BLUE METAVERSE

UNDECIDED

Blue was silent for a moment in front of the door of the minimalist modern design house. He did not immediately attach his fingerprint to the automatic sensor to open the door. Nor ring the bell as do house guests or anyone who does not have access to open the door of the house designed with a high level of security system. His heart is still broken. It feels like Blue still can't believe what he's going through today. Bizarrely. His story is truly remarkable. He may have been kidnapped by the man who gave birth to him in this world. Either be happy or angry Blue doesn't know. The meeting of mother and child that should be the most important and happy warm moment in life actually feels very bland. His feelings are empty like in a vacuum that no human has ever visited.

Mama, a woman who said some people have heaven on the soles of her feet to bring her home to her brother without stopping or just greeting the owner. Hid. Cowardly. He must have been afraid that he might have tried to kidnap his step-granddaughter. Honestly, Blue doesn't want to see that woman again. He did not want to polemic with his sister's family who had been struggling to raise him all this time. Mama had struggled to give birth to him, but as a child Blue also never asked to be born from the womb of a woman who never tried to fight for her child. She's a selfish girl. Forget about the meeting. Consider pleasantries. What matters now is that Blue has returned home. Blue has accepted her destiny as an orphan and she has also made a navel for the child she was born with. That means Blue does not need the presence of mama, and vice versa. Hopefully things will stay and come back as before.

Then what if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow the woman comes to see him again as she promised? What is the right reason to use to avoid. Blue doesn't want to hurt anyone. Blue is not able to choose where to side, with his mother or father's family who have raised him when in fact they are in dispute. I don't know what's in dispute, Blue doesn't want to know. He doesn't want to get dizzy.

“Why are you there? Login, Bi!” Blue looked up, a little surprised to hear the soft voice that was lurking along with the sigh of the night wind

Her sister-in-law who that night looked very pretty in a dress and veil of salem color had been standing in front of the wide-open door. The woman greeted him with a bright face despite faint fatigue on the sidelines. His smile is so shady. The graceful woman who did not say much immediately hugged him. Nyepi. Warmth was slowly flowing into the body of Blue who almost froze.

God, why don't you just predestine me to be born out of this woman's womb? I don't like my mom at first sight. Although often irritated and envious, I felt more affection for my niece than my mother. Faiz is always there when I need him. While mom ...? How can I measure the kindness of a woman who intends to kidnap a granddaughter she does not know well.

What's wrong Faiz? What is wrong Satya? Didn't know if all this time this family who raised the blood of his flesh with affection.

Blue dismissed the thoughts that filled her brain cavities, welcomed Ritha's embrace, and immersed herself in a deeper warmth to give her a little sense of calm.

“You didn't stop by?”

Blue shakes.

Ritha patted slowly on her sister-in-law's shoulder. With an expanding smile he let go of his embrace then slowly pushed Blue's body with both hands grasping both shoulders Blue who was still stiff.

“Nothing. Maybe it's late. You guys have an appointment to see you again right?” That sounds like an entertaining sentence. Though not.

I don't want to see you again, brother. I don't want to meet

again with the man who thought I was dead. Let him worship the navel of Aludra

Zaina. I'm Blue, not Aludra Zain.

Blue does not open the mouth. Petrifying.

“So I'm so glad you came home safe, Bi. Ye

you should always remember, until whenever this is your home. A daughter is the responsibility of her guardian. Satya's sister is your walimu, papa's replacement. No matter what happens, you will be with us. We all love you.”

Blue nodded slowly. Without being forced her lips curl the smile line and then re-enfold the shady-faced woman. The sentence confirms where he should bind himself. If you can choose, Blue wants to be born from his womb so that he can be proud of him in front of his friends. He did not want to have a mother who would abduct the child who abandoned his biological child.

Ritha did not ask again even though there were actually a lot of questions that settled in her head, because she knew that Blue was not feeling well. Blue must still be in shock and reluctant to talk anything related to mama. That gesture was what read from her lips that curled a flat smile. Tasteless.

Ritha grabbed his shoulder

and brought him into the house without saying anything more. He knew Blue needed time to rest and calm down first. It's late anyway.

“Iya. Achy body all.”

“If you have not prayed, pray first so that the rest is calmer.”

Blue nodded. He just remembered again if he had to pray because of the chaos that occurred today. May God understand his situation.

The two hurriedly walked in across the family living room. Satya is looking

talk seriously with your guests. Rarely did her brother invite guests to the house. Almost all business talks are conducted in offices, restaurants, or in business rooms

the hotel. The guest was a stranger, not a relative Blue had ever known before.

Blue approached her sister for a moment to kiss her hand

and meant to just greet guests with a nod of the head and a thin, stale smile. After that, he will immediately enter the room, take a warm bath with soap that smells refreshing, change clothes, pray and sleep. Today was very tired.

After greeting his hand, Satya instead embraces and introduces him to the handsome man in casual dress who is around his mid-thirties. “ Introduce! This is the youngest sister I was telling you about, Za. Name's Blue.”

The man with a beautiful face nodded and smiled. Duh, seeing her smile Blue knee immediately felt limp. His smile was like it could be crippling with just a single blow. Blue was glued for a moment. His heart stopped beating, but the next second Blue was stunned to return the smile with the most beautiful smile he had. Heart warms. Suddenly, flowers were all around him.

“This is a colleague from Surabaya, Bi. Name's Riza. The best singles of the year.” Satya introduced her guest while laughing loosely. I don't know what that means.

Huh huh? A jomlo? Not wrong? Why are those cute and cool people still single? Uh ... Maybe he is among those who do not like women. Ih amit amit

Idiotically. Idiotically. Idiotically. Blue cursed herself who was too easily charmed.

“Focus only on education and activities that make

you're happy, Bi. A soul mate does not need to be pursued, later if it is time also come alone.” Blue spelled the doctrine in his heart many times. Really am. He does not want to be someone who falls in love easily. The effect is cheap. Women have to sell expensive to be appreciated.

Just think it's okay, Blue. Every good person will be met with a good soul mate. So focus on learning to improve yourself.

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Sorry, long time no update.

Hopefully in the future spent time and facilitated his mind to write and write again.

Thank you for being a patient and loyal reader. Love you soo much😘