's really sorry is YOU, Toni, the one who hurt yourself Toni, because everything happened because of you, you just locked yourself in by throwing all your faults at me," erwin said that stabbed himself Toni.

Toni nodded, as if slapped with Erwin's words.

" now contemplate all your faults, hate you and your unwarranted grudges!!," Erwin said in a tone of anger that he endured.

Toni was provoked by emotion, so she quickly grabbed Erwin's collar ready for Toni's action.

" YOU!!!," HE DARED TO ADVISE ME!!," said Toni emotionally.

" you're supposed to be MATIIIIII," Toni's hard drive echoed through the room.

Then swiftly the police officers pulled Toni to divorce the action who wanted to hit Erwin.

Erwin took a deep breath, while tidying up his tangled clothes. Then he smiled cynically.

" it looks like your prayers will come true" Erwin said.

" what??" said Toni confused.

" i'm leaving, and I'll never see you again, my cousin" she said, walking away with Toni's shocked face, but she was crazy, he laughed out loud at the words of Erwin who was about to die.

" IT WAS MY PRAYER AND THE PRAYER OF MY PARENTS, YOU THAT DESTROYED MY FAMILY, YOU DESERVED ERWIN'S DEATH...YOU DESERVE TO DIE!!," cried Toni sidelined the sad-faced Erwin.

Slowly Toni who laughed off immediately turned sad, and he collapsed instantly. There was regret that he could not say. Her tears fell without her noticing.

" why?? why are you so proud!!!," said Toni Lirih as she was dragged by police officers to re-enter the detention cell.

Along with the joking memories of the laughter together with himself and Erwin once remembered, how both of them were true partners. And in the end he was sad.

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And after his meeting with Toni, Erwin now sits casually in Johan's lawyer's office with a warm tea, by the lawyer's employee.

It was the first time he had waited for the lawyer to return from his trial. And he was the first time he enjoyed the warm tea that was often served by the lawyer in their busy time.

He smiled when he remembered the beginning of their friendship when he was in 1 dormitory as a new student from Indonesia.

Hard nature and perfectionists also have the same hobbies that make them suitable for each other as regional children.

Although the two majors are different, but it becomes a fun thing for both of them because they can share knowledge for free.

Johan is in the legal world, while Erwin is struggling in the business world and internationally make them bound to each other in various ways.

Erwin recalls all his experiences with Johan. And now Johan is in a brilliant position.

And the typical voice of Johan who was talking from the cellphone was more clearly heard along with the appearance of the tall man entering his office space. He walked past Erwin with a tired face while sitting in his chair.

Erwin smiled slightly.

" you can be tired too,"

" i'm not a robot" Johan said, removing the tie from his collar and quickly opening his suit.

Erwin laughed a little.

" aahh, my days are so peaceful and carefree" he mocked Johan.

" but you're unemployed" Johan responded by getting up from his chair and sitting with Erwin on his couch.

" unemployment is rich" said Erwin not to lose. And it ends with a glance of the two who laugh funny with their unchanged behavior.

" are you healthy??" asked Johan casually bouncing on his couch.

" hmm, not too well," said Erwin by taking his cup of tea and drinking it slowly.

Johan shook his head and looked seriously at Erwin.

" are you not a doctor?" asked Johan seriously.

" yaaa, that's for sure, just..," said Erwin stopped he slightly took a deep breath.

" maybe my life will end on the operating table or I'm handicapped for life" he explained slowly.

Johan was shocked and then he woke up to sit seriously looking at his best friend.

" really??,"

" hmmm, two doctors have said the same thing" he said flatly.

" Oh my God" said Johan.

But Erwin smiled a little.

" don't look at me like tomorrow I'm going to die, you still have one way to ease my burden" Erwin said, as Chandra's secretary entered with Dodi shortly.

Johan saw the two secretaries enter with a small laugh with an exciting chat. And fell silent for a moment when they realized that the two were being stared at sharply by their cold-blooded boss.

" what did your former secretary come here for??" asked Johan sharply.

Erwin smiled knot.

" be friendly a little, he's a new vice presidential candidate" said Erwin pernuh mystery at the secretary Chandra who is confused by Erwin's speech.

" the deputy candidate???" replied Johan.

