Carnations

Carnations
Lily of The Nile



Fyi "Lily of the Nile means Love Letter"


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“Hazel,” the sound of the scream interfered with Hazel's sleep. Until the girl opened her eyes and found that her two best friends were now sitting next to her with their smile expanding. Seeing this Hazel rolled her eyes instead.


“Bother people to sleep,” said Hazel who even made the two friends chuckle to hear it.


“We understand Zel. Denger you are heartbroken until the pain we finally came,” said Nira representing that Lyly reply with a nod.


The two friends find out that Hazel is sick and betrayed by Akasa from Hazel's mother. Hearing this, they soon arrive because they want to accompany Hazel and comfort her friend.


“Btw we passed the house Akasa emang rame anyway. What time is the show?” nir asked who had talked about Akasa, which was the reason Hazel was hurt.


“You have come home if you even want to talk about it,” said Hazel with annoyance that makes Nira listen to it.


“Emang nih base. Anyway Hazel knows what time it is,” upset Lyly while rolling her eyes lazy to hear the words of her best friend there-just question.


“You do not feel anyway if in fact you are only used as a shield for Akasa and Selin. He deliberately makes you always care so that his relationship with Selin does not seem to be,” said Lyly who is no different from Nira. The impression of their meeting this time is not entertaining but telling each other and drawing conclusions from the four-year relationship Hazel and Akasa are only a shadow and shield from the real relationship.


Hazel was silent thinking about Lily's words that really existed as well. Akasa and Selin have been together. Hazel realizes that she is only the shield from the unreserved relationship.


“But funny no the hell. Kayak Akasa pursues two women with different goals. Hazel and Selin were already elbowing each other. But the end is not even between Selin or Hazel who became his fiancee. But others.” Nira now looks one by one her best friend asking for approval of her speech which is replied with a nod of agreement by Hazel as well as Lily.


“But the hurt he loves hurts more than yesterday anyway,” said Hazel with her pity that even sounded so sad.


“Maybe he is not the best for you,” said Nira advising Hazel to reply with a nod. Because her mother said so.


His mother had indeed become a reinforcement this time. Hugged Hazel and grabbed her in the wound. When Argo hurt him, there was Akasa who became his moodbooster and now when the man hurt him he felt he no longer had a home. Yes, Hazel already thinks of it as a home. Because all this time Akasa was on his side and knew all his complaints. Now there are only happy but painful memories, and Hazel wants to forget them.


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One week went by so fast. Hazel's sadness slowly disappeared. His health has improved too. And now he got a fact that made him surprised too. Which turns out Selin is also Akasa still in a relationship until now.


Selin knew that Akasa was engaged. But the woman is as indifferent and concerned with her happiness. Although Akasa. Hazel felt that the man was so kind to his fiancee. And how Akasa who some days trying to talk to Hazel as if he wants to come back when he already has Selin and his fiancee. Didn't I feel so greedy about wanting everything.


Like this time. Hazel has just dropped out of her class but Akasa is now standing in front of her class. Hazel who saw it just rolled her eyes lazily.


“Zel. Want ya talk to me, just a moment,” please Akasa to Hazel who this time silent.


“Five minutes,” said Hazel firmly who finally agreed to Akasa's invitation. Because he knew Akasa wouldn't give up until he got what he wanted.


I was silent for quite a while before he finally started his speech again.


“I want to apologize to you Zel,” Akasa said to Hazel while lowering her head.


“I'm sorry you,” said Hazel briefly. Perhaps the best way to forgive is to forgive. If asked if Hazel felt okay to forgive Akasa? The answer is just no. He is only trying to make peace with the past so he can quickly forget it.


In these circumstances that are so dominant are wounds, disappointment, and anger that it will be difficult to forget. At first it was difficult to forget his mistakes eventually ended up also difficult to forget the person therefore Hazel them if he had to make peace.


“Can we be like we used to?” akasa asked with a look of hope that Hazel responded with a trouser.


“I'm tired if I have to keep meeting between your relationship with Selin. I was patient with your ex. I thought you were on my side for continuing to defend me and mock Selin in front of me and your family. But it turns out I was wrong, you were on Selin's side. So all this time I've been telling the other party?” selin asked with a bitter smile.


“What do you mean?” akasa asked by raising her next eyebrow.


“You still go with Selin? You've been the same Selin all this time? Sa, if you still love him, he's fighting him. If you want to end your fiancee. Chase Selin. Fight for family blessing, do not be ugly Selin in front of your family just so that your family thinks you hate him but in fact you still love him, he said,” clearly Hazel at length on Akasa who is now just speechless. Freezing in its place.


“You should be fine with him in front of your family. You tell your family his kindness is not his bad. Don't make anyone else a shield anymore. Every woman has feelings. You have a sister, your mother is a girl. You should be able to think of doing good with women, thought Sa, how about the same two women you love who are hurt by men?” hazel asked, and Akasa listened silently.


“Still for his time during these four years Akasa. Take good care of yourself and always be happy, you are a good person but you are too greedy and less assertive with your feelings. Don't make the same mistake later in life,” Hazel said with a smile as she patted Akasa on the shoulder. Hazel left immediately. Leaving Akasa still in his place.


Hazel can only hope that the decision she made to release Akasa is the right one. Although it is difficult, slowly he will try it.


To accept and accept the. It was no longer the new man he needed, but time.


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