Building an Entertainment Business Kingdom In Another World
Episode 38 (A CONTEMPLATION)
Suddenly, Alicia's attitude changed because she realized something strange was happening to me.
“Isn't this what you asked for? Accept”
“Can you put it there”, I told Alicia to put my Handgun and magic bag on a table beside my bed.
Alicia just looked at me sharply while thrusting her hand at me. He totally ignored my words. Suddenly Alicia smiled cynically and said, “I guessed it. You better quit Stacia Academy and go back to the village”
Spontaneously Sitha got up from her seat and said, “What do you mean Alicia?”
“Don't get Sitha wrong. I just said what was best for Andra. He could no longer take up arms. I know someone who's been through something similar to her, but I didn't think Andra's situation was worse than her." Alicia turned her face towards me and she said, "Do you remember what your teacher Andra said? That in order to survive you must have determination and conviction. It seems she was right, that you did not have enough determination and confidence to bear your sins”, Alicia said, then she put my gun on the table and left my room.
Duarr…
My heart was like being struck by a lightning bolt. Alicia's words really hurt. A reality I cannot yet accept. I used to be a weapons scientist, although I realized the truth but now it feels completely different. My heart feels dead because of it.
Through Alicia I realized that Mr. Einhard's statement had a hidden meaning. In addition to the determination and conviction to survive, I must also have the determination and confidence to continue to bear the sins of the people I killed. When a man loses his will and his faith, his heart will die, he is no more like an undead man walking the earth.
Now I feel that I am too arrogant to do what Mr. Einhard ordered. They consider killing humans as a matter of course. But it turns out I was wrong, only a sick human being who considers killing humans as a normal thing.
Unknowingly my tears fell, at once Mr. Einhard and Sitha cried because they saw my situation.
“Sorry Andra, all this because-garaku”
“No sir, all this due to my lack of determination and confidence”
“If only I could save Alicia, maybe I wouldn't involve you”
“Hah?”
“Ya, what Alicia means is I”
Sitha and I just kept quiet hearing Mr. Einhard's words. A hero-titled knight could no longer raise his weapon, but everything made sense when Mr. Einhard asked me to save Alicia.
“Don't we ever kill monsters together sir?”
“Killing monsters is not the same as killing humans, Andra”
Yes, although I already know with the answer but I do not believe that people as strong as Mr. Einhard will also experience it. Knowing the lowest point of someone we admire is really painful, even I still can't accept it.
“Didn't the peace pact of the whole country have been signed for 100 years. What has Mr Einhard gone through as a knight?”
“The story is very long, I just want to forget it. There's only one word I can say, the more you find out about the truth of the world. The deeper the disappointment you will receive”
“Hearing Mr. Einhard's story, it seems to be true Alicia said. I better stop”
“If you were not a descendant of mahesvara, I would have been very supportive of you. Living life with a gun is not an easy job, but have you forgotten our promise? Remember Andra, you are the most wanted man in the world. There is no way for you to return”
“I still have to go back to pak” village
“Don't act stupid!”, Mr. Einhard got up from his seat.
“I just want to calm my mind. Being here will only make me more depressed”
“Alright if so, but you have to promise that you'll be back”
“I'll go with you, Andra”, Sitha said.
“No, don't you want to pursue your ideals Sitha?”
I realized that Sitha was a person who cared deeply for me, but her current attention left me hurt. As if I felt sorry for him. Sitha is a talented woman. I would feel so guilty if it hindered his ideals.
“Hmmmh”, Sitha shook her head, “Don't you promise to protect me forever?”
I can only smile listening to her answer. Then I said, “What if I can't go back to how I was?”
“I think staying in the village is not a bad thing, although I am sure that you will definitely return”
“Hahaha, I promise that I will be back as soon as”
Suddenly Sitha pouted and said, “Do you know? I hate your bad habits that like to rush, even to the point of pushing your physical and mental limits beyond your ability. Don't worry I'll keep waiting for you no matter for a year, two years or 100 years
“Kyuu... Kyuu... Kyuu... I did not expect Sitha that you have grown into a brave woman, hahaha”, Mr. Einhard laughed out loud.
“Pak Einhard, Andra, sorry Sitha pamit”
“Indeed what you were going to do, isn't today a holiday?”
“Anu... anu..”, Hearing Mr. Einhard Sitha's words seems confused. Sitha's eyes glanced to the left and to the right, while her two indexes tapped each other. Wanna see when he plays Sitha, the basic immoral teacher.
“He must pack our goods”, I said.
“Follow sir, Sitha has to pack our goods”, then Sitha rushes to leave my room.
Mr. Einhard's face looked lethargic when he saw Sitha leave and he said, ”Andra, why are you so happy to disturb people's pleasure?”
“Hah?”
“Do you not know how nice it is to see Sitha in distress”
WASEMM...
Mr. Einhard treated Sitha like a toy.
“By the way, what day is it sir?”
“Day Sunday”
“Means I've been asleep for 5 days”
“Not, 12 days”
“Hah, seriously?”
“Didn't you notice why Sitha could be that sweet?”
“How can I possibly fall asleep during that?”
“I've already said that your magic abilities will overload your body. Are you tired of living, forcing your magic beyond your means? Plus you're fighting with 12 broken ribs leaking in the lungs. A little late maybe you're dead”
“I have no choice sir, the Devil knows my identity as a Mahesvara. I'm afraid he'll be after mom next”
“APA?”, Mr. Einhard was surprised to hear my answer until he got up from his seat. “You're not kidding?”
“Did I ever joke when talking about mom”'s safety
Suddenly Mr. Einhard's face changed. It seems that he seems frightened.
“I guarantee that your mother will be safe, but I don't know until when”
“Why can Mr Einhard be so sure?”
“King Arthur is on our side”
“Means she knows everything”
“Yes, I told it”
As I expected, all the stories that reached King Arthur must have come from Mr. Einhard. I think Alicia could hate me that much.
Duars…
Suddenly an explosion occurred outside the hospital.
“Ahhh..”.
A short time later, a scream came from a woman who came from outside the hospital. Then I hurried up from my bed and looked at the window. It was seen that unarmed Sitha was being surrounded by some monsters.
“SITHAAA”
