Cantings

Episode 58's

Feeling unable to penetrate the fortress of Judis, and remember the message of Bu Parinah then with a heavy heart Datin conveyed to Judis :

“ Mas Yudis, Yasmin was a smart and jolly boy before. She's your daughter and Mbak Mila, great people. There is no descendant of the rebellious, obstinate and sullen nature as Judis accuses him of, unless there are things that make him confused and surprised beyond his wits.

During this time mas Judis has entrusted not only the guidance of lessons to Bu Tari, but also his education and even his affection.

Now it is the turn of Judis, as her father took over everything, love it and understand what Yasmin really wants is not difficult. But it takes a father's sincerity to listen and let go of his ego.

I will still help as much as I can, to carry the mandate of Ms. Mila. And also I will pray for you, may the plan of Judis go well, and Yasmin I hope to grow up to be a sweet daughter for the future Judis and wife of Judis, just by listening and understanding his will. Not by way of imposing.”

Datin spoke stammering because while holding his urge. He imagined as if watching the beautiful and helpless Yasmin bit by bit engulfed by monsters, starting from the legs, body and then still visible head that appeared to his face that pleaded for help. Unknowingly Datin closes his face and begs Kamila for forgiveness:

“ Ma'am Mila...sorry, forgive me for not being able to carry out your trust to help Yasmin, forgive.....” Datin also sobbed.

“ Tin!...why do you carry the name Mila, besides why Yasmin should be helped, indeed I want to harm my own son, who is really Tin?!!” Judis was angry at the offense.

Datin was very surprised, horrified, offended, he had never seen Judis wrath like this, let alone aimed at him, deserved Yasmin was angry, Datin also wanted to non-jok his tense face and his bulging eyes.

Datin got up from the couch of Judis's study and hurriedly came out, but Judis pursued him, his hand was pulled and Datin snapped at the pull of Judis so that it fell in Judis' arms. Judis hugged him, kissed him with roughness all over Datin's face, neck and lips so that Datin could not breathe, his body could not wart because it locked the arms of the athletic Judis. Only his wrists were free so that they could grip Judis' waist hard.

Datin's legs limp, because his knees tremble not strong to concentrate his body, then both fall on the sofa. When he fell, Judis's arms loosened somewhat because one hand held onto his piety and the other focused on Datin so as not to crash, so that Datin could escape from him.

Datin moved away but did not try to run away again but his hand pointed at the face of Judis, as well as a distance so that Judis did not approach again to the length of Datin's arm, saying:

“ Mas Yudis, not only has it hurt my heart, but it has hurt my body too! Apparently like this would-be husband Mila prepared for me, rude, brutal. All this time I prepared myself and bided his time to arrive faithfully, it turns out in return I have been treated like a woman rinses.”

Datin's words were firm between the roar of his tears, with a sharp look of eyes from wounds and disappointment.

Judis was aware of his rudeness, and he approached to hug Datin's legs while dropping his head on Datin's lap. Deeply sorry.

“ I'm sorry Tin, have I misheard about what you just said that you are still waiting faithfully for me to this day?. Forgive me, help me repay me that I can avenge your heartache.” Rintih Judis pleaded with Datin.

“ With a position like this, I could have done anything to hurt you mas! But that's not my way! I'm a ndeso, a village, but the way I'm not a village.” Datin said while rousing Judis from his lap by shrugging Judis' shoulder.

Judis sat beside Datin, holding Datin's right hand and kissing him.

“ Tin, I want to straighten everything out, all these misunderstandings.” Judis said.

“ Who misunderstood where? Not all is clear. Will Judis take Yasmin to Darwin? Then I can't watch this, I have to go, I can't bear to see Yasmin's helpless face. Had Bimo witnessed this too I am sure he would have turned to hate his idol, papa Ias it! Even so, he experienced himself child abuse by his father, his heart will be injured for life!”

Judis looked at Datin, who was cursing himself with both hands covering his ears. He pleaded with her:

“ Tin, please stop everything, I will change my decision, I promise! I'll evaluate everything. I'll try to think more clearly, I need your help.”

“ Turns out my mouth is sharper than your chastisement that hurt me earlier huh mas?” datin without expression.

Yudis glances with shame: “I'm sorry.” Said lirih.

“ Mas now I want to go out first, want to see Yasmin, and all pamit.” Datin looked at the hour already half three noon.

“ Tin...please, do not go home first, this is not finished, instead you did want to spend the night here right? Help me Tin to rearrange this mess.” Judis pleaded.

Then Datin corrected her messy hair, and her tangled blouse, rubbing her face with tissue. She can't wear powder and wear lipstick because her handbag is in Yasmin's room.

Judis held Datin's hand out of his study, and Carla and Seno looked in surprise. Datin stepped limply, sitting in the family room of the long sofa near Carla and Seno single seat in front of the sofa and Yudis took the seat of the other single seat.

Suddenly the phone in the workspace Yudis rang, Judis was waiting for it, then she took a moment: “ Tin wait yes, I need a few minutes for this business.”

Datin mbatin, this from this morning he did not eat breakfast now the host forgot to eat, the energy and emotions were drained. He planned to rest first at the hotel, Carla knew he had booked at Pertamina hotel near the temple house, so that near Yasmin. Actually Datin prefer in Ciputra Hotel, but too far because in the down town is junction five.

When Judis entered his study, Carla, who was initially silent because there was a Judis, began to tease Datin:

“ Duh, that lemon squash he drank first Tin, just did not pour when you came out earlier. Looks like the heavy work ended romantically huh Tin?”

Datin still half-believed what he had just experienced, he was still sitting dumbstruck, like hearing less of Carla's jokes. He did not understand the meaning of Judis's kiss which was blindly controlled by anger.

