Come A Closer Love's
65
That night, seen in the waiting room Sikharla sat with his lesion face and beside him looked the same pensive Marwah staring blankly.
" Maybe this is a sin that Sisil has to bear, I do not even feel sad to hear Sisil is sick, it feels like the final limit of Sisil to bear his dirty deeds," said brother Syarla full of regret.
Marwah was just silent, although he really hated Sisil but never terbesit thought bad things happened to his former best friend.
" Sister heard you now work in the company Aritama yaa Marwah??" asked Sisyla until Marwah slightly budged from her daydream.
" ah, iyya sis," answered Marwah briefly.
" I'm sorry Marwah, if Sisil makes you hurt" said sister Syarla sad.
Marwah did not answer, but only a faint smile could be given.
Shortly afterwards, Dimas looks back with something in his hand. And slowly he was now right between the two women who looked lethargic.
" this is kak there is coffee, " Dimas said while giving a small coffee glass to sister Syarla.
" and this is for you, warm chocolate" Dimas gave doubtfully to the unmoved Marwah.
Suddenly the sound of cellphones belonging to sister Syarla rang, so the woman was reflexive to give the coffee back to Dimas and he reached into the contents of his bag in a hurry. He grabbed the phone and woke up as it passed away from Dimas and Marwah.
Instantly both were silent, only the sound of the entrance and exit of the nurse who was still going back and forth occasionally. Dimas sat tiredly next to Marwah and put his luggage on the empty chair.
Dimas sighed for a moment and looked at Marwah, who was looking straight at the hospital window with night lights.
" Thank you that you still care about Sisil" .
Marwah did not flinch as if he dissolved in his own mind.
" After meeting you some time ago, Sisil fell ill, he did not even have an appetite for food and his pregnancy condition decreased, Sisil continued to turn on himself for hurting Marwah's heart, until this afternoon because of his weak condition he fell in the bathroom with his stomach hit the closet until just now, the baby and his uterus broke..," Dimas sentence stopped, "the sentence stopped, there was a sense of crampedness in the heart that he was enduring.
As if pausing, Dimas took his breath as if to calm himself.
" If you want to be angry, then get angry at me, Marwah,!!" dimas said as if frustrated.
" the one you should hate is me, not Sisil, this mistake happened because of me. I can't help myself, tampa thought long to cross the line between me and Sisil until all this happened" explained Dimas by lowering his fist and maybe that was the point where he felt man sinned.
It was as if the room kept echoing Dimas' regretful remarks.
" if you want to be angry and upset then I have to accept it, say Marwah, say all your anger" Dimas said in frustration.
Marwah breathed her long breath.
" what??, what should Marwah say??".
For a moment he smiled bitterly.
" Not even words of anger can change what has happened now, so what is all that anger for??, if you are so much more sorry about everything you have done".
" Marwah," Dimas looked at Marwah's face that had turned far away with his heart and sharp speech.
" Yumud..,"
" it was hard at first and almost crazy, but.., Marwah was grateful for all this betrayal.., isn't that weird????" said Marwah as if heartless.
Dimas looks shocked and does not believe in a different Marwah change.
While getting up from his seat Marwah slightly turned around and faced Dimas who joined the admonition to see Marwah.
" mas was a man of bad times for Marwah, and now redeem all regrets by taking care of Sisil, forever make this a valuable lesson for your life..," said Marwah tampa expression staring at Dimas.
" it's too late, Marwah must go home, hopefully Sisil will recover quickly," said Marwah who then passed away leaving Dimas with regret.
After Marwah's departure, Dimas dissolves with his own thoughts, until suddenly a nun comes out and calls out to Dimas.
" sir.., sir., your wife Sisil's mother is awake," said the nurse quickly.
And to his surprise Dimas woke up and immediately ran a small clean ICU room door. He was in a hurry to bad Sisil who looks Sisil who has been rumored but looks weak.
Sisil seemed to be trying to speak with his voice. Dimas was also reflexively approaching.
" Ma.mas.., Ma.., marwah..," said Sisil with difficulty
" Marwah sorryin Sisil mas..," said Sisil heavily and then Sisil was crying by trying to reach her husband's arm.
Jleb.., as if Dimas' heart was plugged by a sharp knife.
And then her tears fell.
" Yes, pardon our mistakes." replied Dimas heavily then he hugged his wife's body and together wept in regret.
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On the other hand, Marwah who is now in her room was staring nanar on the empty big box that was on her bed.
Slowly he unpacked the closet and he found the memories of his friendship with Sisil that intertwined for so long. One by one he began to fix, until his hands stopped on a red Christian loubountin shoe which was his birthday from Sisil who managed to buy Sisil with his first salary.
Framed a sad smile there, as if time had returned at that moment.
Telohat face sumringah Marwah who got a gift of red convers shoes from Sisil.
" Thank you bebs, this..," said Marwah moved.
" this is special from my first salary,"
Marwah.
" seriously???" asked Marwah in disbelief.
" hmm.., "thumbles Seriously and proudly. And suddenly Sisil stood up and he gladly told Marwah to look down at his feet.
" Look here, yeah..,"
Marwah was reflexively looking at Sisil's feet.
" jeng.jeng.., how??? what good???"
Marwah was shocked by closing her mouth.
" waaah, very suitable sil dikaki lo" praise Marwah on the schoolgirl who was seen wearing shoes heels Christian Loubountin.
And Marwah quickly put on her red heels and walked to Sisil and then walked along with meandering like a model while laughing gleefully having artist class shoes at fantastic prices.
Then Marwah took a photo on a white dress.
MMarwahremembered that this shirt was worn when the acsra was their friend's birthday but their eternal enemy Gladis. The two compactly came up with twin dress shirts and horrendous Gladis party event with almost kissing together.
A moment Marwah recalled that with a funny smile. Because after the event they were named as a matching couple.
Suddenly another photo fell.
A photo of memories when celebrating Sisil's birthday in one of the restaurants. And Marwah just got back from France. But for a moment Marwah's face was gloomy, because this is where he first introduced Dimas to Sisil and this photo was immortalized by Dimas at that time.
" It was actually me who was wrong, because bringing Dimas mas was among our friendship, sorry," said Marwah who then put all the sheets of his memories with Sisil into the big box.
After collecting all his memories into the box, Marwah went down to bring the box slowly to be put in the trash bag in front of his shop.
Then he came back with mixed feelings. And glanced at his clean bakery. Tampa thought long he began to divert his mind by making a slightly complicated dessert so that his mind was diverted.
Strawbbery Pudding
Red velvet oreo's
Marwah worked on it until morning. He smiled to see the results of his work.
" It is busy with things like this much more effectively," he murmured by inserting the cake into the cake refrigerator estalse.
