Bossy Bossy Boss

Chapter 49

On Sunday, Radith and Lira went into the room and met with a psychiatrist. They chatted for a while and Radith's friend Hafiz. Hafiz asks Radith to come out so he can chat with Lira without the woman being deterred by Radith's whereabouts.

Radith, of course, complied and left the room and chose to go on the street, sending a message to the Lira to let her know that the Lira was done. He knew this consultation would take quite a while, so he would get tired of waiting, better he went to another place that could wash his eyes, fortunately Hafiz's practice place was close to the mall, so he can play there.

Meanwhile, Lira looks scared and hesitates a little at Hafiz, but she knows Hafiz will be professional so she decides to cooperate, anyway for the sake of her mental health. He wanted to know in truth whether there was something wrong with him, or it was just something coincidental and unintentional.

"You remember or feel like you haven't, since when have you been like this? Is this your character, or is there something that makes you feel angry?" Hafiz asked which made Lira think. She felt like she wasn't, she was even a woman who didn't like the commotion, unless she was forced to.

"It seems like it wasn't. But for some reason, I suddenly felt dislike, uncomfortable if there was a man who denied me, it felt like I was being humbled, that person just underestimated me, he said, so I don't like it and get angry" said Lira, who is hailed by Hafiz. The man asked Lira to tell him.

"You take it easy, I have a code of conduct that will not divulge what you say, including to Radith or anyone else, because here you are my client, think of me as a robot or a wall and you can tell me anything, I'm not going to turn to anyone, I have to know where the problem started so we can work together to find a solution."

Lira finally nodded and followed what Hafiz said. Lira tells how she met Radith and the man often pressured her. She also recounted how Radith abused her and made her leave Indonesia, traumatized and eventually became like this unwittingly.

The man listened to what Lira said without cutting at all. Lira was like a very frustrated person and kept a lot of burden, she even cried when telling this story to Hafiz, the man was very comfortable to talk to, she said, do not cut or invite the Lira to fight fate, unlike other people in general.

"I always felt that when Radith debated me, she was demeaning me, because I had been abused with her, she just considered me a despicable woman. So he could treat me at will and even ask me to obey everything he wanted. I felt unreasonable at first, but it turned out to be so, I always regretted it after fighting with him."

"I understand a little bit the root of your problem. This is not a trivial matter, you feel hurt, even if you feel good on the outside, but in your heart, you are harboring great pain. It will be difficult to make peace with yourself, but slowly, you can slowly make peace with the wound, because after all, life will continue to go on."

"I wanted to do it too, but no matter how hard I tried, I felt that all those memories had been stuck in my brain, so I couldn't forget. And every time I was angry, I didn't realize it at the time, but after a while, I just realized that what I was doing wasn't right."

"Inner injuries will indeed be difficult to heal, do not try to forget it, because by trying to forget it, you will continue to remember it. Slow down, all there is a process, we must make peace with the problems that befall us. Not to forget, but to forgive, and slowly if you remember it, you'll assume it's commonplace, not painful anymore."

"Yes, I want to ask. Are you later, or after you fought the old Radith, until you separated for five years. Do you feel a slight change in mood? Strange example here like you arrived crying, but immediately feel happy time there, that's it."

"Eum, I didn't remember it, but after asking this question I remembered. I often arrive feeling like I'm crying, so I watch or look for sad stories to cry, so it's not because I watch and I'm sad, but I want to be sad, so I watch a movie," lira said that actually did not make the doctor surprised.

"Whenever I think the change is quite fast, for example, this is you crying again, arriving you somehow feel ilfeel same me, so feel annoyed so. An archer?" Asked Hafiz who was re-conceived by Lira, she did not want to hide it so that she could get proper treatment.

"All can be overcome, but can not be obtained by instant means. If you agree, we will begin the therapeutic process for you. Actually you have bipolar symptoms, I can only say symptoms/Indications, because it needs further examination to confirm it. It is likely that you will recover, so do not be discouraged, all there must be a way," said Hafiz who makes Lira more sad.

"What if I proved to be bipolar, I would relapse easily? Can it be cured? I don't want my disease to make my family difficult, let alone my child who has started to grow up, I don't want him to see his mother like this," lira said that made Hafiz silent for a moment, but still maintained her smile.

"As I said, you don't have to worry too much. First, we will check with the more experts and authorized to decide what you want. If it is true, we will begin regular therapy to cure it. If it's not true, we can meet from various periods just to chat like this, knowing the mood development you have."

"Ah, if this is in a teen novel or movie, I must have fallen in love just as much, because we were getting closer, I kept cheating on Radith, a lot of them later," said Lira who immediately laughed amusedly with the joke she made herself.

"Haha, I'm not the type who likes to snatch people's lovers, let alone I try to be professional in dealing with clients. That will preserve the quality of my work as well as my credibility as a psychiatrist. So don't worry, what's in the novel won't happen in the client's life confides in me."