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After his business with Johan was finished, Erwin finally returned to his apartment a little tired.

Today was exhausting for him.

Arriving at his apartment he cleaned himself up to lose all his fatigue and prepare something when Marwah came later tonight.

At 7pm, Erwin's apartment bell rang. Erwin leisurely walked open the door. And Marwah stood with a smile on her face.

" welcome madam," greeted Erwin, then quickly opened the door of his apartment widened, until Marwah chuckled at Erwin's behavior like a hotel maid.

Marwah laughs and enters with one in her hand.

" ikh, what the hell mas," said Marwah.

Erwin just smiled a little and then closed the door while following Marwah's steps from behind.

" how is it today???" ask Marwah who casually headed to the dining table of the kitchen room while putting the luggage.

" what??" said Erwin confused.

Marwah looked with a warm face at Erwin.

" what is healthy???" asked Marwah.

Erwin smiled as he stepped closer to Marwah and then he embraced Marwah's body with longing.

" hmm, baiik, mas healthy," he replied in a soft voice and he enjoyed the fragrant aroma of Marwah's body.

Marwah smiled wryly then returned Erwin's embrace and inhaled Erwin's masculine body fragrance that calmed his soul.

" dry it looks fresh?? just ready to take a shower??,"

" hmm" he muttered.

Marwah smiled in Erwin's arms.

" what have you eaten yet?,"

Erwin snorted a little annoyed.

" can't you pending asking??, mas still need energy from you," Erwin said by deepening his embrace on Marwah's body.

Marwah smiled a little.

" well, dear Marwah will be quiet for a few minutes," he replied by enjoying Erwin's embrace.

A moment of silence. Erwin still hugged Marwah's body with longing. Then he remembered something.

" it turns out, your employment contract has ended at the Sunrise hotel" Erwin said.

Marwah heard in shock.

" really??" said Marwah who barely remembers about his employment contract for the Sunrise hotel.

" hmm, and your task is done" said Erwin slowly.

Marwah was glued, Erwin's speech seemed to have a deep meaning.

" you're great" said Erwin.

But Marwah just fell silent in Erwin's arms. His mind is far away. How he used to want to quickly finish his work contract with Erwin Aritama. But now, in reality after the contract was completed he felt sad.

" time really passes quickly" Erwin said.

Marwah heard by tightening her hug to Erwin.

" thank you, Marwah," said Erwin deeply.

Until Marwah shook her head and tried to break her embrace.

" why thank you?? Marwah did not even do anything for mas," said Marwah with a reprimand seeing Erwin's face.

Erwin did not answer but smiled warmly at Marwah, as his hand gently stroked Marwah's shoulder.

" want to make spaghetti??, today mas will cook for you," he said by pulling Marwah's arm to sit on the dining table chair near the kitchen.

Marwah was a little surprised and confused.

" want to cook?" asked Marwah unsure.

Erwin nodded as he walked towards the refrigerator and took out some ingredients to make spaghetti and brought it to put in the kitchen.

" spaghetti is special to you" Erwin said with a happy face.

Marwah just sits and notices Erwin who is excited about making spaghetti. Highlight Marwah's eyes can not be separated from the movements of Erwin's movements that look good in using kitchen tools and enjoy making spaghetti.

" Marwah does not know since when the mas is in the heart of Marwah, and Marwah one of the people who want the end of life mas to be a happy ending," muttered Marwah.

Erwin seemed to focus on the manufacturing process, until finally the spaghetti was finished and now the plate was held before Marwah who looked with fixation.

" finished, " said Erwin by sitting on the side of Marwah.

Then Erwin looked at Marwah's glued facial expression.

" don't just look, come on, you have to try the mas cuisine this time," while handing over the sandoi and fork in Marwah's fingers.

Marwah flinkered then he realized and slowly tried to taste the food.

He began to chew and try to enjoy the taste of spaghetti that feels good on Marwah's tongue.

" waaah, the spaghetti is delicious loh mas, tasty and not too spicy, Marwah likes," he said with a amazed face.

Erwin smiled satisfied to see Marwah who liked his cooking. But suddenly his facial expression was a little sad.

" for the recipe donk mas, next time Marwah wants to try to make," said Marwah by looking at the face of Erwin who is now tasting his spaghetti.

