CHARM GIRL ALIM

18. LETTERHEAD

It was time for a farewell day between Widya and Mr. Arkana. Widya drove Mr. Arkana to the airport. Both were on their way to the airport. Mr. Arkana, who was expecting an answer from this girl on his proposal, has not yet been spoken. Mr. Arkana felt very disappointed with Widya's unclear attitude in his opinion.

If you do not want or refuse the proposal, just say it, yes or no. Two words that are easy enough to be spoken by Widya that the lord of Arkana expected.

"Master Arkana!"

"Why!"

The two wanted to talk in unison and ended up smiling and misbehaving each other.

"Please speak first!"

"No, you speak first!" Said Mr. Arkana.

They both asked one of them to talk first.

"You're a woman, so an honorable man always glorifies a woman. Please Miss Widya, speak up!" I'll listen to you." Said Mr. Arkana.

"Thank you, Mr. Arkana, you're very kind to me." Said Widya shyly.

Mr. Arkana smiled and nodded, allowing Widya to speak.

"So soon, sir will leave. This is a letter from my heart in response to your proposal to me sir.

But I hope you don't open this letter here and read it right away. If you're already on the plane, you can read it." Widya said that seeing her watch shows the time of one hour more flight departure to Istanbul Turkey.

"Is this a form of rejection that makes you so afraid to speak directly to me?" Ask the sad Arkana master.

"This is my explanation you should know. I beg you to appreciate it for the sake of our relationship. Not all relationships have to end in marriage, right?" Maybe we can be friends forever."

Degggm....

"It means that this letter is just her refusal not the answer to accepting me as her husband." The Arkana master murmured sadly in his silence.

"Master!" Your plane has arrived. Good luck, you are safe until your destination. Please let me know when you arrive in Istanbul Turkey." Widya said to the lord of Arkana who is still lulled in his daydream.

"Master Arkana!"

"Master Arkana!"

Call Widya a few times to wake this man up from his daydream.

"Oh yes, Widya!" Thank you for accompanying my holiday while in this beautiful Bali. Then I'll leave first. Take care and return to Jakarta as soon as possible!" Pinta tuan Arkana to Widya who has no intention of returning to Jakarta.

"God willing, tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I will return to Jakarta." Answer Widya.

The two shook hands because that was all they could do. Mr. Arkana is very much keeping himself from touching Widya before legitimately becoming his wife.

Mr. Arkana walked towards the entrance of the plane he was about to head to. Widya waited for a moment after the Arkana lord disappeared from her sight.

After the departure of Mr. Arkana, Widya returned to take a taxi to the hotel. His tears poured over feeling a very deep loss the figure of a manly man who was so awake his morality.

After getting her seat number, Arkana's master took Widya's letter for her. He was very curious about the letter.

"Bismillah!" Call it when starting to read a letter from the woman of his dreams.

"Assalamualaikum Mr. Arkana the Sholeh....

Before I take a long look at myself, I want to tell you something, that I admire a man like you.

In fact I would say you are the first man to touch my heart with the beauty of the greatness of God. Rarely would such a man introduce the science of Allah to a woman he just knew as my ex-husband did not really understand Islam as deeply as you, that is what amazes me for your love of God rather than the na*su of the world.

But my admiration cannot continue as you wish to have me. Sometimes it's time for me to feel like I want to be completely owned by someone but given my circumstances, I have to know enough myself that I'm not someone you should be fighting for.

Mr. Arkana, I believe your love is immense to me and your anxiety awaits my answer which makes you seem claustrophobic at not getting an answer either accept or refuse.

There's something you should know, Mr. Arkana. I already have a daughter who is still in my search. But I could no longer conceive after the birth of my daughter because my uterus had been removed due to an illness that could not make my uterus survive in my body.

How could I be so selfish of you, to accept your betrothed while I am unable to give you offspring.

That is why, my mother-in-law had the heart to exchange my daughter for a baby boy to be their heir.

I also need to know enough about my position in my ex-husband's family. For that I was willing to part with him so that he had a son from another woman.

I'm sorry, Mr. Arkana, my life has been so miserable before, but after meeting you, after meeting you, I look back at the world with an open mind when you introduced the majesty of God and the wrath of God to His servant who easily despairs of His mercy by suicide.

That's what made me start to slowly accept the fact that not everything we dream of in this world is to our liking.

Because God has the right to rule everything in this world. There is no leaf that falls from its branches except to obtain the permission of God, as well as what we have in this life including parts of my body we must let go if God has willed.

Thank you Sholeh man, you are the angelic incarnation that God sent me to awaken my ignorance of His bounty.

Goodbye, goodbyes, may Allah always give you happiness with the blessings of His grace, aaamiin... Choose the woman you deserve to have lord Arkana because you are a good man and deserve a Sholehah woman and are able to give you offspring.

Thank you for visiting Indonesia and admiring the creation of Allah which is great in one of the Earth Pertiwi is the island of the Gods of Bali.

Greetings to your extended family.

Your best friend Widyawati."

Widya ended her writing and the letter was folded again by the Arkana lord with tears.

"Widya, just because you can't give me a descendant, can you refuse me?" Why don't you ask my opinion and choose to write a letter like this.

I don't care about Widya because I love you unconditionally and don't expect any offspring from you." The murmur of the lord of Arkana.

In the resort room, Widya was still sitting pensively in front of the clear-walled window facing the sea.

Her room bell rang many times. Widya was so reluctant to open it.