Change Husband?

109: Zonk

Confused feeling haunts me, it's good that I tell Karel what's wrong with my mom yesterday. Actually pity also mama who turned out to get a threat from Sapphira. I didn't think my twin could do that. Even though my mother is her mother-in-law who is like a real mother as well.

"Galamun wae!" Karel's voice with regional language was startling. Now I was with Karel sitting together on the balcony enjoying a sunny afternoon. Karel was busy photographing the orange sunset. Maybe he also caught me daydreaming.

"No, look at the sunset. "I dodged it. Then I sipped the sweet tea that was on the table. Afterwards I got up from my seat to stand up and walked to the balcony railing.

This afternoon breeze was cool, it could slightly calm my confused heart.

"Hold By, I'm a photo. " Karel photographed me several times with his digital camera.

After I saw how the picture, it turned out to be good too.

"Lumayan, it turns out that you are also talented as a photographer. "

"This is because the object is nice, very beautiful. " Say Karel praises me, ah he sometimes likes to be a tombal.

"I? " just want to make sure.

"Mataharian. " Karel laughed, he sucks.

"Nyebelinny"

The man laughing crisply managed to tease me.

"When the sun is good again, if we go to the beach is more exciting. You are taught not to. " Karel brought that up. He invited me out of the house while he could go home quickly. But I refused and instead I invited him to enjoy the afternoon on the balcony of our room.

"For the mager, because it's been from yesterday I have abdominal pain richly want to dapet. It will be so dizzy I will. " I give you the reason I feel.

"Huh dapet continue when it will be, wonder." Karel grumbled, maybe she wants me to get pregnant soon.

"Try again. " By holding his hand so that he may be comforted.

"Oh yeah sure, if that's. " Karel returned to photograph the sky which has now begun to gather clouds.

"What is the program for us? we go to the doctor so it's faster. All this time we've only been just so uh it hasn't worked out yet." Said Karel afterwards. Actually I want to discuss this as well, he already told mama the other day but hasn't told me yet.

"May, but we will only three months the process is not too rushed should join the program pregnant doctor. Our marriage was not long. " I answered a little objection because of the effect we were in a hurry to pursue pregnancy.

"Ohhh that's it, it's up to you then. " Karel was not forcing. I think she forced me to get pregnant for the sake of inheritance.

"If the windfall is definitely in the love of Rel... "

"Yes, maybe I haven't been trusted to be a father in the near future. Because I should have repaired myself first could have been given trust. " Mole fashion carrel, she humbles her heart.

"You're doing great. " I amused him.

Karel then took me inside. I heard Adzan maghrib. Immediately I performed the ritual of my duty towards His servant.

When I finished I saw Karel sitting on the bedside looking at me with a sad face.

"Why? " i asked her to approach still in wearing a clean white lacy head covering.

"An hour is possible, there is a time if you want. "

Karel just shook his head, he ducked and then stood his back to me. Then he went out of the room I don't know what was going on with him. Our feeling was one of trust, and he behaved that way. If it's different, obviously you can't do that.

All this time I never really saw him fulfill his obligations as a religious people. But I'm just silent, I take it once in a while but always say later. I told you it was, it was when. If I had a debate, I would end up fighting.

My stomach hurts even more now, I may have started menstruating. I was supposed to be four days ago but not yet. There are only symptoms such as dizziness and stomach cramps as well as spotty. I let go of my face first, and then I checked into the bathroom. I pray that I can trust God to be given offspring.

But zonk, a brown spot. My body went limp, sighing heavily.

"I feel very fertile, why not yet. " I'm talking to myself. Signs in fact I was disappointed, when I got the arrival this month.

*

Karel turned out to be playing a game in his seat while staring at his laptop screen. He if it's like that will start until midnight.

"Eat yuk Rel. " I approached him.

"First time. " The answer was not looking, his gaze remained straight on that screen.

"Eat the noodles if so. " I'm heading for the kitchen clean.

"Stop! Don't eat that! that's not good By... How can..." Karel did not continue his screams. I know what I mean for sure how can I get pregnant if I eat it often. Though not ngaruh, hah basic narrow thinking.

Karel approached me, preventing me from eating instant noodles.

"I said no, let's eat it downstairs."

"My stomach is not very good Rel.. lazy down, later up especially. I don't seem to be able to." I don't know why I'm being so spoiled.

"Here, don't let me exercise a little." Karel pulled my hand.

"Karel... I'm actually menstruating so please don't force me." I hope he understands for that reason. Because indeed if I was coming the month would be lazy on the first and second day.

"Damn! " Karel let go of my hand while cursing himself. "Just try to finish this there is already a barrier again. " Karel walked towards the stairs with a bad feeling.

"Rel, the rice is a little. " Slightly yelled because he was already away.

Karel sometimes take me food but more often I am. It was him three or four times only when his heart was good. But that's enough, to make me think he really loves me.

Karel came a long time about an hour just up to the top with food in the form of soupy chicken porridge and milk. He's I'll ask rice why is given chicken porridge is strange.

"Why this menu? " Tanyaku.

"You'll have another stomachache, the porridge is so fine. And the menu below is cooked bik Rima spicy vegetables are not good for your stomach. " Answer Karel explained his point. He knows, I have stomach pain because of the stomach ah this is the behavior of this child. He must have been a long time because he told Bik Siti to make porridge first.

Well, because I appreciate my husband and Siti's biker that Karel has bothered to eat.