CHASING ANITA'S LOVE

Persuading Anita

Rahma looked at Anita's face with sadness, who would have thought that the girl she used to dislike even in her hatred was better than her beloved Lilian.

But regret always comes too late, but Rahma still hopes to improve and return to the way she was.

" I'm sorry ma'am, I beg you not to be questioned again, everything has passed,"

" But Anita...can you give me a chance .....?"

" I'm sorry mom,........." Anita shakes.

" Are you not in love with Hardi anymore?"

" I can't answer Mom, it's just that I can't go back to how I used to" Anita replied in a soft tone.

Rahma looked at Anita with teary eyes .

" Don't you forgive my mistakes and Hardi's, Anita?"

" No ma'am, it's not that, there's nothing wrong, so there's nothing to forgive, maybe fate requires us to go through this ma'am,...."

" But Anita.mom can't stand to see Hardi who is so suffering, Hardi expects you back,"

Anita shook her head

" It can't be ma'am, I'm married" Anita said in a flat tone.

Rahma took a long breath...Rahma did hear the news that Anita was married but she wanted to hear directly from Anita's mouth whether it was hearsay or not.

Rahma could say nothing more, her hope was gone, her tears fell on her cheeks.

" Mom, maybe our soul mate just got here, don't you feel sad, I hope bang Hardi will find someone who deserves it." said Anita.

"Mom does not know if Hardi can get a replacement other than Anita" said Rahma Lirih.

" It could be ma'am" Anita recalled her friend Ica who had long harbored a taste for Hardi.

" Mum.... ..there is someone who is still waiting for bang Hardi." said Anita.

Rahma was shocked to look at Anita, as if not believing what Anita had just said.

"And I hope he can accompany bang Hardi later."

" Where does Anita know? Do I know him?"

" I know her very well.Mom also met her but have not known her."

" Really?"

" Yes...bu..maybe you remember the last time you met me at the divorce court...he was there, and he worked there." said Anita while looking at Rahma.

Rahma could only nod, and wished for what Anita had said, despite the slim possibility of it happening.

But the regret in Rahma cannot be lost in an instant.

Anita can no longer say what to Rahma, for her the past is the past.

Anita only hopes that Rahma, her former mother-in-law, will no longer repeat the same mistake

" Mommy, don't regret what happened, because time can't be repeated Anita said as she grabbed her former mother-in-law's hand and held it.

Rahma can only be bowed lethargic, regretting is also useless.

" Sorry mom first, I'm sorry to bother you" Rahma said in a sad tone.

" It's okay mom, I'm sorry I couldn't fulfill my mother's wish" Anita said slowly.

" Thank you, Anita has accepted mom" said Rahma in a weak tone.

Anita nodded her head, "Please give my regards to your mother-in-law.'

" Good .Madam.."

Rahma immediately stood behind Anita who was walking behind her.

There was no talk until Rahma left the residence.

Anita looked at Rahma's departure with a pushy look." What happened will never happen again.' he murmured alone.

Anita again stepped into the house.The view met with Ratih who was in the guest room.

" I'm sorry Anita......"

" It's Anita, you've heard it,"

"I don't want any problems like this to arise, I don't like it.ma." said Anita half-desperate.

" Sometimes we can't avoid problems, which we need to do how to deal with the problems ourselves."

Anita nodded her head, justifying what her in-laws said.

"Learn to be wiser in dealing with problems."

" Yes ..ma.."

Anita looked at Ratih's face, the pair of eyes showing a deep stroke of sadness.

" Mama doesn't know until when Rohan will be like that, you can't make him go back to how he was."

" Maybe it's not time yet ma, one day she will definitely meet the person who will make her happy."

" Mama hoped it was like that" said.Ratih.

Actually Ratih hopes Anita, but it seems Anita still has not opened up, Ratih knows Anita still loves her ex-husband.

It's just that Anita is an unapproachable person, Anita's principles are very strong, the sharing of one event in life is quite once experienced and will not repeat it with the same person.....even if it would hurt itself.

Ratih greatly admired Anita's principle, but that too. Anita.becoming a person.that is very difficult to achieve.

" It's Anita, maybe you're expecting too much." Ratih shook his head while smiling.

Anita looked fixedly at the face of the middle-aged woman in front of her.

It also looks like the fatigue on her in-laws face

***

Anita was in the car staring at Rico's classroom. Suddenly Anita was surprised by a knock on the car window glass system on her side.

Anita sees who knocked on her, and how shocked Anita is, it's Harry who knocks on her car's glass.

Anita opens the car door immediately down.

" What's up?" anita asked in a displeased tone.

" I want to talk.....Anita."

" What's that talking about?"

"Anita please give me some time."

pinta Hardi with a glass.

"Say and after that quickly leave this place.!!!!!"

" I want us to be together again, Anita.mama already knows everything, mama also wants us to be together again."

Anita looked at Hardi, the man who had filled her day for two years and this man who had disappointed her, even though not all of Hardi's faults were all, but,but Anita with the indecision and dishonesty that Hardi had done to her.

"After what happened, it felt impossible" Anita said with a cold look as if she had pierced Hardi's heart.

" We start all over again.Anita....."

Anita shook her head.

" Will not happen.'

"Anita I beg you to give me one more chance.'ask Hardi.

"For others it may be, but for me it is no more.'

" An....is there no forgiveness for me anymore?"

" Sorry..... ?I've forgiven everything, only I can't repeat it from the beginning."

" why.....An?"

"The cracked glass can still be put together and glued back together, but it will still leave a visible mark" Anita said flatly, staring at Hardi expressionlessly.

Hardi froze to hear Anita's words, apparently there was no way for her to be with her beloved Anita.

"Is there not the slightest gap for me, Anita.?" ask Hardi.

" I'm sorry." Anita.shaking her head.

Hardi lowered her head, "Alright, but I still hope for you Anita."

" Don't waste time in free, my status has changed." Anita said in a flat tone.

" You love her Anita......"

Anita looked hard at Hardi, "I don't think I need to answer her...."

Hardi shook his head.

"Sorry ... I beg you not to disturb my life anymore." pinta Anita in a sad tone.

Hardi saw Anita's face, then turned her body and walked away from the parking lot.

Anita held her head that felt very sick, her gaze was a bit blurry because it was covered in clear liquid that filled both eyes.

" It's all over.don't be remembered anymore" he said, rubbing his eyes.

***