Erwin just nodded slowly. Then he reflexively wiped the pasta sauce left in the corner of Marwah's smiling lips.

After finishing eating, both of them compactly clean their kitchen utensils and second-hand dishes.

Then after finishing the two sit on their memory sofa by watching the motoGP re-broadcast.

Marwah sat leaning on Erwin's arm that looked serious watching despite the broadcast. Marwah remembered their first encounter.

Their first discussion was the motoGP, until Marwah smiled faintly remembering it.

" your??,"

" hmm, what if we go watch the motoGP live the next season??" pinta Marwah's.

Erwin is fixated on Marwah's request. He was silent by just staring flat on his television screen that showed Rossi's victory there.

" hmm.., how??," asked Marwah back to Erwin who was silent.

" sorry," answered Erwin flatly.

Marwah.

" mas will make an important journey" said Erwin hesitated.

Marwah shook her head and slowly looked at Erwin's sad face.

" is this the time?," muttered the inner Marwah pilu.

" no papa," said Marwah with surprise Erwin who did not expect the answer Marwah.

Then Marwah leaned back on Erwin's shoulders trying to be strong.

" the motoGP will be there every season, we.., can go in the other season, Marwah will wait until the mas can go with Marwah," said Marwah implied another meaning of the meaning of his speech.

Erwin fell silent at Marwah's deep hope. Slowly Erwin grabbed Marwah's fingers and clasped the fingers firmly.

" sorry Marwah," murmured Erwin's sorrowful mind.

" wrong,"

" hmm?, uh??,"..

" what do you like about Marwah??" asked Marwah with a sad face staring at the tv screen.

Erwin pondered for a moment while turning to look at Marwah who was staring at the tv screen.

" your heart and your soul" answered Erwin.

Marwah smiled bitterly.

" because you are the first and last" said Erwin slowly.

Marwah smiled with tears of joy at Erwin's words. Erwin was transfixed when he felt Marwah's falling tear point.

" huufft, "the breath of Marwah.

" strange???, Marwah suddenly felt sleepy," said Marwah who felt her eyes heavy.

" go to sleep" said Erwin by stroking Marwah's head with a sad face.

Marwah also slightly allowed his head to move by hugging Erwin's body.

" hmm.., this hug is really comfortable," said Marwah quietly with the closed.

Erwin smiled in a knot by dropping a deep kiss on Marwah's head that was on his chest.

" go to sleep, I'll hug you" Erwin replied fondly.

momentary silence.

" wrong,"

" hmm??,"

" the heart beats fast" said Marwah.

" that's a heartbeat for you" said Erwin.

Slowly Marwah's hands hugged Erwin's body tightly.

" Marwah loves us, Erwin Arimata, Thank you" Marwah said with tears of farewell. And slowly he fell asleep with his hands also scattered from Erwin's body.

In his silence Erwin also akhin dropped his tears to hear the last words of Marwah.

" Marwah??" called Erwin with a quivering voice. And there was no voice for the answer from the woman he loved.

Slowly his sobs sounded with his heart cut. Erwin deliberately put sleeping pills in Marwah's drink, so that he could hug Marwah for the last time.

" good-bye, my first and last love, I love you, and forgive all my selfishness" murmured Erwin as he grabbed Marwah's sleeping face and dropped the last kiss on Marwah's ring.

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Hello how are all the friends of Erwin and mbak Marwah??? be healthy whenever and wherever you are.. Aaaami.

Here I say a lot of thanks to all my friends. Because this has entered part to 99 to part 100 and I ter haruuuuu 😭😭😭.

I never thought I would write all this time. Thank you, pal. Thanks to your enthusiasm and support, I have been able to write so far.

Kumawoyo yorobune 😍😍😍🥰🥰

And I'm sorry if the previous parts are full of tears, to finish the tissue of the friends. Bianheyo 😅😅😅

But let's pray that there is wisdom after the tissue has been dissolved by the baper 🤣🤣🤣.

End of the word please support friends in each part both like, comment and star so that I am excited to write.

And above all else thank you for the support of loyal friends. See you in the next part .., don't get bored waiting. 😅😅😅

Love you mas Erwin and Marwah 💗💗