“ Ich you were really cursory yes, throw responsibility to all of me, I have no sparing partner, bener alot mas Yudis it.” Attack Datin while still limp. Limp due to deg-deg an originally creepy but long time sweet.

“ Lho fortunately there is no me, if there will not end romatis earlier!” said Carla........................“ Well........ Tin, where is your lipstick, your powder is not restless, why are your eyes so moist?” cane Carla

“ I was in warok Njepara brakot earlier, nothing romantic, but terrible...” Answer Datin without expression.

Seno choked on the drink hearing Datin's reply. Carla couldn't hold her lap:

“Hahahahaha.....gelok you Tin.”.

“ Where are you going Tin? Then wait a while for Yudis dong Tin, afraid of me?” said Carla.

“ No, later in the afternoon just connected again, you know I nginep at Pertamina hotel near here. I need selonjor straighten legs for a minute.”

Datin keep running out followed by Seno, “yuk me inter.” Seno said with the intention of knowing where Datin went.

Finally Seno dropped Datin to Lobby, “ Pamitin mas Yudis I rest brokear.”

But Datin went straight to the Resto, because he was hungry, and drank lemon squash earlier, so the stomach was getting coiled up.

Datin ordered meat lontong kare, same sugarless angel tea. While he was enjoying his afternoon the phone rang, apparently from Carla:

“ Why the hell is Carla? Give me a minute to eat! What's up again? Mas Seno also knows where I am.”

“ Yes ampuuuun, you in his restaurant? That's the Judis mas to the receptionist nyari you do not exist, have not checked in, ngebel you are not appointed, thought you stopped! We're the ones who got romelin!”

“ Ck. Edians! Is he...............if the cambeg keep coming? Yes just ask to wait a minute in the lobby ntar finished eating me there. It's also almost half five, when's my bath?”

“ Tin, you're the one I'm looking for is eating again huh? Sorry I forgot about time. Ah good here quiet, just chat here huh Tin?” the word Judis who arrived appeared restored, because it was said to know Seno.

Wah bener really did not like the opportunity to rest this mas Yudis, usually he care, see I was tired of being told to rest, see not to eat brought food lha now how different is it? Inner Inner.

“ Can mas, want to order a drink what yes, ah mas Yudis also have not eaten right? It's delicious lontong kare meat?” said Datin.

Judis hurriedly rose up forbidding Datin to call a waiter, he headed to the desert corner. He took teramisu, lemon cake and capucino, as well as black coffee without sugar.

“ This is for mom, black coffee no sugar and her desert choose which one, this is me capucino.” Judis.

Ah only I was inner, now the koplak has been somewhat healed, already ngentertain. Inner Inner. Then Datin took a desert lemon cake.

After a while Judis began to ask what was holding his heart:

“ Tin I want to ask you something, did Pradipto propose to you?” ask Judis.

Datin choked and looked at Judis with full investigation “ Why? How did Yudis know?” ask Datin wonder. There is no way that we should finish the story to Judis.

“ Hmm…..So, is it true, Tin? Dipto already melamarmukan? Judis's face was rather sad. Datin can see that.

“ I wonder you know, from where did mas Yudis can know, Blunt bucket dong then!”

Then Judis told him all about his chatter as it was in Hong Kong.

“ Yes……..Buntas proposed to me mas, which I want to know mas judis encouraged Buntas proposed to me it was indeed out of the heart of Judis mas ya?”

“ You mean Tin?, I didn't encourage him to propose to you, but he himself felt like a match for you, and decided to propose to you.”

Then Judis delayed talking about Buntas because he wanted to go to the main problem: “ Ok, forget first about Buntas or Dipto, later after I told this story I just answered.

hmmm...begini yes Tin, I want to tell you my original plan, which is now all too late, and different stories. But I need to convey because this has something to do with my fight with Yasmin.

When Mila was sick and getting worse, she asked me to marry you just because Mila was no longer able to get pregnant, and I wanted a boy. I reject it firmly, after all it will corner you to the position of honey or second wife.

Then Mila asked me to marry you after she died, because she wanted Yasmin to fall in your care.

After Mila died I began to think of her trust, but I want a proper process in the sense of the word I marry someone who is willing to marry me, love may grow with time. I can't possibly force you to marry me for this reason, my wife's late home trust.

I approach you Tin, maybe you know or feel that too. Falling in love with you is easy, it doesn't take long. Many factors are your attraction, smart, loving, independent, tough and beautiful of course.

My admiration for this Rudatin figure has existed since we each still have a partner, even since you are still unmarried, when I saw your tenacity struggling to escape poverty, he said, exactly when Marto died. Frankly Tin after Mila died, there were some women who were close to me, beautiful as well, feminine as well. I miss him a lot, miss talking to him, miss his smile. With you I feel steady and fit to build a family.

But I want to express my interest in editing you can not be achieved because I feel not worthy or have not had the heart to marry again.

I was planning to propose to you at the end of last year, and planned to get married on the two-year anniversary of Mila's death, Mart's month.

But fate says something else. I forgot that she had a waiting limit, and needed reassurance. I fell asleep because I felt I was not clapping one hand. I was first hired to propose to you.

I'm frustrated Tin, really frustrated, I'm angry with myself. I can't forget you, I often feel depressed when I feel for you. I'm trying to avoid you, stay away from you, and I think it's effective to start a new life in a region we never went to together.

I decided to move to Mindil Beach, which happened to be in my new restaurant and cold storage. I want to start a new life, start it with my daughter, a responsibility entrusted to my late wife whom I love.

That's my goal Tin, am I wrong.???”