CEO (Finn & Sandra)

Flashback: Meet

This episode takes Sandra's point of view.

Even more surprising, the nurse told me something else that made me sculpt. However, I listened to every word that came out of the nurse's lips. My heart ached hearing this story.

Sister said Finn was in the ambulance that took me to the hospital after the accident. The nurse said, my husband cried and apologized.

I asked, where did you get that story? The nurse said from a fellow paramedic who happened to be on duty in the ambulance at the time of my accident.

The sister goes back to the story, if Finn waits until it's over. In fact, when I heard our son miscarried, my husband cried bitterly in front of the door of the ICU Room.

But once my consciousness returned. Finn wasn't given permission to come in to see me. Mother and mother are the perpetrators, said the sister who said if she witnessed the matter firsthand.

Sister told me back, if Finn every day came to bring a rose. Leave it to the nurse who was on guard to give it to me. But it never reached my hands. Mother and mother forbid.

The nurse said, if Finn always stood a distance far enough just to look at my ward. Then, always ask how I developed to the nurse who was watching. Then, ask to take good care of me and take good care of me.

Honestly, my heart aches to hear of my mother and mother's treatment of Finn. As bad as my husband is, doesn't he still have the right to visit.

In fact, almost every day I wish that Finn had suddenly come. Even if only once. Turns out, this is how it happened.

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I decided to keep looking for news about Finn. One of the articles caught my attention opening up, namely the bulk PHK of a contractor company, Field Construction.

What kind of news is this? Is Finn broke? Where is Papi Chris? Why not help? Or could my mom forbid it?

Oh, naw. Why am I thinking so badly of my mother?

Although it is natural if bad thoughts occur. Because no one in the family told me that. I was being played. Was it because I was sick, they became reluctant to tell?

I'm not allowed to have a cell phone for a while. In fact, in my nursery which is in fact VVIP class, but does not have a television set. Ah, I hate these bad thoughts.

Surprise after surprise really made me want to meet Finn and the whole family with a lot of questions. I don't like being played. I'd be very angry if anyone did.

Then, look at the fact that right now everyone including Finn is playing me. Obviously I don't like it. Now, I'm really mad.

Immediately I searched Field Construction's email address.

After learning of Finn's whereabouts from Roy. I intend to go there. I need an explanation.

Notification back in. Roy sent me a video and a lot of photos along with one sentence that made a mistake.

The video I thought was a secret result that Roy took. The video shows a silent Finn with his head turned up. Staring fixedly long enough towards my room which was on the second floor.

I was silent for a moment. Then, take a deep breath and exhale slowly. I need peace of mind to continue looking at the other photos Roy sent me.

So serene. Then, start to see one by one the images of the same shots that I thought were the same, secretly. Finn was looking at my nursery.

The nurse was not bragging. Finn always comes to the hospital.

The rest of the photos show Finn in the outside area around my house. Just like the video, it shows my husband looking up at the room, every day.

It is sad and painful to see this reality. Why do mom and dad ignore my husband? Didn't they ask Finn to explain the sit-down?

Why did everyone leave my husband alone in this time of crisis? Finn must have been devastated by my accident and lost our future baby.

After all, this is not entirely my husband's fault. I was not careful driving the car.

Or ... because of the affair? I'm sure everyone knows about Kanaya and Finn at the Club. Therefore, don't give Finn permission to visit me. But have they heard my husband's explanation?

I looked back at the screen and read a long sentence from Roy.

The boss is sad to have lost a lot of assets, but the loss of Ms. Sandra makes her sad, devastated, frustrated and shut down without speaking anymore, and everyone leaves her alone.

After reading that long sentence, my tongue was confused. I'm glazed. A few seconds later, the tears shed.

Finn, why are you being like this? My tears are flowing more and more. It hurts so much.

Oh, myGod! I'm asking you to stop Finn's suffering. I also contributed to the destruction of all this. We were both wrong.

The crying is getting worse. The chest felt tight as if something was squeezing with the lips and body shaking violently.

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In the room, I looked. I thought back to the videos and photos of Finn's affair with Kanaya. My blood instantly boils. It added to remember my future son who miscarried.

I stepped into the closet, took out a small safe. There was a gun I kept neat and tight. I looked at the firearm with a sharp look with Finn's face constantly dancing in the head.

Suddenly, I remembered our conversation some time ago.

“If I say something to you. Please believe me. And, if there is news on the outside that is not good. Confirm the truth directly to your husband. Okay.”

“I'm studying that. So far, you can still I trust.”

“If you have any doubts. Promise not to use your emotions. Ask me. I'll explain everything.”

Yeah, you have to explain everything, Finn.

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Without much thought, I stepped in. The building had dim lighting, as if it was unkempt. But I remained determined inside.

Instantly I shook my head. I forgot that for the last month, this building only had one resident, Finn. It's only natural to look dim and neglected.

I stepped forward with a gun. Pushing Finn's door and in. He pointed the gun right at my husband.

Looking at my husband's face straight after two months of not seeing him. I missed you, Finn.

But, look, Finn. Your circumstances surprised me. You always keep up appearances. Now it looks unkempt with your handsome face looks pathetic.

I didn't speak yet, but Finn first said in a sad tone. A more like a request.

What did I just hear? Finn asked me to shoot with the promise I wouldn't dodge a bullet.

What the fuck? Finn, why are you being so weak? Why did you just give up until you were willing to die?

I really hate you like this. Giving up easily on life. Where did my Finn go?

The Finn I know is not easy to give up, passionate, great, strong, calm, genius, and arrogant. But now ....

All right if you challenge me, Finn. I'll end it all. I'm getting ready to release a bullet.

However, before I expressed love first then the word hate. Hate Finn's selfishness for wanting to leave me alone in the world.

After the departure of our baby. Do you think I'll just let you catch up to the afterlife?

I'm not gonna let that happen, Finn Elard Liam!