Clarisa (Believe Back?)

Chapter 7's

“Dadah Risa sayanggg I maoo rumahu mwahh” said Yasmin to Risa while running to the online ojek she had ordered. Yasmin's hand was returned with a wave of Risa's hand.

Risa today there is an organizational meeting, in fact she wants permission not to attend the meeting because she is very sad but considering the matchmaking incident made by her father and mother makes her reluctant to go home. He ended up waiting for a meeting hour on the terrace of the faculty building while playing social media. The male voice that he was very familiar with sounded in both of Risa's ears. Like Radit's voice, Risa's inner while still playing her social media. Before long, Radit walked out of the faculty building towards the front porch of the building. Radit only looked at Risa with a flat expression, such as being indifferent to Risa's existence. Radit picked up the motor in the faculty parking lot and sped away from the building. Risa who was just sitting was confused by Radit's indifferent attitude to her.

Radit's feeling is friendly. Why do I feel like a stranger? Risa's question flashed across her head. I don't know why Risa felt the thing that was said to hurt anyway, it was gone. He felt something was missing. In love? Risa also doubted that. Risa who was previously busy playing her phone, suddenly fell silent. He daydreamed long enough then looked at the clock on his phone screen. Risa took her favorite motorcycle and went straight to the meeting place of the organization she was following. During the meeting, Risa was very serious and busied herself so as not to think about matchmaking and what had happened just to Radit.

In the gathering of the organization, there was a break session. Other friends buy food outside and some are struggling further. Risa chose to rest again by playing social media. Risa sat on the chair where beside her was the wall. The meeting place of the organization carried out is in a special building for various campus organizations. Sky rested busy working on practicum reports considering he was an engineering student who could not be separated from practice and reports. Secretly the Sky occasionally glanced at Risa who was sitting not far from him. Before long, the Sky saw Risa, visible tears of Risa flowing on her cheeks. The sky looked on in surprise because Risa looked good from the beginning of meeting the meeting. The sky approached Risa and patted Risa on the shoulder.

“Riss you why nangiss?” Sky asked with a panicked expression on his face.

Risa herself was surprised The sky was already beside her. Risa then closed her phone and wiped the tears on her cheek.

“Ah no gapapa Langit, this was seeing the sad drama of nangiss hehehe.” replied Risa lying. Risa sees what she shouldn't see on her phone screen. I don't know why Risa's feelings suddenly hurt.

“Oh I think there is what Ris arrived when you cry that way, it turns out that I saw a sad drama sad tohh...” Sky Smile engraved sweetly on her lips. He felt calm again when he found out the reason Risa suddenly cried. Then he sat down again to continue his practical report.

While riding a motorcycle on the way home, Risa still could not believe what she had seen on the screen earlier. As soon as she saw it, Risa's tears were unstoppable, she cried. The pain felt tight in his chest. Radit posted a photo of himself with a woman on Radit's personal social media. Why is seeing it so sick? I'm not who I am, am I? Why do I feel sick and abandoned? Lisa was crying on her way home. Until home, he put the motor into the garage and went straight to the room. The same father mama who was sitting relaxing in the family room saw the behavior of their favorite daughter look binngung.

“Risa home sullen sad so why maa?” Ask his wife.

“Loh Well, right mama from earlier here anyway Dad.mama mana tau” Reply Mama was astonished by the question that was thrown from Dad. He laughed at his own question which was ridiculous. Mama knocked on Risa's room door and walked in to her son. Risa sat on her bed while looking down. She cried until she didn't realize she was in the room.

“Sayang.. Why cry? What's the matter? Story to dear mama..” said mama while sitting next to her daughter.

“Mah, Risa is that bad until everyone's left?” tanya Risa arrived.

“Loh Nak, who left you, daddy mama dear you will not die.” asked Mama while lifting her daughter's face.

“Friends Risa mah.. Risa feels pain and something is missing.” replied Risa in a slow tone.

“Who? That guy friend of yours? Which means you came home at that time” Mama guessed the answer to her son's question.

“Loh mom, do you know? Mom clairvoyant huh?” Risa asked in surprise, even though she had not mentioned who she meant. Mama who just guessed it added surprised if the answer is right.

“Kan... Mama gamau see you continue to be hurt dear....emang you flanked? Dighosting?” Ask Risa.

“Loh mom knows what ghosting means?” Risa was surprised her mother knew some slang now especially slang words in romance.

“Yeee you tease mama ya, gini gini mama gaul nih” said mama smiled arrogantly. Mom wanted to comfort her son. Risa's laughter came out of her mouth. Mama saw Risa laughing as well. After their laugh was over, they were silent for a moment.

“Risaa.. You already like your boy friend, honestly mama is proud of you, because you have dared to open your feelings back.but what Risa. you feel sad, mama is also sad. A man who does not dare to give certainty and only gives a lot of hope will leave a deep wound in your heart. That guy just hangs your feelings. Hurt right? It must hurt baby.what did the same father mama about the matchmaking yesterday you can just live it first, son, father mama know which is best for you, and bebetnya dear.you can consider once again yes. Same father mom really gamau you ngerasain in love because the wrong man as happened to you now dear.” Mama said softly while stroking Risa's head.

Mama wants her child to be in a relationship with the right man and does not want her child to constantly be afraid of building trust in a new relationship with a man. Risa heard mama calm herself then immediately discussed the matchmaking yesterday immediately fell silent, lowered her head. He did not respond to the words of his mother.

“Ma, Risa wants to be alone first yes.” Pinta Risa while smiling at mom. Mama nodded in understanding and left Risa in her room.