Carnations

Pansies

Fyi "Pansy means thought, love"

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 Nira's word now continues to be imagined in Hazel's head. The broken cassette continued to be heard repeatedly in his ear.

He needed fresh air to calm his mind. Now Hazel chooses to get some fresh air outside her house. Just quieting his chaotic mind. Now the new clock shows at 19:45 and Hazel chooses to leave her house.

The girl now only wears her nightgown which is covered by her jacket. Walking does not necessarily have to go where. Now the goal seems like a pseudo. Just walking without direction. Will he get married again this time?

“Ah shit. Is it my destiny to be left married?” ask Hazel to monologue to herself. Think about what he experienced.

After Argo gets married, will Akasa leave her to marry another woman? Her story is so sad. But now he still continues to think positively if the news is only old news.

Hazel decides to buy a drink at the supermarket in front of her complex which is not too far away. After buying drinks and snacks. Hazel decides to sit in front of the supermarket while looking at the crowds of vehicles and people passing by in front of her.

“Hazel?” the voice suddenly made Hazel turn her head and found a woman who had filled her mind was now standing next to her. Without asking her permission, she sat down next to Hazel. But Hazel just chose to be quiet while eating her.

“Old time yes we did not meet, how are you?” ask the woman who is none other than Selin. Hazel raised her eyebrows when she saw Selin, who was now so different to her. Usually if you meet the girl will immediately ask the news of Akasa or his relationship with Akasa.

“Good,” replied Hazel briefly. His mind is now uncertain. As if he could not be invited to think positively to see the behavior of Selin. Is it true that Akasa will finally be together with Selin? Then himself? What exactly is she in the drama of Akasa's life? Will it just end as a friend?

“No more Akasa news?” hazel asked, looking at Selin, and bribing her food. Hearing Hazel's question, the woman laughed, leaving Hazel frowning in confusion.

“I'm the same I'm back. You don't know yet? I don't think I'm telling you?” selin asked, which surprised Hazel. Is it true that they will get engaged?

Hazel was still silent, she did not expect if finally Akasa who she thought had changed just now back to hurt her. A bitter smile was seen on the face before a wide smile replaced it.

“Seriously? I don't think there's a story,” said Hazel trying to cover up the pain she felt. Was it just a game in the man's story? Is he just his own love and only himself caught up in this game?

“Iya, it was about two months ago,” Selin said with a big smile. Hazel's heart was really hurt hearing that statement. It turns out that all this time she was just a stupid girl who could only accept all the mistakes I did. He forgave her repeatedly but was destroyed.

“You also want a fiancee?” hazel asked her to ask Selin. Hazel was ready to hear the woman's answer.

“Tactualty? Even until now we have not been sanctioned with the Akasa family. We're still like the old one whose relationship was hidden. Our relationship is too far away, we are like husband and wife. He who comes to me if you need it again but in the future we also do not know,” Selin said with a bitter smile.

“Need?” hazel asked, raising his eyebrows. Honestly, now Hazel is a little relieved because it turns out they will not be engaged. If they were just Hazel's back, he could still act like he didn't know anything and take Akasa from Selin. Just say Hazel is so stupid but Hazel can't if she's just used by Akasa without being given a certainty.

“Yes, he often comes to me if you need money or need a satisfier. Honestly, I envy you Zel. You're always guarded while I'm just blinded, for you maybe I'm a loyal person whereas for me he only knows how to spend my money, he's a rude person if I'm the same. But I can not escape him like Zel, because I already love him very much,” Selin said with a bitter smile. Hazel is surprised to hear Selin's words about Akasa. He did not expect that Akasa was such a person. I don't know why he was happy to hear it. Hearing if the way Akasa treated her was better than the man treated Selin. Blame Hazel for being happy over Selin's suffering?

Selin looked at the circular clock in his hand and it turned out that the clock was already showing eight o'clock more.

“Sorry yes, I first. I'm malem,” said Hazel who immediately left while carrying the rest of her food and drinks. Hazel walks on the sidewalk and eats her food. But when he reached the alley of his housing complex now Hazel turned instead to an alley that is not his home alley but the alley of Akasa's house.

Yes, the goal this time is Akasa's house. He wants to meet Akasa and find out the truth. When I got to the front of Akasa's house. Hazel frowned confused to see if the house was still crowded.

Hazel immediately walked towards the security guard post that turned out to be empty. Finally Hazel chose to eat her food there while finishing her meal only after she intended to enter.

“Non Hazel, why here non?” ask a security guard who is now standing in front of Hazel.

“Mau to Akasa Sir. But want this abisin first,” said Hazel with a grin. The security guard looked at Hazel with a look of pity and it confused Hazel. What now looks like a beggar until the security guards just look at him with pity.

“Why sir?” ask Hazel who has begun to be uncomfortable with the look of the security guard.

“Well it's No Rima. Ask Non Rima aja Non,” said the security guard who makes Hazel now more curious. Seeing Rima who finally came out with a bouquet to put in the car. Hazel approached him immediately. And it turns out that Hazel can see in the car there are already so many engagement deliveries. Hazel's mind is now starting to mess up seeing this.

“Who is Mbak's application?” hazel asked with difficulty to display her smile. Seeing the presence of Hazel Rima was a little surprised and looked panicked.

“Akasa, Dek,” replied Rima which this time really made Hazel freeze to hear it. His heart was now ready to cry but he was still trying to hold it back and replace it with a smile.

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