Change Husband?

76: Ngidam?

Keenan's car had stopped in the courtyard of the house, I immediately went down, uh it turns out there was a mother and Sapphira who were waiting in front of the terrace.

"Well, what about Ruby? " Safira was shocked, I was so bad.

"Dear, she wanted to come here, her husband couldn't deliver. The pity. " After Keenan answered, getting out of the car handed the parcel from mom to mom. It's like I need mercy.

"Ohhh, let's go." Sapphira is like the wife of understanding "Mom, we go yes payin to father as well. You want to walk to the beach so it's good in the morning gini." Sapphira left, apparently they want to go to the beach. Delicious...

"Yes, Safira I'll tell your father. And Nak Keenan thank you. Careful y'all. " Mom welcomed the couple's hand to be greeted and kissed on the back of his hand. Then go after it.

"Where is dad, mom? " i asked, didn't see Dad.

"Still asleep, get the schedule patrol last night." replied my mother to invite me to the house.

"Ohhh" I entered my room and put down my bag.

"Why come alone? your husband isn't awake? " ask mommy to follow me to my room.

"Have woken up, maybe it will follow. But can't Ruby come here by herself, Mom? "

"May his son's time home should not be, only but it's Saturday usually both. " Mom reminds me of that habit.

It feels like crying in my mother's arms spills all the anxiety I feel. But I don't want to make mom sad. It's enough that I feel, I have to see myself always happy. So that my mother is happy too.

"Why? " Why did you ask that question? maybe you know that I'm upset.

"Why what is mom? "

"There problem? " mother does have an inner bond with her children must be able to feel what I feel even though I do not say.

"No ma'am. " I'm sorry I lied to you. " Oh yes mom so to the market, he said he wanted to go to the morning market with Ruby? " i distracted my mother.

"Oh yeah let's go." Mom's smiling now.

Just let me be sad, my mother don't.

A walk around the market is fun. Moreover, there are many market snacks that I like very much. Traditional cakes that are rarely found elsewhere in this market are still there. Anyway today I want a culinary tour to forget my sad feelings.

"You eat a lot, not as usual? " ask mom saw me from earlier continue to chew after buying snacks directly I eat.

"Yes laper ma'am, I haven't had breakfast yet" intentionally so I can eat a lot of snacks actually.

"Eat a lot By" Mother added bacem eggs on my plate. Even though I was full, the portion of pecel was a lot because of it.

"Where are we going? " ask Mom.

"It's up to you" I don't have any ideas.

"Yes, let's go home then. Everything you want to buy has been bought everything really. "take mom.

Then we went home happy because we were satisfied and full.

"A lot of people buy mom? " dad said when we got home and he checked our groceries on the dining table.

"Ruby bought a lot of snacks, I don't know. " replied Mom while removing the vegetable groceries to be cooked and placed in the refrigerator.

"Don't you crave By?because your mother used to be so pregnant eat it a lot." question father made me immediately glare. Very surprised where you can just eat snacks many say pregnant.

"Ohhh yeah, are you pregnant? " mother made the question clear when I didn't want to hear it now.

"It doesn't look like mom, dad." Just a month I first broke p*rawn*n where to get pregnant this fast.

"And you don't know for sure" Mom teased me instead.

"No way ma'am" I denied it.

Mom was silent, dad was too.

"You guys haven't done that yet? " Mom asked like that in a serious tone.

"Do what mom? " i pretended to be stupid, eating more cookies.

"It's okay to do h*husband and wife is Ruby... " Mom need not explain already know.

"Emmm" I said no.

"Mom, don't ask that question. Just let them know for a few months, just relax. If it does not mean we must be patient with grandchildren. Don't interfere with our children's problems, they're already married. Just being happy is enough. " Dad gave me an understanding that pleased me.

It's been but I can't imagine pregnant with Karel's child. I am not ready and willing for this moment. He now makes me doubtful, and disappointed. Or is my expectation of him too high? It was from the beginning and indeed he was a badboy whose world was inversely proportional to mine. But I hope he turns into a goodboy. Being my good priest, I think it can be. It was hard to make Karel like that. Or maybe I lack the effort. I still did not want to curb him, arranged for him to give good advice because I was not perfect myself. I became confused myself, hoping to have a sholeh husband but had to accept my husband who was still in the dark world.