Bossy Bossy Boss

Chapter 47

“Ra, we have to get married quickly, because we have to lex register Sean's birth certificate, and I want us to be a whole family. What are you waiting for again? I've changed, we've changed. We have lived in the house and I think it is time we start a new life, a new life, a new life, ” said Radith who thought in silence as they sat while watching television, he thought of many things and possibilities if they delayed the marriage.

“Sean agrees that we are married? Don't you remember when Sean said he didn't agree to me getting married? How's tuh? Who plays puzzles too, you can not solve the puzzle, are you sure we are still married?” ask Lira amused Radith who like to bear a huge burden with the existence of this marriage problem. Lira had actually thought about it, but there was still a disturbing feeling that made her afraid to marry Radith.

“I'm serious, if it's just a matter of Sean calling me Uncle dad, it's up to him. I have no problem if he is comfortable. But the important thing is we get married first, if you're sure of me, and this is also for Sean's future, you can't run away from this forever right? Sean needs a whole family, both data and reality. Sean has grown bigger Ra, he has the right to know that I am his biological son.”

“His biological father Dith, if you're Sean's son, even spooky, how the hell? I know the problem, I've thought about it too, but my instincts say not now, usually I always follow my instincts, if my heart says not, it means not. That's what made me rethink marriage to you, Dith. Now I ask you, have you been completely at peace with your past?”

“You've made peace with your feelings? Can you consider Luna ordinary? You can't even raise your head firmly in front of him, can you? As long as you cannot be at peace with yourself, how can you start a life of abru? You think I want to live in the shadow of Luna for the rest of my life?” ask Lira who made Radith go silent. He could not dispute Lira's statement.

“Lo may be drunk, and Lo can't remember the events of five years, ah maybe 6 years ago. Lo went into the room in Lo's office, Lo pulled me and Lo forced me to hook up with Lo, but do you remember when Lo called Luna's name instead of me? Do you remember that Dith? Even when I give you something precious, the thing I protected Lo, Lo still calls her name Dith.”

“Lo probably thought I decided not to call Lo again, I went to Australia and raised Sean myself because I was disappointed with Lo, and disappointed because Lo memp3rkosa I right? Though no, I was much more disappointed because Lo took it with Lo imagine again doing it with another girl. Lo shadow not destroyed me?”

“Lo thinks it's easy to be me? You think I don't want to apologize to Lo completely and consider all clear? You think I don't want to heal my trauma? I want to, I want to, but I can't. Yesterday I saw Lo was still different from Luna, I was diem, but I could think that Lo did not completely let go of him. If Brother Darrel lives in Luna, I'm sure Lo will come back to him, can Lo deny everything I said? Lo any plea?”

“Lo Just thought the problem would take responsibility to Sean. You just reasoned about Sean's future, but Lo never even thought about my trauma, what I felt, Lo also just told me we should get married, I'm afraid, but Lo did not think how mental I if we get married,” said Lira who exploded because Radith just silent from now on.

“Tempo hari Lo says that your trauma is gone, you are healed. Why is it different now? Lo why? What made you change. Even the time there is also ordinary Lo, Lo can still laugh with Me and even no problem what, but now?” ask the confused Radith to Lira.

“Iya, before I see Lo same Luna. Lo who still love to die with Him, I don't know Dith, I don't know. I don't want to marry Lo, I don't want to, mission, I want to go back to the room,” said Lira who immediately stood up, and ran to her room. Radith is confused. They're not arguing, they're discussing marriage. But the Lira was angry and like this. Radith looked back, is there anything he said that was wrong?

“If Luna's problem, indeed until whenever I will not be able to be ordinary to Him, and Lira knows it. I even lost contact with Luna because of this. I've tried as much as I can to not talk to Him, but why even be like gini anyway?” radith asked who was astonished by this situation. He was agitated and Afraid of Lira being angry, but he thought it was not a good thing to approach Lira at a time like this.

“Uncle, Uncle-Dad quarreled with Mami huh? Uncle-dad don't stay with Mami huh, Sean wants Uncle-dad to be Papi Sean, but Uncle don't be mad at Mami, Yes?” asked Sean who arrived and sat in Radith's arms. The man of course felt bad because his son had to hear their baseless quarrel.

“Then, in Australia, Papi also often quarrel with Mami. When Papi was playing with Sean, Mami arrived and was angry at Papi, but after that Mami cried, Sean did not know why. Mami is often strange so Uncle, but Sean still loves Mami, Sean wants Mmai happy,” Sean said in a childlike tone.

“wait a minute, Your mom is often so?” Radith asked in surprise. Sean nodded his head slowly, but he immediately raised his head in fear Radith would get angry, but the man hugged him and rubbed his head, saying nothing.

“Sean, now Sean just go to the room yes. It's time for Sean to learn, right? Continue to watch mostly tv well, later if it's 8 hours straight to sleep. Uncle check into Sean's room, okay?” asked Radith who was possessed by Sean. They part ways, with Sean walking into his room singing quietly, and Radith digesting what Sean said.

