CIRCUMCISION

suffering brings wisdom

pov Suwarti's

Docker trips go hand in hand for kirab to the Paini mbok place in the village of Setinggil. The clattering bell of the dock, with the clattering of footsteps of the morning horse broke the silence.

This meeting will remind me of my memories with Yu Sundirah. The small road that we used to pass, Yu Sundirah was on a bicycle with his father, while I was with my mother on foot to the Setinggil market.

Ah... Mother and father may you be calm in Heaven. I was happy, I turned to see Teguh who was lulled in the lap yu Sundirah, while mas Hendra was busy with controlling the dock, occasionally turning and inviting us to talk.

Mbok Surip with Mr. Slamet riding Dokar behind us.

I fell asleep in my daydream, butterflies flying here and there, slapping memories for my memory of yesterday's meeting.

Ahh... How can I forget her smile, have I fallen in love? Da... I've fallen in love. It turns out love is beautiful, and instantly can make me bego-bego o'on.

I'm ashamed and scared, the feeling of it blending into one. I felt small among them, and I realized who this was.

It was still clear that his question was heard in my ear.

" Summit! if Mbak yu Sundirah, can melt the heart of Uncle Atmosiman, I should also be able to melt the heart of Suwarti." Geez, my heart is straight like a snack. May this not be a mere seduction, what dream last night Gusti...!

Silent again...

glancing again...

I've been holding this eye to not steal his eyes but, again and again I can't resist this curiosity.

Next to our seats, I realized that several pairs of eyes were constantly staring at us.

"Dad! married to Yuda, right?"

"Dad and mom have already approved, tomorrow we go to the deck, will ya?"

I was silent, I was bowed down. ashamed and afraid of that feeling, scrambling to occupy the contents of my heart, which I really wanted to scream

Ho oh....! i wanna...!

Ah...what I dream.no no, I am not this dream reality.

"Sa I.. is not an educated woman, and not a descendant of a rich man mas, will not Prayuda later be ashamed..?" I said without daring to stare at the bead mas yuda, afraid I just fainted because I was unable to control this feeling.

"Wart! about intelligence, we will learn together. I'm sure we'll be able to, because in the future we'll strengthen each other."

"Wealth is not a yardstick for someone facing a household, and togetherness. Nyowo mung gadhuhan, Bondho mung tepipan, rank mung sampiran."

"I love you Suwarti, I beg you my love is reciprocated.And we can unite."

"We can gain position slowly, we can reach wealth together."

My tongue feels muddy, my eyes warm but I must not cry because of this haru. I have to be strong.

"Give me a little time, but! I just fucked up with dad." Oh my goodness my mouth is broken! can be sure my face looks flushed like a fruit juwet that is still cool.

Juwet

Mas Prayuda suddenly stood up, right in front of my seat. Then crouch down, "We're getting married right away."

My eyes seem to want to pluck the balls, how not! mas Yuda held my hand.

My hurry turned to look at Mom and Yu Dirah, then to Dad. yu Dirah to look away, while Mom just smiled.

Oh my goodness, I fell into their trap. I don't want to nod my head.

Huhhhhhhhhhhhh... Father, Mother...! I hope you can see, and share in the feeling of how happy life we will be Songsong at this time.

The sacrifice of my father brought wisdom to us.

It is far from my expected life with Yu Dirah, I am happy, I am grateful.

This family meeting ended with, a joke and a million joys between me and Yuda.

I with mas Yuda was still engrossed in sitting sweetly, in the corner of the room. Silence each other, smile and tell a little story.

I saw father and Mr. Prapto with mas Hendra were seriously discussing, not knowing what they were negotiating.

while yu Dirah seemed to drown in a happy atmosphere with Bu Hamidah and Mother.

The sun was about to leave its heat, heading for a silent tinge. Their serious conversation was over, they said goodbye I approached Hamidah's mother for salim. He also approached me and hugged me in his arms, I miss this hug. I saw my mother holding me, and I heard Bu Hamidah whispering in my ear.

"Get yourself all right, potential ghost!"

again and again I'm flattered, I hope my face isn't as bright as you've been, but I'm happy.

After I thought it was tidy, and I finished cleaning the table in the bale-bale room, my feet stepped towards the side foyer.

I was surprised by the existence of Yu Dirah with mother, oh no!. The four of them, my goodness.

"Ndhuk here!" Mom called me, I approached.

"Don't hesitate to say yes to an answer to Prayuda, I'm very sure, son Yuda there is seriousness to take you to a higher level."

I sat down and sighed deeply, I turned to Yu Dirah.

"Don't look at me, Warti, the decision is yours." Even Yu Dirah leads opinion statements to agree.

"Mother...., Dad! is it not too hasty, can he all accept me as I am?"

"Wart! For yesterday, Sundirah's trip with Mahendra was a mistake. And this we as your parents, do not want similar events to happen again to you ndhuk." Ndhoro Atmosiman, who is now my father, said there was a deep tone of regret there.

"And right now, my mother and father are old. Just want you all to be happy." My father added his words, my eyes could not blink, I saw the hue of yu Dirah's face holding back a circle of tears that had been queued to his cheeks.

"Yu...I accept Prayuda mas, do you allow Dirah?" I squeezed Yu Dirah's hand, I saw the smile she was soothing my heart.

"It's happy that Warti, yu Dirah is happy mother and father will be happy there, they know we have achieved our happiness." Yu Dirah hugged me, I was immersed in her arms.

Next what the plan of mother and father, I just resigned. Thankful I have no limits, my unexpected and unhindered journey of romance is this the wisdom of life?

And what makes me more astonished again is, my marriage will occur the day after the wedding yu Dirah same mas Hendra.

I'm happy, I smile to myself, I forget where I am.

my ears were suddenly deaf and unable to hear any sounds around me.

"Warts... Aadia!"

Aahhh... gedebug kompyang...!

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Nyowo mung gadhuhan,

Bondho mung tipped, th,

Mung sampiran rank means.

Lives are only loans, property is just a deposit, rank is just a decoration.

The other is boiled crab cakes, Warti mah Semerah juwet 🤣🤣.

all,..! Ready beautiful clothes, Ama fill the envelope well.🤭we want to meet the house of Juragan copra 🤭