CEO (Finn & Sandra)

Missing room

This episode takes Sandra's point of view.

Next day

When aware of the critical. I stared one by one at the people in the room. Two families of kumplets, along with Manda, Ramon, and Vivian. However, Finn did not reveal the trunk of his nose.

I want to ask, but I refuse. I was too tired to speculate that the answer to what was asked would lead to new suspicions for Finn. So, silence is the best option.

One question I asked. About the fetus I'm carrying. However, they all bowed. It was as if no one dared to speak the truth.

Their gestures and facial expressions are enough for me to understand. I understand that the fetus must have miscarried. I'm back in silence.

When the accident happened, I was sure the fetus would not be strong. Considering we rolled so hard. Still, I didn't cry or scream hysterically. Once again, I chose to drown in silence.

Everybody hugged me. Of course do it one by one. They showed happy looks. Maybe I'm relieved that I'm alive.

However, I put on a flat face. The lips only form a straight line. I'm too tired to smile fake.

Said the Mother who tried to talk to me. I was almost 24 hours unconscious. I just listened without intending to say.

Various tools that I don't know what I understand the name of the equipment. Perfectly installed in some parts of my body. My head, my legs, my hands were wrapped in bandages. I was in the treatment room.

My sex body can barely move. Pathetic, right? Maybe even if it looks glassy, my pretty face now looks more like a zombie. Full-on wounds. Ah, it seems like for a while, I should avoid the mirror.

I'm still waiting for Finn to arrive. Wishing my husband would meet in the midst of a time of pain and loss of a baby. However, a day ... two days .. three days .. up to a month still does not appear.

The doctor won't let me go home quickly. Considering my condition is far from being recovered. Therefore, I must be hospitalized.

Two families agreed to transfer me to one of the best hospitals in Jakarta. Having previously wanted to make a recovery abroad, but I refused.

My body condition is better now. I can walk even though I am still limping. Eating has started to feel good even though it is always restless. The wound that was painful all over the body also improved.

From the moment I came to this moment, I only spoke as necessary. Even when I was chatting, I was silent.

By choosing to silence. It seems my parents and in-laws are worried. So they brought in a psychologist. However, I remained voiceless and ignored those experts.

I'm not crazy. It was frustrating, but I could still handle it in a silent manner.

Anyway, I don't need a psychologist. I just need ... Finn.

Right now, all I want is to quickly recover and get out of the hospital immediately. I want to solve all the problems with Finn. To be able to break our relationship as soon as possible.

I'm sure both families already know about the problems. So, I feel like I don't have to explain anything anymore.

I stepped towards the window. I don't look at millions of stars or bright moons. Except looking down.

Incidentally, my room window was facing right with a view of the front of the hospital. I stared intensely at people, hoping one of them was Finn.

I remember a few days ago, Roy called on a nurse's cell phone. I don't know why my husband's assistant did this? Why don't you just meet me?

At that moment, with a crush a female nurse entered. The sister's face implies fear, such as fear of being discovered. Because, intermittently looking towards the door.

Then the nurse gave me a cell phone. He said someone wanted to talk.

I cringed, but received the phone. Put it in the ear.

“Halo,” said I started the conversation.

“Good day, Ms. Sandra. Me, Roy.”

“What's up, Roy?” ask me directly to the core. Honestly, my heart immediately felt anxious.

Roy told me about Finn's situation. He said my husband was very shabby, broken, and started to shut himself up.

Roy says again that Finn needs my support. My husband's assistant has not yet explained the specifics. The open door displays my mother. Reflex nurse immediately pick up and hang up the phone.

From that moment on, Roy's words always ring. The questions in my head started to pop up. Why is Finn doing that?

But, the curious thing is why didn't Finn see me at all? I was just as broken, too.

Then, what's really going on? I hate guessing.

Even though in a time of relationship. However, Finn's last phone call with me indicated that love was still there. I'm shaking. No-no, but still love me so much.

Finn Elard still loves me. But why is it disappearing now?

Finn, you're okay, right? Unknowingly my tears are falling. Anxiety makes me feel worse.

Lordy! If we have to separate. Separate it well. Like our marriage which is done by ritual according to Your command.

However, if you still want us together. Make it easy for both of us to solve all problems. So that we can be together again.

I surrender and accept whatever Your will is.