
finished my show and ovi rested in the room.
why is my heart pounding like this, honestly I'm nervous this is my first time and ovi slept in the room.
mas I take a shower first yes, said ovi briefly. I just nodded and smiled while looking at ovi's face.
ovi looks nervous, maybe he feels the same way as me, the same in awkward situations.
I laid my body on the bed and looked up at the sky of my bridal room.
I'm unceasingly grateful that everything is going well, although many events have caused me heartache.
but it did not rule out the possibility for me to stay happy, past my first night with ovi.
***plasback**...
"vi kasian very much your fate" said one of the ovi family shriveled with tears that dripped, he hugged ovi tightly while giving congratulations on the pelaminan..
indeed it made my heart cut, I who heard it could only silently accept such insults.
maybe I will not get revenge but I will never forget it.
ovi looked at me, he smiled and tried to make my mood improve.
do not be taken heart mas, you see me, even if I do not feel sorry to marry you, there I am happy and grateful because you are my husband.
I am happy to hear the words of the woman who is now my wife.
plasback*.
Aa not shower first? asked ovi briefly, I just kept quiet and stared at ovi.
ovi was nervous again.This was our first experience and I am grateful that I was the first to touch my wife.
*the long night is over...
****
Thanks*!! bobby said..for what??ask ovi with a shy smile, "make it all up" said bobby in his voice.
already let's take a shower and then go out for breakfast, mommy same bp must have been waiting for us.
Deg.
finished my bath and ovi came out to ovi's parents.
Morning ..pak buk!my broom to them. Let's sit down said my mother-in-law, let's quickly eat you guys must be tired.
my heart calmed down a little, which was initially tense hearing my mother's jokes made my mood improve.
we ate together without anyone talking, finished eating me and ovi back in the room.
Aa don't be that awkward, consider your own home, said ovi softly.
I just nodded in agreement with ovi's words, if you know what's on my mind right now.
I don't want my marriage to start with sadness, I try to find a topic of conversation so that the awkward atmosphere becomes warm.
a lot of things we talked about, we talked to each other and laughed together.
a week after our marriage, ovi returned to work, as usual I drove ovi to work.
currently I am still unemployed, after delivering ovi, I look for orders.
whatever lakonin is important make money.
why is it so hard to find a job, long time ago I'm getting uneasy with old man ovi, with all my energy trying to find a job.
sometimes tired too and spes up too, but if I remember the words of the ovi family make my spirit rise again.
sepulng escorted ovi work I stopped by my parents' house, so by looking at my mother just my feeling became calm.
I always complained to my mother, it made the burden of my mind less, mother is where I hold all the burden I carry.
and from his passion also I could always pass all the trials that God gave me.
finished telling the story, I ate first before going home, I looked at my mother and father, my heart ached looking into their worries with my current situation.
god, why do I always bother them?bobby said in his heart, Lord I want to be able to carve a smile on their lips and remove the burden on their hearts and shoulders.
my spirit is getting hotter, a lot of dreams that I want to realize, hopefully everything will pass quickly, I said in my heart.
soon I decided to go home and immediately to ovi's place of work, to pick him up.