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'1 May 2016'
Calling me weak or something, to me dad is the role model I appreciate the most, I admire him a lot, but when I know, a secret behind my birth, he said, that made my dad's big dream come crashing down made me hate myself so much. If I hadn't been born, maybe my parents' lives wouldn't have been this chaotic, if I had been born and grown up as normal as any other child, maybe it wouldn't have made it difficult for my family.
Even to this day, I can't stop hating myself. I was sick of Junior High, people approached me because of my face! What do they make me, huh? I was sick of it, when behind me they were busy insulting and blaspheming me. Say I'm a fool, a geeky, a close friend, and a bearer of the burden of the family. I'm sick!.
Even until High School everyone hates me just because I'm stupid? Just because I'm a fool? But thankfully, in this vast world there is still a good girl, really good, you know God? I promised to take care of her, I wouldn't let her get hurt, because she was more special than my own parents were busy complaining about me.
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Risa took her breath slowly this time. He didn't know Nathan had someone special. Yes, indeed during school he was always a gossip of friends. And always been the subject of betting by gangs of bad girls.
Even the famous closed Risa accidentally saw Nathan who was hit by Rio one of the guys who always chased after his best friend, Linda.
FLASHBACKS
2016
Risa plans to leave the library to meet Kelvin who has yet to return her historical record. Before heading to Kelvin class, Risa had to go through the physics laboratory first, which behind the laboratory was a two-wheeled parking lot.
"Lo Budeg or what?"
Risa stopped walking when she heard the screams from the direction of the parking lot, out of curiosity she chose to peek at what happened.
PLAQUE...
"Hah" Risa instantly closed her mouth when she saw Rio's thick hands drifting freely towards Nathan's cheeks.
Risa could even see there was blood flowing from the corner of Nathan's lips. In view of Nathan's current condition, he must have been beaten up long before Risa even got here. Clothes that are dirty there are even traces of the sole of the shoe, glasses that have fallen to the floor leave the owner of the glasses that stand while in the grip of a man who Risa is less familiar.
"Isn't that outrageous?" Said Risa whispering from behind the door, when she accidentally saw Nathan's left arm hurt, was it because of the claw? Blood was on his arm. Risa was clearly convinced it was blood. Without a second thought Risa walked towards the teacher room. But not yet Risa left the sound of a back punch was heard.
Sontak Risa looked again and she found, Rio who kept kicking Nathan's helpless body with his legs, oddly enough, Nathan did not fight or scream into pain. He just pinched his lower lip withstanding the pain.
It's a jerk!.
Before long, Risa returned with the teacher to the parking lot. And na'as, Rio has not stopped kicking and beating Nathan.
"You lunatics! What's big already, huh?" Rio and his friend stopped their activities and looked towards the teacher that Risa was calling.
"Now you go to BK! If I don't meet you there, you know what the risk is" Iyap! The teacher called Risa is one of the teachers who feared students in his time. He is Mr. Adi, a sports teacher and vice school principal. Luckily, Risa met Adi's father before reaching the teacher's room, so their time was not too long.
"Yes sir," the three children including Rio inside left Nathan still curled up on the floor.
Risa did not dare to come closer, if Rio saw her, could finish his history at school at that time. Then he chose to leave when he saw Mr. Adi who had hired Nathan to UKS.
"Thank God, at least he can be treated quickly,"....
FLASHBACK OFF'S.
Risa closes Nathan's book, this time she really pity with a Nathan. Only, his mind that had just entered the pity phase stopped when he recalled that he had seen the incident of Nathan killing a girl.
"Can the quiet, cowardly Nathan kill someone? Was it true that I was wrong See?" Risa thought again.
"Don't kill that Naell! Not Nathan? This can make me crazy," Risa was silent again, her brain could not think anymore.
"You got a lot of trouble? Can I help you?" The girl in black dress who was sitting beside the door was shrinking as well, from earlier on could not bear to talk to see the confused looking Risa.
"What can you do for me?" Ask Risa back. Even though he doesn't care.
"I can look for the ghost you're thinking about, what's his name? Nathan?" the Ghost asked as he stood up and walked over.
"really?" Lisa is starting to get interested this time. His eyes twinkled, and he also began to look at the ghost expectantly.
"Of course!," the ghost replied confidently.