Choosing the Wrong Lover

Episode 5 (Generic)

Various efforts have been made by the Government but still I did not get forgiveness. I can only resign and draw closer to God so that I am not burdened with too many sins.

Today I was moved to darker bars without lighting. Perhaps the purpose was to get to know the grave first because the execution was only a few days away.

I could not help but cry in every worship. My teachings are in the eyes. I can't deny that I haven't accepted this decision.

Until I get a chance to meet Mom one last time. That was my last request before the execution.

I didn't waste this opportunity. I hugged my mother while crying. I kissed her feet many times, begging for forgiveness and letting go of me.

Mother was not able to hold back tears and did not want me to experience this execution. My forehead was kissed many times and hugged me very tightly. The child who grew up lovingly must now be taken away by punishment.

It was so heavy that I was in Mom's arms. I always wanted to be in his arms, and always heard what was said. Meeting at once separation that so hurt pierced the heart.

I then asked where the Father was. It was very painful with the news that I heard, Father had a heart attack and has now returned to the lap of the Divine.

I kept screaming hearing this news. She will lose one more life that she loves so much. Could it be that Mom could accept this bitter reality and continue the twilight day on her own.

I patted my chest many times, but Mom tried to calm me down. On the door of my hair with great affection. My selfishness destroyed everything, destroyed the feelings of my parents and I was even the father's killer.

Now we have to get back apart. Mom kept screaming reluctantly to let go of her embrace. I can only apologize and go back to the bars.

Looks like Mom continues to cry and thrash in order to replace my position. Oh God .. I hurt her heart and feelings, but Mom still forgives me and is willing to sacrifice herself.

Both my eyelids swelled up from crying. Remembering my childhood and memories with my parents. They used to be willing to hold me hungry. Remember also when Mom and Dad carried me lovingly.

Mom, I forgive your son who doesn't know this favor. Forgive me for always opposing you and even refuting what you said. I'm sorry for always hurting you. I'm sorry, I killed you with my mistake.

I kept screaming and crying nonstop. I squeezed out some of my hair and grabbed it myself. It hurts, but it doesn't compare to me hurting my family.

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That day has arrived. I walked with a head covering and dressed all in black. I can't see the people around me. But surely, the angel of death was among them.

"Julbb"

Finishes.