
Bara parked his car immediately in the basement of the apartment. With hunting steps, he took the elevator to his apartment unit. His feelings are no longer because especially soon will meet again with Silvia after a long time.
The elevator felt so slow that it went upstairs. It's getting impatient. When the elevator door opened, he hurriedly headed towards his apartment unit, opening the door with a code that was never replaced by him. Hence Silvia could enter easily into their apartment.
Click!
When the door opened, the atmosphere felt so quiet. Even Bara's footsteps were heard by himself. Bara took off his footwear, climbed on the living room floor, room space, then headed to the family room he used to sleep in. The lights there seem to light up because Kenzo likes to sleep with a bright room.
Slowly his steps approached the room. On top of Kenzo's bed that had fallen asleep and Silvia was actually there patting Kenzo. He was almost so shocked to see his first wife there. His hands were trembling holding on to the door leaf.
Silvia was aware of someone's presence. He turned to the door and found Bara there. He was also surprised and happy to be reunited with the man he loved so much.
"Mas Bara ...," he said.
Bara turned away when Silvia saw him. Silvia slowly came down from the bed so as not to wake her son. He walked to where Bara went. Not to forget he closed the door so that Kenzo would not be disturbed by their conversation later. Bara was standing in front of a glass window looking at the night atmosphere of the city from there.
"Maas ...." Once again Silvia tried to call Bara.
"Why are you back!" snapped Bara with her emotional tone.
Silvia. He did not dare to speak. He thought Bara would be angry with him. He was indeed wrong, having gone too long without giving a clear reason.
"Me and Kenzo are used to living without you. Why are you back again?" Bara turned to look at Silvia with a look of hatred.
"I don't want to defend myself, I was wrong, Mas .. I want to apologize and correct the mistake I made." Silvia rem4s-rem4s her own finger was so nervous to meet Bara. The man looked even more handsome and handsome after three years he had left. It looks even more well-groomed and youthful than before.
"Nothing needs to be fixed. It's true you left and don't have to go back. Get out of this house now! I don't want to see you!"
Bara walks past Silvia intending to head to Kenzo's room. However, Silvia held back her hand. "If Mas Bara has forgotten me, then why is this apartment still the same as the last time I left it?" ask Silvia. "Kenzo still recognizes me as his mother" he said.
"You've always reminded Kenzo of me for three years. You didn't divorce me either, wasn't that a sign you were still expecting me to come home? I'm back, Mas .. I'm gonna try to be a good wife."
Bara brushed Silvia's hand off. "So if you say it now. I don't love you anymore."
"Don't lie to yourself, Mas. I know you still love me!"
"I only did it for Kenzo, not for you. I want her to grow up respecting a mother who even left her for granted."
"Why did you come back? Hasn't your career gone well? You can be free to work without thinking about family, so there is no need to go back. I'll take care of our divorce papers."
It seems that Bara's heartache is already entrenched. He could not accept Silvia's apologies and regrets. Three years is not a short time. He had to go through his days withholding the inner cry for the sake of his son. While continuing to take care of the newly developing business, he also had to keep the young Kenzo without the support of a wife.
"I had to do it, Mom!"
Bara laughs. "Forced? Don't make me want to laugh at you. Leaving us is a choice, not a compulsion!"
"You don't like being a housewife, do you? Having a child for you is a troublesome thing." Bara brought up problems that used to often make them fight small. His wife always complained of not being able to work because she had children, her career faded.
"You should be happy because now no one is banning you anymore. Pursue your career as best you can!"
"I used to be unstable, Mas. But, I used to really need a job and money."
"I knew before that my income was still very less for you. I'm sorry for that." Self-conscious has not been as successful now. Silvia, who was used to holding a lot of money from the results of the shoot, suddenly had to become a housewife with a mediocre monthly allowance.
"That's not what I meant ...." Silvia was at a loss to explain it. He did not know how to get Bara to understand him.
"You are a beautiful and famous model, it should be easy for you to get a rich man who can meet the needs of your life."
"How can Mas Bara talk like that?" Silvia's eyes glazed over until she shed tears. "Mas Bara thought I left because I didn't love Kenzo or care? I had to, Mas!" He raised his voice due to the outpouring of emotions in his heart.
"Mas Bara thinks because of who I went to? Because of Mama Ratih! Your own mother!"
Bara rounded his eyes to hear the name of his mother mentioned by Bara. He turned to look at Silvia angrily. "Don't take Mama in our business!"
"Why can't you, Mom? I did go because of Mama Ratih. He said I was just a burden for you, Mas Bara had to slam bones to support me and Kenzo when Mas Bara could live a good life working in Papa's company. Mama says I can only be a useless, poor family who is not fit to be part of the Atmaja family." Silvia recounted it with tears.
"Mama can't be like that. You don't make up stories." Bara could not believe his mother had done that to Silvia.
"But that's the truth, Mommy. Even my father was fired from his company because of Mama Ratih's request. Simple food stall business is also destroyed by Mama's men. Even until they have to flee out of town."
"Mama Ratih is angry because you always help my family's finances, including to open a stall. I thought I made you a dairy cow and my family was insulted as a beggar's family."
"Am I wrong to want to be rich? In order for you to feel worthy of having a wife like me, also Mama Ratih will not look me one eye again."