
This is a serious dilemma for him. Not about not wanting to help others or not wanting to ease the burden of Friska, or not being willing to carry out the mandate given to him by Rolan, this is more to Toni fear that someday his decision will be a bomb for himself, really he is afraid if he has to regret his decision today at a later time.
But if he does not respond to Friska's request, it seems that he will not only disappoint the mother of Cila, he said, but it seems like he will also make his wife who is so enthusiastic in helping to restore her best friend's sanity to be disappointed as well.
"I'll come again next week, hopefully things will improve," Toni finally agrees to what still makes her wonder if the decision she's taking is true.
But yes, the decision has been taken, just face everything that will happen in the future.
**
A week passed Toni and Raya fulfilled her promise to come back to the hospital to meet Cila there, but it turned out that the answer from the hospital was quite surprising for the two of them, because they say that Cila has not been treated there again since 3 days ago.
Friska had already taken her daughter out of the hospital for financial reasons.
"Let's meet them at his house!" jengak Raya's.
"Do we have to go that far into their lives? I think we'll let them live their own lives" Toni subtly refused.
"But we promised you this week we'd see Cila, baby!" Reminds me again.
If it was like that Toni could not dwell anymore, he could only obey his wife, besides it was true also what his wife said, if he had promised.
After Toni never came to the house of the late Rolan, today is the first time again Toni set foot in a house that actually carved many memories of her youth, because Toni's teenage years are spent in the gym and sometimes helping in the main house of Rolan in order to get a wage from the mafia leader who during his life.
But the situation is now not like it used to be, if the house used to look luxurious and there were always many guards around the house, now the house looks dull and unkempt, and the house looks dull, even now there seemed deserted, no one was guarding the house.
Likewise with the gym that looks closed, it seems like no one takes care of the gathering place of fighters and boxers there, there, if before every 3 days the place will look crowded because there is a free boxing match, now the place only looks like an abandoned building without anyone taking care of it.
"Oh, you guys apparently?" Welcome Friska to open the door for her guests.
"Tante, is it true that Cila's not in the hospital anymore?" Tanya Raya's.
Friska bowed, there was a sad look on her face.
"Tante can't pay Cila's fees there anymore,"
"Where is Cila now?"
"He is above, now it is quite improved, aunty chose to take road treatment only, because the development has also improved since Lion wants to see him," Friska pointed towards Cila's room whose door was closed.
"Honey, meet Cila there, there's something important that I need to talk to Aunt Friska about,"
Again Raya told him to meet Cila alone without her.
Toni has no longer express any protest, it feels he is lazy even to just argue with his wife.
Toni went up to the 2nd floor without speaking anything either to Raya or to Friska, her steps went straight to the room of Cila that she had memorized so much, maybe this is called husband afraid wife.
Is there no more jealousy in the heart of his wife for him, why as if he continues to be encouraged to meet Cila who clearly still loves her, it is, even though before Cila was depressed and entered a mental hospital, Raya was most jealous of the woman who had been her fiance.
Toni knocked on Cila's room door several times as impatient, probably because of Toni's irritating effect on his wife.
"Bang Lion? Did you really come back to see Cila?" The smile of a woman his wife's age was bursting, his eyes sparkling with the arrival of Toni.
"Abang is there a problem at the gym? How rich are you not happy? When you play again, Cila wants to watch," said Cila excitedly.
"I'm not competing anymore, I'm retired." replied Toni originally.
"Since when? Did dad know? Oh yes, I've never seen since Cila came home, Cila never saw Dad, mother also if asked about father never answered. Do you know where Dad went?" Cila just kept asking and chattering like a child.
"Your father?" Beo Toni, as if he did not understand what was asked by Cila, even though he was just trying to avoid discussing the matter, for fear that the words were wrong and made Cila's condition drop again.
"Honey, there is this Kingdom," Friska came following to Cila's room with Raya with her.
"Hi, Raya, it's been a long time since we met, last time we met when you were going to college abroad, it's a real miss!" cila exclaimed hysterically, as if she had not seen Raya for a long time, but a few days ago they met while she was still being treated in a mental hospital.
It seems that there are some memory parts in Cila's head that are missing, even if the memory is not lost, the sequence becomes inappropriate, at least that was what Friska explained to Raya when she was at the bottom.
Actually, Raya had offered help if Friska really needed her help, only Friska refused, on the grounds that she did not want to bother others, Friska just asked her and Toni often came to see her daughter, Friska, because the arrival of the two of them, especially Toni, proved to be able to make Cila's situation even better. Progress is becoming more visible.
"Bang, know this, my best friend at school, he was very good with me, he was also his cool and loyal son, he never married!" babble Kingdom who introduced Raya to Toni, as if in his mind that they did not know each other.
Toni and Raya threw their stiff smiles at each other.
"Be careful not to have a crush, starting from throwing smiles at each other, long throwing feelings at each other! Inget Martin Ray, again Bang Lion is only mine, no one can take it from me" said Cila.
"Calm down, I'm married!" Raya flaunts her ring towards Cila.
"You're married? With Martin? Ah, congratulations! But you can't help me"
"Yes I'm married, but not to Martin, but to Toni!" jabaya Raya's.
"Toni? is that your college buddy?" cila's forehead looked wrinkled.
"Yes Toni, I will introduce her to you sometime," said Raya as she blinked one eye trying to tease and make a puzzle that seemed to tease Cila and act like a mysterious pretentious, pretentious act, while the man who was meant by none other than Toni, the man who was now standing in front of her was just a small smile.
"Later if I get married to the Lion bang I will invite you, even I will invite everyone including our friends during school first, I'll also have a very big party for a whole week" he chanted excitedly as he told a story.
Instead of what happened to Raya and Toni, their faces immediately pale and look completely wrong when they heard Cila's speech just now.
Making the two speechless and not daring to say a word.
"What if it's like this now?" toni asked as they were on their way home from Cila's house.
Toni continued to grumble and blame the grand Kingdom for forcing herself to meet Cila, and it was proven that the ends even became complicated like this.
"The name is also sick, baby. Let's just understand!" Elak Raya's.
"Do you not care about this husband of yours, even if until he asks to marry me you will tell me to fulfill his wish?" sewot Toni could no longer hold back.
"That's impossible!" great Tweet.
"No way, you are now changing, always acting as you please, without thinking whether I agree or not, whether it is dangerous in the future or not," angry Toni expressed her frustration that she had been alone in her heart.