
The clear tears were mixed with the blood that had soaked Bima's cheeks first. The joint that saw it turned soft. I could see that the always expressionless face could change as sadly as now. I who do not understand choose to listen beside Rani who is still stunned by the condition of Pak Bima who can see even though his eyes bleed. And miraculously he could see the Joints!
"Sen, all this time, you misunderstood me. I. never loved Liya," the wind blew very hard from my front.
My reflexes and Rani blocked the sand that was flying with both of our hands from hitting the eyes. Bima was so, only Joints looked very angry now.
"How dare you mention the name of the child!," Bima was surprised by the sound of Joints that resounded strongly towards the ears.
While Rani and I had suspected that Joints would hurt our eardrums. When does Joints ever relax when talking?
"Don't keep hating your sister like this Sen. He loves you very much" explained Bima with a slightly clear face.
"Doneyangiku said! Is it by seizing everything I have that can be called compassion? He knows best how unfortunately I'm the same as you Bim! But he instead teased and approached you!," Joints shouted again at the end of the sentence.
"Stop blaming Liya Sen! Liya never teased me! He's just a little innocent boy. Being friendly and kind to everyone, he already thinks of me like his brother. No more!," Bima still trying with stable conditions.
"You defended him? YOU DARE TO DEFEND HIM? YOU SAID YOU'D EXPLAIN ALL THESE MISCONCEPTIONS, BUT THE PROOF IS YOU'RE MAKING ME SICKER WITH YOU BIM. AND IT MADE ME HATE THAT DAMN BOY EVEN MORE!," Rani and I chose to walk away a few steps.
If it stays close to them, my ears can budge after leaving here. After all we are like an untamed audience. They continued to talk without caring about us standing near them earlier.
"Listen to me," Bima approached towards Joints.
"You must listen to me!," Joints widened his eyes. Makes what was once scary even more scary.
The stifling atmosphere around the Joints grew sinister along with the sun which began to change its work schedule with the moon.
"Alright, try to tell me what you've been thinking about all this time," Bima relented, and stopped approaching.
"do you remember Bim? When I was sick? I asked you to accompany me, but when you heard Liya's name, you immediately left and did not return. Then when I gave birth to Liya, you were just another nemenin Liya doang! I'm not. You're just in love with Liyakan? I don't like that! I knew you first, Bim! Not Liya! I'm always there for you Bim! Not Liya!," The end of the sentence was ended by a Joints cry.
"Who said I love Liya?" Bima frowned dislike.
"Because! Brother had seen that Jendi was talking to the old woman in the back of the house at that time. Don't-don't that guy's Grandma Kintan! Shit he's cunning too!," I pecked annoyed.
"And you trust Kintan Sen?! After what he's been doing all this time? You don't see the old woman's rottenness?" my blood boiled at the behavior of Joints who trusted others more than his own sister.
Just because of the love he thought was unrequited, he easily made one's life ruined! Is this the real nature of love? To get someone to act out of control? The love I hear is sacred. But unfortunately, humans who overdosed with love made this sacred love into something very disgusting. Making someone willing to kill others even finish himself off.
"But isn't he right? If Bima only loved Liya? There was no evidence that he didn't love Liya!," Joints cried out in frustration.
"I'm proof Sen, I've never loved Liya! I....," said Mr. Bima again hanging.
What exactly does Bima want to say? Who keeps her nervous?
"Then if not Liya, who do you love Bim!," even dead, Bima's explanation is still needed.
"I.. I. love you Sen," my God! It turns out that the thing that made him nervous for years was just a confession?
Is it because of this unspeakable confession that the relationship between the two brothers was divided even until they died.
"What?" Joints were shocked, and we both just sighed in annoyance.
Just because of the love triangle, right! But because of this undelivered love problem we both had to have a lot of difficulties.
"I'm sorry I couldn't tell you Sen, when you were sick, I went out to look for Liya because I heard that Liya had found a cure to give you. I helped her grind the medicine, whereas when you guys were fighting, I felt guilty seeing Liya who had to suffer just because I still did not dare to express my feelings to you. But when I intended to convey my feelings, on that day I went to your house, and saw that the fire was already burning licking the whole corner of the house, and when I found out you burned that house down and made Liya a victim, it made my heart ache. I didn't expect you to kill your sister just because of me. At that time I was angry, but it turned out that no matter how angry I was with you, I could not deny that my love was greater for you," explained Pak Bima made Jendi stunned for a moment.
"Then why didn't you look for me?" ask Joints then.
"Because I heard that you disappeared, I was looking for you but no, I didn't even know where you were. Until everyone suspects that you are dead Sen, I feel sorry for not looking for you as soon as possible," a sobbing broke also from Mr. Bima.
Although Joints. Catch nanar to Bima who is crying. I can't describe her look right now I don't know what she's thinking.