Child of Choice

have a boyfriend

clunting clunting

"have I left....

"yes carefully...

I prepare again, combin hair, decorated a little bit of a thin powder, then use a reddish pink lipstick that makes the impression to be sweet hehehe....

usually often the same meeting also kak Tofa why be my gini kayak centil, so even this geki himself hahaha

clunting clunting

I'm ahead out, order brother Tofa

I immediately rushed out of the boarding room, I opened the door.

"yok in brother

"emmm outside the aide Yuk, this is the heat of the air Yuk if in the boarding house.

"yes, what do you want to drink?

"don't let us go out for a walk, ask brother Tofa

"where?

"let's take the important road...

"yes I'll get the helmet first..

" why bring a helmet? let's go our way?..

"in the wind gaes do not bring a helmet.

"quiet there is your superherom will not catch a cold...

"yes yes, I closed the door first, brother.

"mmmm

I immediately rushed into the boarding room I lock my boarding room.sama bring a small bag to put the cellphone and money, he said,

"yok said

brother Tofa immediately took my hand to walk together

where's the motorcycle? are we on foot?

"hemm we walk, we walk around here no papa right?

"astaga but brother did not walk from the kost brother right here?

"why indeed?

"because it's far away, trus anyan kaka say otw until sinipun right including fast too..

"yes let me walk to your hostel this is a walk Yuk. hehehe

"yes yes walk hehehe, we will stop indo***t brokear yes brother, want to buy a drink for the room and the drink is up...

"heem yes.

"we're hooked by continuing to cake gini? much

"why indeed?

"not ashamed of the way the hick girl sister?

"you're pretty mana hick..

"mmmmmmmm

we walked to Indo***t near my hostel to buy a drink, we also walked hand in hand, like a couple drunk lover kepayang, even though we are just TTM (friend but friendly) hahahaha. after a few minutes we arrived...

without answering my question he just went in by holding my hand.

"sister took my hand...

brother Tofa let go of his hand.again he just fell silent, without speaking a bit.I was so confused what this means...

I also fell silent that way, I chose a drink that I wanted to drink, while brother Tofa was busy with what he wanted to buy, he said, I was done just buying a drink and some snacks to chat later, I immediately rushed to the cashier to pay for mine...

without realizing it, Tofa immediately pulled my hand with a little rough, he did not allow me to pay so immediately paid tofa...

I'm a little upset, too, because he's rude to me..

"don't you, mine let me pay, refuse me.

again he just fell silent.why brother Tofa suddenly strange gini just silence since last time I said tell his hands removed...

jaudah instead of later getting weird, I just kept quiet..

I went out first, then sat down in front of indo****t because there is a seat in front to relax...

Sis Tofa came out and approached me who was sitting first, he handed me what I bought earlier.

"thank you, my brother, I said briefly

"are you ashamed of my path Yuk?

"meaning? confused by Tofa's question

"why did you ask for his hand on the loose earlier when we joined hands are you ashamed to walk with me? are you ashamed of me walking to pick you up? ask Tofa seriously

Jeez my surprise why Sis Tofa has such thoughts, my heart hurts so much kak tofa said that but why is this my mouth can not talk!!!! like locked it feels like to say, want me to maki Kak Tofa but can not, indirectly he considers me a girl matre dong, who wants to be invited to walk with a guy who has money... oh, my God is that low I sis bagimi, why these lips still can not be said....

Without a second thought I stood up and walked away from Tofa without a word...

then I walked to my boarding house, because I thought it was an insult .. Just a few steps away, my hand was pulled by Tofa's...

"where are you going? ask brother Tofa

but I don't want to answer that I refused Tofa's hand straight away and still I continued my walk towards my hostel...

brother Tofa tried to prevent me, but I still do not want me to still want to go home to my boarding house because I was devastated by Tofa...

I keep walking alone to the boarding house, without feeling my tears come out, along the way I wipe my tears, the pain of this heart, from a distance it turns out that Tofa's brother followed me maybe he was worried about me too, too, but I did not care at all about him, I continued walking while wiping my tears...

finally I reached the boarding house again, I opened the door and then I closed it again without looking back, but when closing the door tofa brother was in front of the boarding house he drove me home from a distance, ah bodo very..

"so fast is Yuk's return? not going out? ask Nana's ghost.

I didn't answer it I just kept passing through it without caring..

"chuck me in this cuekin, said the ghost of Nana

I was still silent I did not want to answer it I opened the door of the room and then I closed it again, I did not change clothes or wash my face, I just threw my small bag inside with his phone

from earlier heard the incoming message and people telvon but I did not check the phone, I let so sakmjs, then the lying battery....

"ahhh judeg times I feel like I'm muttering....

"you why Yuk? that's your phone sounding on..

"don't be noisy Na, again males me, I want to sleep first, let my heart be relieved, judeg times it feels like I Na, want me to cry but can't, at this point, it feels full of my heart, it's full of, so he wants to be angry, I explained to the ghost of Nana.

"you have slept only Yuk is the right solution, rather than you are angry is not clear. said Nana, later if your heart has improved the same story I if you need a friend to confide.

"mmmmmm, I answered briefly

nana's ghost just disappeared to where .. I'm still trying to sleep, ayok sleep ayok sleep talk to yourself. Forget it just made you sad just Yuk, ayok sleep Ayuk, ayok, let's freesss tomorrow morning

clunting clunting clunting clunting many incoming messages, and several times televon in, but still I let go I do not know who it is from, I just cuekin still in my small bag....

not long after that I fell asleep .....