“Tempo day, Lira suddenly rambles when fighting with I, but if I think, it's not a big problem, right now. Is there any explanation for why he's like that? If because of her hate for me, cook her to do it to that guy Ausie? it can't be so, right? Jeez, this is Lira don't..”

Radith immediately stood up and rushed to approach Lira, afraid that Lira would do something beyond reason. Radith knocked on the door of Lira's room, but there was no answer at all. Not even a sound was heard. Radith tries to open the door, but it turns out to be in the key from the inside. He panicked, he kept pounding on the door of the room.

“Radith? Why are you in here? Do you want to take a shower?” suddenly Lira came out of the bathroom wearing only a kimono towel. He looked at Radith in surprise, of course, because Radith barged into his room. While Radith who saw Lira immediately rushed at the woman and hugged her tightly, she was very afraid of Lira doing crazy things that threatened her life.

“You why the hell? Why did you break down my bedroom door? Why don't you wait for me to come out?” ask Lira confusedly. Actually Radith was anxious and wanted to scold Lira, but she remembered about what Sean said and she decided to just keep it in her arms. While Lira was still silent and waiting for Radith's reason, the man looked panicked and in disarray. Is there a thief and he's afraid Lira is hurt?

“You're not papa, are you? You're okay, right? Why don't you fuck? Why don't you answer me? I am very worried about you,” said Radith who increasingly makes Lira confused. Radith came in in a panic, why was Lira being asked? Shouldn't Radith be asked this problem, what happens until Radith is as scared and as sweet as this?

“I'm taking a shower, I'm soundproofing the bathroom. I also write music inside. What the hell are you? Why don't you come in and wait? If hunt – hunt, why not use a spare key in the front drawer of my room, right there. If it is broken down that even damaged the door, then I will sleep where if the door is not right?” lira asked as she stared at the wide open door of her room.

“sorry yes, I am worried about you. Keep arriving kangen also the same you, so yes I want to enter, uh you have no answer, I think you why – napa, so I just broke it. I was too panicked to remember that there was a spare key there,” said Radith who made Lira laugh amusedly, it turns out that the man had no reason to worry, even tend not to be qualified.

“Tomorrow I call a handyman to make your door. Now you take a change of clothes, keep changing in my room only, now I sleep in Sean's room only, so we can also be more familiar,” said Radith who was embraced by Lira. He picked up his clothes, selana and underwear, then went back to Radith, although he still did not understand what Radith was thinking, which was important now that he could sleep comfortably in Radith's room, his favorite room is wide and cold.

Actually in this house there are 3 guest rooms, but because they never receive guests, the room was never used and cleaned, so it is not comfortable if the Lira has to sleep there. They are also not used to sleeping in unlocked rooms, given what they have experienced.

After Lira goes into Radith's room, the man does not go straight into Sean's room, he goes to his study and finds out, what exactly makes Lira up like that? There must be something wrong already happening, the Lira's emotional changes are extreme, and it may be a danger if not treated immediately.

"Boderline, personality disorder, borderline personality disorder is a mental disorder characterized by mood and self-image that is often fickle and has impulsive behavior. Bipolar, aggressive behavior and angry outbursts as well as extreme emotional changes." Radith read everything he found on the search engine.

The man panicked when he realized that what Lira was doing was extreme and that he might have bipolar, or maybe multiple personalities? Radith did not dare to give a diagnosis because he was not an expert. He had to take Lira to go to a psychiatrist to make things clear, but how to explain it to Lira?

The man continued to look for symptoms of mental illness, apparently the symptoms are quite common if we are not sensitive to the person, because it is actually the same as other angry people, only time is different. Like Radith who had been unconscious Lira often experienced emotional changes.

Even Radith didn't realize until this second that Sean hadn't explained about them while living in the kangaroo country. He had to bring Lira to treatment immediately, because all the diseases he read about, if not treated immediately, the disease would overwhelm his brain and heart so that the person would completely lose his mind.

Well, the rough language, they will be included in the ODGJ, Radith certainly does not want the Lira to be late to know this. Or did Lira know but not tell Radith? Is this the reason Lira won't marry him? All of those questions revolved like a top on the man's head, making the man really dizzy and stressed just by thinking about it.

He closes the laptop without turning it off, then exits the study and goes into Sean's room. The boy was already sleeping, indeed Sean was a well-organized and obedient child, so it was not difficult to command himself, he would work to the maximum even if not supervised, well, well, it must have been for Radith that attitude had decreased from him, hahaha.

"Hopefully everything I read is not accurate and what Lira experienced because she was angry, no matter what. Yeah, well, hufft, I hope that's really because I don't know what to do with the Lira if this is all true?"

"I'm just overwhelmed with health care, let alone her being sick? Should you take care of the extra dong? Gosh."

Radith reluctantly thought about it again, she decided to close her eyes immediately and sleep, she would think about it again tomorrow.