Clarisa (Believe Back?)

Clarisa (Believe Back?)
Chapter 2's



"Fear of past events huh Ris?” ask Yasmin directly to her point. Risa looked at Yasmin with a flat face. Yasmin's question came from a single slip out of her mouth. Gaining Risa's flat gaze, Yasmin felt scared and guilty asking that. Then suddenly Risa gave a thumbs up right in front of Yasmin's face. Yasmin was shocked by her beloved friend who responded with a thumbs-up.


 “What the heck Ris, answer the mouth instead of hands” response Yasmin who previously deg deg an felt fear offending Risa who finally laughed with the response of her friend.


Yasmin, is the only friend in Risa's lecture who knows what has happened and experienced by Risa in the past. After the two of them finished eating, Yasmin said goodbye to Risa.


“Initial yes Risa sayangg, the spirit of the organizationa” pamit Yasmin with a wave of her hand. Risa replied with a wave of her hand. He then looked at his phone to check what time it was and showed it at half an hour. Risa rushed to the mosque near her faculty to perform the dzuhur prayer. After praying, Risa returned to her faculty building to wait for her organization to gather. He had to wait half an hour, he did not come home because he felt na “


not if I go home. 


“Halo maa, Risa came home late in the afternoon, there was a meeting organization” Risa called her mother to let her know that she came home late in the afternoon.


“Iyaa son, be careful yes go home” replied his mother on the phone. Risa immediately hangs up her phone and watches her beloved series while waiting for time. Suddenly a male voice called out to Risa. Radit, his college friend, must be a boy. Although Risa does not like to interact with men, she still has male friends even though only a few. “Not home why Ris” Tanya Radit while glancing at the one Risa watched on her phone. “Wah you also watch that Ris, crazy tuh series cool parah” yet Risa answer questions from Radit, Radit told the series that Risa watched.


“Iya dit, later there will be a BEM meeting to wait here, want to go home also gig, you yourself have not returned?” ask back from Risa.


“This meeting ends anyway, want to go home too.” replied Radit.


“Oh yaudah heart home.” says Risa. He returned to watch the drama series on his phone but he felt someone was watching. Radit was still in front of him.


“Ga so go home dit?” risa asked confusedly. Radit immediately sat down next to Risa.


“Ngak ah I just, in kos also not ngapain” replied Radit while taking out hp in his bag.


“Ah gausah menemenin, I also used to be relaxed aja” replied Risa, she felt troublesome her friend. Radit just looked at Risa with a smile and looked back at her screen. Risa is increasingly confused by the behavior of her boyfriend and also returns to watch the drama series. Raditya Prawira or commonly called Radit, is a friend of Risa who used to happen to be a group with Risa and Yasmin in ospek lecture. Radit is friendly to everyone or friendly in the language of today. Radit is the only male friend of Risa who can be said to be familiar but can not be said to be close as Yasmin. The rest Risa only knows with male friends in her class. And the one who communicates like a friend is this Radit. They were both busy staring at each other's screens.


Radit's voice broke the silence and of course broke Risa's focus in watching the drama series.


“By the way, you have a girlfriend huh Ris?” tanya Radit suddenly refers to things that according to the majority of people including personal things.


“Hah? Why ask dit?” ask Risa back which makes her confusion even more.


“What the heck, ask aja” replied Radit who stared at his cellphone screen.


“Ga no.” A short and flat answer came out from Risa's mouth. Radit immediately turned to Risa quickly.


“Why not find another girlfriend just Ris?” ask Radit who made Risa even more upset. Risa just stared flat at Radit and looked back at him.


 “Gapapa.” The answer from Risa who was short with a flat tone sounded in Radit's ears waiting for Risa's answer since earlier. Radit feels Risa has a reason that makes her not look for a boyfriend.


“I'm close first yes dit” say Risa on Radit. Risa towards the bike followed by the same Radit steps towards the bike. A gentle swipe on Risa's head that made Risa briefly speechless.


“Hearts yes Risa” said Radit while stroking Risa's head. Risa did not respond to anything and just kept quiet.


On the way to his meeting place, Risa was still silent all the way, she felt strange with a stroke of Radit's hand on her head. Risa has only a few male friends and she is afraid to trust men again when starting a new relationship. Risa had not received that treatment for a long time, the last with her ex who was very deeply wounding for Risa's heart. The wounds that had been inflicted on Risa's heart scared her of men and she would no longer believe in all the men except her father. Because of the injury, Risa once thought that she did not want to get married and just wanted to live happily with her two masters with her success until old age and forever.


After arriving at the meeting place, Risa attended the meeting and she could not focus because of the incident earlier. After the meeting was over, he picked up his bike and prepared to go home. “Risaa!!” a male voice called out to Risa loudly. A tall man wearing a shirt box motif approached Risa who was already on her motorbike.


“Eh Sky, what's yelling so?” answer Risa. Rifaldi Langit Pratama commonly called Langit, is the same engineering faculty student who takes the same fifth semester as Risa.


 “You sick? Earlier in the meeting I saw rich lemes and ga focus so.” asked Sky while staring at Risa's face to make sure that Risa is okay.


“Gapapa, just aja.” replied Risa while smiling at the Sky.


“Oh so yaudah heart behind it, I went there first yes.” say goodbye to Risa by running while giving a wave of hands. Sky is a division friend with Risa, has an extroverted personality, friendly to everyone, very caring about others and sensitive to what is happening around her. On the way home, Risa was still silent with the incident. He rode a motorcycle while daydreaming even though his actions were dangerous.


Until home, Risa immediately cleansed her body and as usual she chatted with her best friend every day since sitting on the bench of Junior High who is now studying different cities with Risa. Afifah Wulandari the full name of Risa's best friend is usually called Fifah. Fifah is a friend of Risa since Junior High who is now undergoing koas at one of the hospitals in her best friend's city of college. Risa and Fifah exchanged stories and had time to confide in each other.


“Fifah, if a guy suddenly asked to have a girlfriend or not to a girl anyway why? Keep suddenly ngusap the head of the girl why ya?” ask Risa to her best friend. Fifah fell silent, digesting this question from his best friend.


“Risa.. RISEY!! YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND, RIGHT? OR JUST DEKETIN COWO??” Fifah was startled and answered in shock as well. Risa who heard Fifah's reply was also very surprised.


“Casual Fahh, just ask doangg” replied Risa.


“Ah don't believe me, you dare to build a relationship again Ris? This Ris is Risa, right?” Afifah asked who was still shocked by Risa's question who suddenly asked about it. Afifah knows everything including the romance story experienced by Risa and what has happened and experienced Risa to date.


“Yes geez not Fahh, I just ask doangg, mepet answer the reason why is a guy so?” Risa asked once more to her best friend, Afifa.