Child of Choice
Thought drifting
"ah crazy is because mbk sundel bolong said real rame this very, beware later saw myself pull his hair later, I cut his hair so short all of you... "my grumbling in my heart...
"hihihihi hihihihihihi", mbk sundel bolong appeared in the middle of the ramenya patient
right I said if it would be rame. " said mbk sundel.
I let it stand still focus on patients not to be negligent, if I neglect a little life can be lost...
because my work should not be called teledor or to the point of neglect...
"asik benar again it is 7 am time to go home. "my inner heart.
now my allotment is stopping the ER because it has started to quiet this morning, Doni, Yudha and Arif his ration brifing for the next swift morning... when I was about to sit back and come a woman patient and accompanied by her husband check, the woman looked times in pain and held her stomach continues when she wanted to enter the ER door, the woman was in pain, I swiftly took a sleeping bed to attach to him to help him sleep, getting closer and it turned out to be Desy and Tofa's brother... The past all comes together to the hospital, as young pregnant Desy looks from her distended stomach...
I was silent, my mind was going nowhere, I was getting confused, but since it was my job, I had to be professional in dealing with patients, looking at me without blinking a single bit because maybe he was surprised to see me like this... I brought Desy in and Tofa's brother into the action room...
"what is being complained about?? " just ask Desy
for you please register the patient in the registration room there. "while showing the place.
brother Tofa still does not believe that I am Ayu, he is still astonished and dumbfounded...
mas registration over there" call me again...
"my stomach hurts a lot Yuk, you were Ayu at that time, right??? " ask Desy dressing
"again pregnant??? " desy's question I didn't answer about asking her name
"iya Yuk, this 6-month road, but very active drumming my stomach continues, since last night is always very sick motion, until this hurts,." explained Desy.
"well I check first the vital signs first yes mbk, exhausted it later in the baby's heartbeat check yes." I said continue to check on Desy's condition, Desy, a slightly high tension may also hold back the pain...
then I took a doppler (a device to check the fetal heartbeat), then I checked..
"sorry yes mbk, put up a little bit of his shirt until it looks like his stomach. "my words.
Desy followed by what I ordered, when I checked I did not find the heartbeat of the fetus, which I heard only the noise of the intestine...
"the last baby moves around what time do you remember??? " just ask Desy
"lack of understanding Yuk, like the last movement last night, very active, but it just feels like a real pain like Yuk contraction." explained Desy.
"all right, wait a minute, let him see his doctor, "doctor Vani
Desy heard it was just crying, brother Tofa came to Desy who was crying sobbing because she heard the baby was dead...
"patient ya mbk. "while patting Desy's shoulder gives strength, but Desy is still hit with all this..
Finally the brifing time is finished, patient Desy I operkam to the morning shift guard, after I finish operkan state Desy continues I rushed home...
I walked towards the absence of going home and to the car park, yes this time I work by car, because enter the night women are prone if there is anything on the road, because, but at that moment someone pulled my hand, suddenly I immediately turned my head back and put up a fight...
"Come, Ayu.
I saw him instantly silent a thousand languages, maybe it can be said if I belom can move on from Tofa's brother, but what is the power he already has a wife who just lost her fetus...
"Come so you work here now??? " tanya brother Tofa
"sorry you are wrong people, one more thing, do not pull the hands of such people, we do not know each other." explained Ayu.
"i know you very well Yuk, sorry if my departure makes you disappointed like this, it is not my intention like that Yuk." explained Tofa but not in Ayu governorate, Ayu immediately rushed away leaving Tofa's brother...
directly Ayu's hand was pulled by Tofa to a place that was quiet, there was no cctv camera as well...
"take me off, take me off, let me go, brother." cried Ayu keceplosan call brother Tofa.
"you are Ayu, why are you like this, like not recognizing me, forgive brother Yuk. "apologize brother Tofa.
"have taken care of your wife, do not bother me like this,." trying to release the hand held by Tofa, Ayu immediately ran towards his car, but Tofa's brother still chased after him.. hinggan Ayu ride in the glass car Ayu car is still in the ketok-ketok kak Tofa but not ignored by Ayu, he immediately tancap gas to go...
"hixs hixs hixs hixs hixs hixs." Ayu cries in the car, her heart is so very sore once she sees them again, the splattered wounds disappear, adding up again...
Ayu cried sobbing in the car while driving her car... Ayu turned on the music to relax her mind and heart a little, she tried to calm herself down, because she overseas had no one...
"ah bre**once, the song why sad all like this added cry, he admitted." grumbled Ayu while wiping her tears...
gi*a yes why can cry like this me, when I am not okay and again why so bad it feels my heart, ah ampek once..baj***and once he... " Ayu came back crying sobbing
He continued to continue his journey to his boarding house which was approximately 30-40 if it stuck his way, in his journey Ayu was always angry and grumbled continuously because his mood was very chaotic, he wanted to memb**uh that guy came back...
"ah shit shit.
Before long he finally arrived at his boarding house, he cost there has been almost 6 months. This is the longest boarding Ayu occupied, because he thought it was not haunted and not many ghosts, because the previous boarding house he always disturbed the ghosts is not clear, so he decided to always move the boarding house, looking for a comfortable boarding house for himself to rest in a time when very tired of working all day, again lately he always took overtime so that he could forget his past...
