
CONTEMPLATION
“Cuit... Cuit... Cuit..
The sound of birds chirping provoked my consciousness. Slowly I opened my eyes, the glance was blurred but slowly he began to adjust to the situation.
I noticed that both of my hands were not scarred, but I still remembered that there was a large wound on my left arm due to broken glass. Then, I try to feel my chest slowly. Thank goodness it didn't hurt one bit. It seems that the wounds on my body have completely recovered.
I tried to fix my position so I could sit on my bed. Too long lying down makes my body uncomfortable. After that, I observed the circumstances around it turned out that I was in a room that I did not recognize before. The place was really quiet and soothing, it was just worth it that I could rest comfortably.
Inadvertently my hand touched someone's hand, when I turned my face turned out Sitha was sleeping right next to me. His sleeping position reminds me of what happened a year ago. In my father's blacksmith, where I made my weapons.
“Mmmhhh”
Sitha suddenly woke up with a face that looked exhausted. Looks pale, there is even a pair of eye bags between the two eyes. Unconsciously our eyes met each other, then I saw tears falling on her cheeks. Suddenly, he hugged me.
“Andraa”
I can only smile while rubbing his head.
“Are you okay?”
“Don't worry Sitha, I'm fine”
“Are you sure?”
Sitha's question just felt like it was raining down on my heart. I realized that what Sitha meant was that my feelings were not my physical condition. It looks like I'm not okay. How can I now stay calm when I've killed so many people. I'm getting used to killing. Suddenly my hands shook and my body broke out in cold sweat.
“Sorry, Sitha. I lied to you”, then my tears fell on my cheeks. I don't know what I was thinking when I made those weapons. I know that weapons are created for only one purpose, which is to kill. Didn't I ever say that I was ready to bear all the consequences.
“No Andra, you've done a right action”
Is Sitha trying to comfort me, even though I have done such a cruel act. Shit, I feel like I'm at the lowest point of my life. Even to the point of making a woman as good as Sitha just tried to cheer me up.
Tok…
Suddenly someone knocked on my door and opened it, and it was Mr. Einhard.
“Sorry, it looks like I got the wrong room”, then he closed the door again. Spontaneously Sitha let go of her embrace and ran after Mr. Einhard. Oh no, why does Mr. Einhard always come at the wrong time. I really feel ashamed. It feels like just dying.
It didn't take Sitha and Mr. Einhard long to get back in my room. Sitha's face was red and Mr. Einhard had an annoying face, to the point that I wanted to kill her.
“You are really brave. If this happens to me, I will definitely hold back until I get out of here, hahaha”
WASEMM…
Mr. Einhard's words really hit me, when this was just a misunderstanding. I stole a glance towards Sitha, it turned out that her eyes were watering like they were about to cry out in shame. It seems Sitha does not feel comfortable, but during the academy is not what is done by Mr. Einhard is something ordinary.
“Sorry Mr. Einhard, please take care of Andra. Sitha is having affairs”
Holding back the laughter Mr. Einhard said, “I'm sorry, I was just kidding. I know you must be very worried about him”. Then, Mr. Einhard turned his face to me, “Hei, Andra you know not. Sitha..”
“PAK EINHAARRRD”
Drkkkp…
Suddenly someone opened my door.
“Please calm down, patient still need time to rest”
Mr. Einhard just lowered his head while saying, “I'm sorry, I'm sister”
Shit, I can barely help but laugh. Although Mr. Einhard was very fierce in a battle, but he seemed shrill when getting a reprimand.
“Sitha, can you call a nurse to bring Andra some food and drinks?”
“Good Sir, will Sitha call”
“Pak Einhard, who was the mastermind of the attack?”
“Not found”
“How is it possible?”
“Although this is a state secret, but you already know it. This is not the first time that I'm
“Hah?”, I was shocked when I heard the reply from Mr. Einhard. How could a demon possibly come into the human world that easily.
“For you know, the fight between humans and demons did not really end for 1000 years
“How can Mr Einhard know a secret country?”
“Have you forgotten that I am a former royal knight dubbed as a hero?”
Shit, I totally forgot. Turns out the person Thompson's grandfather meant was really him.
Tok…
Suddenly someone knocked on my door and opened it, and it was Alicia. He walked up to my bed and said, “Bu. I just want to return this to you”. Then he handed me my Magic bag and also my Handgun.
“Isn't there anything else you should have said besides that?”
While lowering her head Alicia said, “Te. At that moment his face turned red.
“Not that I mean”
Alica just looked at me with a face that looked like she was pouting.
I just sighed then said, “Don't your parents tell you that attacking your friend is a dangerous act?”
Alicia was about to speak but Mr. Einhard said, “Sudah”
I ignored Mr. Einhard's words, but Alicia was more and more angry because she heard Mr. Einhard's words.
I just sighed then said, “Don't your parents tell you that attacking your friend is a dangerous act?”
Alicia was about to speak again but Mr. Einhard said, “Sudah”
“Can papa stop interrupting me?”
“PAPA?”
“Yes, did I never tell you?”
Damn, how could I possibly say that in front of his own father. Ah, nooooo. I just hope that Mr. Einhard is not offended by my words.
Tok…
Suddenly someone knocked on my bedroom door and opened it, it turned out to be Sitha. He walked up to me with a tray filled with food and drinks. Then he said, “Andra, what's up? Why does the atmosphere here seem tense?”
“Nothing, I was just telling someone that snatching a friend's weapon in a battle was a dangerous action”
At that moment Sitha's face changed. Sitha then said, “Alicia, are you aware of what you are doing?”
“I want to know. Do you know what he's done, Sitha? His actions were truly cruel. The entire room smelled the smell of blood mixed with burning flesh filled the entire room. Kill without mercy”
“But that doesn't mean you have to take Andra's weapons and put him in danger. Moreover, he is someone who has already risked his life to save you”
“Aaa. Therefore I would like to apologize to him for committing such reckless acts. But I still can't accept his view of what he did. Forever I will never”. Then Alicia, hand over the magic bag along with my Handgun.
Suddenly my hand trembled to the point of making me sweat coldly, I could not even touch my weapon when it was right in front of me. Alicia was just watching me while thrusting her hand at me. Oh no, what is going on with me?