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Dilemmas

Hopefully, Toni's decision to meet Cila there was a decision that really gave good to all parties, where Cila became better, and Friska could also feel calm.

And hopefully this goodness does not backfire on itself in the days that follow, because sometimes good intentions or good deeds do not always get good rewards as well.

Hoping with the death of 3 people who make their lives both seem to be in hell that ends all suffering and ends all the problems that occur, he said, although sometimes terbesit silly questions both in the heart of Raya and in the mind of Toni

''Is all this really over?'

Of course, the problem will always come will never be there, for those who live on earth, because throughout the journey of life in this world is about learning, learning how to deal with problems, and how to deal with them, how to deal with sadness, bitterness, happiness.

Because happiness will sometimes be a problem if we do not ask how to respond appropriately.

Depart that afternoon they went to the mental hospital where Cila is being treated at this time.

Friska's face was immediately revealed when she found Toni finally fulfilled her request to meet the princess who according to doctors was in "Critical" situation.

Critical words for patients like Cila are indeed not to be confused with the critical attitude of patients who are physically ill, in this case Cila's depression is getting worse.

"How can it be like this, auntie?" Tanya Raya's.

"It's all aunty's fault, when the aunt confided in him about her father's death, Cila immediately raged and hysterically, Auntie had no one to pour out the sadness that the aunt felt, and the, auntie doesn't have anyone else right now!" Friska sobbed in Raya's arms.

Not wanting to be swept up in the sad story of Friska, Toni interrupted the conversation of 2 women who rarely interacted before, but now suddenly seemed very familiar.

"I don't have much time, where do I and Raya have to meet Cila?" tanya Toni flat.

"Let me drop off" asked a nurse.

"You go there by yourself, I want to nemenin aunt Friska first here, pliss!" Please cupped both hands in the chest.

Although actually Toni was a little annoyed and lazy when it turned out that he had to meet Cila alone without being with his wife, this was outside the agreement when they were at home, his feelings were trapped.

Toni was taken to a hallway where there were special enclosures to isolate patients who could not be put together with other patients for various reasons, it could be because it tends to hurt other patients, or it could even hurt itself.

"Please, sir!" The nurse opened the door of the special room.

It looks like Cila was in his bed closed his eyes with hands and feet tied together with the bed because since last night he went berserk, slamming all the items nearby, and he was stuck, so that the hospital decided to tie his hands and feet like that, so as not to hurt others and also himself.

Toni approached the side of the bed where there was a chair facing the patient bed, maybe where the nurses when giving drugs and so on.

Toni was sitting in that chair, while two male nurses stood guard at the door, guarding if things went wrong there, they would be quick to help.

"Crazy!" Call Toni, calling out the name of the girl she once thought of as a sister just before the events that got them caught up in the wrong engagement.

Cila slowly opened her eyes as she heard a familiar voice in her ears, and longed for it.

"Bang Lion!" Sluggishly.

His tears flowed from the corner of his eyes without command, his gaze continued to lead to the face of Toni who was now real before him not only in his imagination.

"Don't you really be here, it's not a dream, is it?" Cicit Cila lirih.

If both his hands and feet were not tied like that maybe now he had run into the arms of the man he missed.

"Yes, I'm here" Toni briefly chimed in on Cila's soft babble who kept looking at her like she was reluctant to turn away even to blink once.

Indeed, the words of Cila just now, had succeeded in disturbing his mind, there was a little compassion in his mind, how the woman who was now lying before him looked very sad with a very thin body, so thin, her eyes were sunken with her blackened under eyes, completely different from the Cila she had previously known.

"Cheal first, you can come home later,"

"But I'm not sick, I'm fine, I just want to go home, I don't hurt anything, why am I tied up like this, it hurts so much!" Rengek Cila complained and asked for help to Toni who felt would definitely be able to help him.

Toni seemed to run out of words, it felt like she was unable to answer Cila's whining, really she felt sorry for Cila's situation, she said, but to decide that woman to get out of there or stay there is of course not her capacity to decide all that.

"I will come here again and hope you are better than you are now, please follow the advice of the doctor, and obey the nurses who take care of you, do not make your mother sad, he loves you so much!" Toni said.

Toni is sure that no matter what the current psychic state of Cila is, the woman will certainly be able to hear and understand everything she conveys to Cila. Evidently throughout their obrolaqn here there is no sign of Cila rampaging or shouting as Friska told him on the phone.

The conversation between him and Cila was normal and two-way, Toni did not feel that she was talking to Cila as a mental hospital patient, but like their chat usually that is often done first when their relationship is still fine.

Not looking the slightest depression on Cila's face at this time, only visible physical changes that are so very noticeable, other than it looks and feels ordinary.

Toni called out to the two nurses standing at the door.

"May I ask you to untie her hands and feet?" Ask Toni.

The two nurses threw eyes at each other,

"I guarantee that there will be nothing, I am responsible if he goes berserk or hurts myself and others" Toni said.

"But we - -"

"I'll take responsibility!" toni said sure.

"Well," the two nurses finally complied with Toni's request, starting from unbinding her hands, then opening the bonds on both legs.

Sure enough, Cila immediately rushed to hug Toni when the bond in her hands and feet had just come off.

"Thank you bang, Cila is sad to be here, please tell father and mother that Cila wants to go home and Cila will not be naughty anymore" he said.

"Yes, I'll tell them later." replied Toni could only give up as Cila hugged her tightly, she just let Cila hug her without returning her embrace at all.

Toni begins to think that there's nothing wrong with her helping Cila heal, for the sake of humanity.

I don't know that hatred and anger just flew away when I saw that miserable state of Cila before him.

"How's it?" Tanya Raya and Friska almost simultaneously, as Toni is seen returning to their place in the hospital lobby.

"He's starting to calm down now, there's no resistance, even when I told him to eat and take his medicine, he said," bright Toni who left Cila after the woman ate and took the medicine, then fell asleep due to the effects of the drug she drank.

"Please for you to come here again a few times next time that Cila can recover and go home, aunt is really lonely at home after her father Cila is gone." Friska.

"Just relax, we'll visit Cila again, Auntie." Raya made her own decision without asking Toni for her first approval.

"Well, baby?" Kingdom , looking towards Toni who can only breathe heavily.

This is a serious dilemma for him. Not about not wanting to help others or not wanting to ease the burden of Friska, or not being willing to carry out the mandate given to him by Rolan, this is more to Toni fear that someday his decision will be a bomb for himself, really he is afraid if he has to regret his decision today at a later time.

But if he does not respond to Friska's request, it seems that he will not only disappoint the mother of Cila, but it seems that he will also make his wife who is so enthusiastic to be disappointed as well.