
Elvan and Meidi meet in one of the cafes. Elvan wants to end his relationship with Meidi, as a bed partner.
Elvan was asked by Tio to study business in Singapore for two years. After that Elvan will be trusted to hold one of the company's branches.
Elvan realizes his mistake all along to Meidi. He shouldn't have made Meidi his bed partner.
Meidi walks into the cafe with slow steps. He had guessed it must be that Elvan wanted to meet for it to end.
Elvan was playing with her phone when Meidi came. The woman smiled at Elvan.
"Sit down! why are you still standing?" elvan asked, looking at Meidi who was just standing looking at him.
Meidi sat on the bench in front of Elvan. I don't know why he would be awkward sitting next to Elvan. Meidi took the drink that Elvan had ordered and gulped it down.
"Why are you so nervous?" elvan asked, looking at Meidi's timid behavior.
"Maybe because we haven't seen each other in a long time. So awkward again," said Meidi.
"It's only been a month that we haven't met. Not a long time."
"I feel a long time, because usually every day I see you."
"From today you have to get used to it without me."
"Without you want, I have also learned to be without you and forgotten about you. I know who this is."
"Sorry, Meidi. I didn't mean to disappoint you like this. From the very beginning of our relationships I've often reminded you, if we can't play heart."
"I see, don't you take things too seriously."
"Meidi, I asked you to come and meet because there's something I want to say."
"I want you to forget about our relationship all along. Although we had agreed from the beginning that the relationship we live in is just a bed partner, but I also have to end this, not just disappear."
Elvan looked at Meidi, the woman was silent. Elvan must put an end to this so that the two of them can find a partner for each other's companion. Elvan also does not want Meidi to misunderstand their relationship so far.
"I want us to open up a new chapter of our lives by finding a partner for a companion. I'm sorry if I've been using you as my filler."
"I actually understand, that I was just used as an impingement. But I have always chosen to be blind by creating illusions that seem real. After I realized you weren't looking for me, you were just a lonely person who made me an object of impingement. I was wrong to hold my heart to you. I think I'm the lead role, but I'm just a replacement role when the lead role isn't there" Meidi said.
Meidi's eyes glazed over, she held back her tears from spilling over her cheeks.
Meidi is aware of all this is her fault. From the beginning Elvan was married remind if their relationship is just a bed partner no more. However, his heart could not lie if he looked up to Elvan.
"I'm so sorry, Meidi. Didn't I remind you from the beginning, never fall in love with me. I'm not for you. Not that I want to use you. I've wanted to end it, but you don't. You always say, if you don't mind I have a lover and a companion, because we have no relationship" Elvan said.
"Yes, I know. I was wrong. I'm stuck with my own game and speech. I fell in love with you without being able to escape this feeling."
"Meidi, I hope your understanding. From today forget me. Never invite any man to be a bed partner, because of what you lose as a woman. I hope I'm the last man you take to bed with no marriage bond. Start new sheet. I'm sure there will be men who can accept you for who you are. We'll both learn to improve."
"Alright Elvan. I also apologize if my presence caused your relationship with Calista to break up. I just want you to hear me say this, if there's anything better than me, then go. If you are disappointed, go home. I'll always be where you go home, even if it's just a temporary stop and then go again."
"I'm sorry, Meidi. I've tried to open my heart to you. But my heart cannot accept it. Maybe we are meant to be friends. If you need help, I'm ready to help. I'm going to college for two years. I pray that when I get back you find the right man and love you for who you are."
Elvan stood up and greeted Meidi. After that Elvan left the woman alone. As Elvan's shadow disappeared, Meidi's cries broke.
You will never understand how deep this love is and how great my struggle is. Because in your eyes, I don't mean anything anymore. I am nothing but a pseudo-figure, your momentary impingement.Your presence to me is only an impingement of yourself upon him. So the impingement is painful!.My feelings never meant anything to you and I was just a momentary vent of your loneliness. My heart is not that tough, my body is not as strong as yours. My recovery takes time.
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