"Hahaha, yes you are a professional, forgive me. But doc, thank you very much for listening to my curses, and providing a solution for me. I feel a little relieved because so far there is no one I can invite to chat like this," said Lira with a sincere smile.

"Next week, we'll meet again for a consultation with the experts, so we can find out what's really going on. Well if so, we can find and use the right way to communicate and find the best solution, he said, I hope what I'm doing right now can help you a little bit and ease the burden you've got."

"Okay, I'll be back next week. Thank you so much for helping and for taking the time to help me. Not starting treatment has made me a little relieved. Maybe what I need is a friend to talk to," said Lira who answered a smile from Hafiz.

Lira came out of the room with a sigh of relief, she looked for Radith's whereabouts, but nothing, finally she looked for her phone and just read the message Radith gave. He immediately texted the man and waited outside, sitting on a small swing while playing his phone.

Meanwhile, Radith who was looking for clothes did not see Lira had given him a message, the man forgot to set his phone to silent mode, so the Lira message did not sound, he said, he was busy looking for new clothes that he could use to go to work, he also chose good clothes worn by Lira.

After half an hour of looking, the man finally opened his phone and immediately panicked because Lira must have waited a long time. The man immediately left the goods he had taken and immediately drove his car to the Hafiz practice. He could see the Lira who was bowing on the swing. The man felt guilty for making Lira sad like that.

Radith walked over, he wanted to apologize to Lira, but it turned out that he found Lira with her eyes closed and her breathing in order. Turns out the Lira was sleeping in a sitting position on a swing. Raidth was of course shocked by that, how could Lira sleep in such an unpleasant and dangerous position?

"Not yet Lu kejungkal ahead, there is just a sleep position like this," said Radith slowly because he did not want Lira to wake up. The man turned his back on Lira and tried to take the Lira for her to carry, but it turned out to be difficult. Radith was afraid that Lira would fall if she kept pushing to carry in this position.

Radith was finally forced to carry Lira like an ape mother carrying a Monkey child. Like a child carried by his mother, too. The man placed the Lira like a hugging position, letting the Lira lean on his shoulders and their bodies clinging to each other. Radith took Lira home, she planned to eat out, but it failed because the Lira fell asleep, so they got home quickly.

They took longer to get home because Radith didn't want to speed, he only walked slowly on the left side because he did not want to make Lira shaken or shocked and instead had to wake up from his sleep in an uncomfortable position, it would definitely make him dizzy.

Radith carried Lira in the same way, she wanted to carry bridal style, but she felt too heavy, it was better to carry in this way. They entered the courtyard of Radith's house and Lira squirmed. The move made Radith stiffen.

Radith felt all over her body like she was stung by a bee, but what felt most was something down there. He immediately woke up because he was accidentally rubbed by Lira. Because the woman is still asleep, she's like hugging Radith, maybe dreaming Radith is the bolster and doing that.

"Aissh, why do I have to swipe the same swipe taped like this anyway? It's me so it's not necessary to carry the twin mountains alone like this, he's also not concerned when his little brother finds a house and wants to get into it, I have to hurry anyway, I have to hurry, don't want Lira to wake up and know I'm turning on 'cause of her."

Radith immediately went into Lira's room and was about to leave, but the woman held him back, Lira seemed to half-consciously ask Radith to accompany her because she felt dizzy and afraid of things that actually did not exist. Radith certainly could not argue and chose to immediately put herself to sleep on Lira's mattress, if Lira slept, she could get out of here.

The woman unknowingly removed the covering br4, allowing Radith to clearly witness the attraction of the twins. But Radith still knows himself to behave normally and does not want to feel lust because of it, even though the circumstances below are quite the opposite.

The lira who was still asleep was just rummaging indistinctly. Making Radith feel resigned and look the other way, he is a normal man who certainly will not refuse if given this fortune and pleasure, he said, but he also remembered the sin and did not want Lira to just take advantage of it, he did not want to take advantage of doing this.

"Oh my God, Radith is a good boy, Radith is a obedient boy, Radith will not intentionally do what you forbid, let alone this kind of problem. Dear God, give Radith more faith if you have to be here longer," said Radith who closed his eyes because he wanted to keep looking in that direction.

Suddenly, Lira's hand was on her heirloom, the object that had started to stand was more and more standing after being touched by Lira. It feels so tight in my pants. She felt uneasy and began to feel sick, so she immediately woke up from her sleep and ran to her room to finish "something".

"It is true to test faith. That's he accidentally put the ladder he put on. Gosh, obviously it was not on purpose, that person he was also closed his eyes, sleeping, maybe he was not on purpose, gosh, god, I was wondering what he would say if I had already served him.

"Hold Radith, hold on a second, not yet. If it's legal and he's so, it's too late until he's overwhelmed, hahaha."