Branching Love

Failures

Evening arrived and the night was getting late, the noise was increasingly disappearing and replaced with the silence of the night.

I woke up from my sleep looking at the face beside me, my lips smiling how lucky I am to have parents like you who love me so much.

Maybe yes, lips smile but not with heart. My heart screamed, clamped, cried without a sound. A round of clear water came out from the eyelids drop by drop like a rope endlessly wetting my sleeping pillow.

Silent silence I cried grievously alone without anyone noticing. As great as it was I covered a wide gaping wound but I have no power when dealing with you Mamak my Father.

Zay blinked his eyes when he heard the cry of a heartbreaking sound in his ears. His eyes went around looking for where the source of the sound of the cry, none other than the cry of the cry came from his favorite daughter.

"Why son, is anyone sick? Call the doctor yes".

"Father" called Risda down with her cry being held back.

"Yes, son, why ? want a drink ?".

"Baapaaakk", Risda's cries broke out in the arms of her beloved father

'I'm sorry", hiks .. hiks ... sorry sir hiks.... hiks ... hiks ... hiks .. "sorry Risda Bapak" ...

"Risda failed sir

failed Sir

failed" hiks .. hiks .. hiks ...

"Patience to be patient" ....

"You haven't failed, just delayed. Next year you test again for now we focus on healing Risda's legs first yes" said Zay while hugging and rubbing the back of his favorite child.

Which parent is not sad to see his child slumped sad, which parent is not sad when his helpless child weakly falls asleep in the patient's safe. His heart was as if sliced with an invisible little razor, but it must be strong and must look firm in the eyes of his son.

"Yes sir" answered Risda with the rest of the sobbing.

"Risda can not continue the selection sir, it is not possible if Risda still forced to participate, it is certain Risda will fall, let alone the next stage of the physical part.

"Yes, son, it's okay. Now Risda's sleeping again huh".

Eyes only closed but not asleep. The heart and the logic of dialogue argue with each other all night. Is there any other option I can choose from besides the impasse. Will I have to choose an express choice with my temporary happiness and lifelong suffering.

The answer is of course not. I will try to accept it and try to be sincere with what has happened today. Maybe the plan I live by is not the best path for me and maybe God's plan is better for me later.

Wake up son.

"Hm yes mak soon" called Mama Risda while patting her arms slowly so that Risda woke up from her sleep.

"Eh kebo wake up, why do you ham hem only from earlier wake up banguuunnn kebo".

"Rita is beautiful, you're stupid or whatever

where mempan you wake up Risda kayak so that in water flush one bucket is not necessarily wake up the child if not the schedule is awake".

"Ish Bintang very nice

it was raised that this was dropped again

I was scared because you said I was beautiful but then you dropped me saying I was stupid".

"You're the fool".

Zay's laughter, Nur and Bintang instantly broke upon hearing Rita's reply

The faint sound of thunderous laughter disturbed Risda's calmness and resuscitated her from dreamland

"Who is laughing, so annoying".

"Wake up and you sleep like a dead man".

Astaqfirullah, Risda was surprised because Rita was sitting on a chair so close to Risna

"What the hell, you want to kill me huh, why sit there you, fortunately I have no history of heart disease. Slide a little napa Ta don't have to spoil it".

Hehehe "sorry Risda my sweetest friend over sugar".

"Lebay" Shouted the Stars and Risda together while Rita only grinned with her teeth.

"You know where Risda's from here".

"From bang Adi".

"Where's the Ad?".

"Find the car park first, the parking lot is full of broo".

"Bang Adi has grown up Risda, he knows the direction of the kallleeee road"

"Well that's the man" *t*to refer to the Star and Rita together".

Adi who had just entered the hospital room Risda so confused himself to see his sister and assistant, Nodding his head, shrugging his shoulders, arms swayed to the front of the body cue asked What is the matter.

Buuaahaaaaaa the laughter of Risda, Rita and the Stars instantly broke apart

"Why laugh, ask me what's wrong, why your laugh".

"This is if you're together, you're crazy".

Bhuaaa haaa haaa hihih huft huft "oh my stomach ache, mulees again duh duh gays akoh want to report first yes can not stand it anymore" said Rita while holding her stomach.

"Yes, there you are so dirty".

L"look bang si Rita sampe mules her stomach because look brother's face" bhaaaa haaa haa.

You guys are so clear.

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"Star" call Risda.

'Yes Risda what's going on".

'The last time SNMPTN registration Risda want to list lectures is also rather than nganggur ngak clear".

"Today, why ?? Continue the selection of your favorite country soldier to be taken where Risda sayannnggg".

"My dear, beloved, which school of soldiers accepts disabled students, look at what's attached to my legs, the calf bone is cracked and the ankle is also sprained".

Risda giggled with her own amused by the name of my beloved beloved beloved Star that came out of her mouth.

"Lah was sad, now even a smile of his own smile"

"Still so Riiss?".

"Healthy. My cable is safe

Uh why do we call darling darling".

"Jaelah Ris relax ajalah, that ordinary.

oh yes about SNMPTN registration, let me take care of it, there is still a few hours left".

"Thank you to the stars".

Be calm as the wind blows and the water flows in the way it should.

Follow the path, go through the process without protest.

Time goes on without looking at time. Prepare yourself and prepare mentally.

To live in the world only while the afterlife is eternal.

"Risda asked for her email account".

what e-mail ?.

"your personal e-mail is Risda, because today the account registration used to be later lapse a few days later will come out the data you passed or ngak. If you graduate, you will be asked to meet the admistration in the form of a High School Report (SMA) from the first semester to five "if you have not obtained a diploma, Family Card (KK), Parental Identity and others, etc, much Ris later requested. Well if you do not pass yes stop, there will be a path SBMPTN rules will be different again".

"Waduh many times the conditions. The difference between Sn and Sb".

"Sn there is no more selection because our values are sufficient from our report card results, while in Sb there will be direct selection on the campus specified".

"Oo so it is".

"Where do you see the stars?".

"In a moment, be patient why the hell".

"Yes yes".

"This is ready, the notification passed or not the day after will enter the notification on your email account yes".

"Wokeh Stars thank you".

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