Blue Between Two Hearts
trapped in the shadows
Love is blind, we cannot determine on whom our hearts are anchored. Love is present without excuse therefore we often realize too late. If love is present then it is difficult to tell her to leave.
Syahna does not know why lately he often thinks of blue. For three days now, blue is always present in the mind of the shahna. Removing the blue shadow from his mind turned out to be extremely difficult.
The new romantic Dinner atmosphere Syahna felt once in her lifetime that night. Although the truth is, the debate is what happened. He was confused why he could be carried away by the feeling of that night until now.
“You have gone mad syahna” he said in his heart when he realized his stupidity.it is not at all like him.
“It's clear Alissa and blue are inseparable, why can I hope she loves me, the thought of where it was” shahna feel ashamed of herself.
From earlier what Shahna did was just sit, lie down, and cover her face using a pillow repeatedly.
“ya Allah how is this, why is it so difficult to cast out the shadows kak blue”
Syahna is not a woman who easily opens her heart to men. During this time many who put their hearts on him, trying to approach him and express love for him. But not a single bit of his heart was ever moved to reciprocate their feelings. But now what happened, such an annoying dinner that night instead made his heart tremble by the atmosphere.
Remembering Alissa, the feeling of guilt re-present within the shahna. “forgive me sister Alissa for thinking Naive like that”. Syahna shook her head while patting her head.
***
The more the day of martyrdom the more unable to understand his feelings. His heart and mind are not in line. Making Syahna more and more frequent urgency.
As today, Syahna several times reprimanded the lecturer for not paying attention to the courses given. Syahna is the proud student of every lecturer who teaches in the class of shahna. Seeing outstanding students caught not paying attention to the explanation of the lecturer during teaching and learning activities is disappointing for the lecturer himself.
Syahna's strange behavior makes his two friends worried, they are very familiar with what Shahna like all this time. As soon as today's course was finished, the two friends of Shahna decided to bring Syahna to calm the mind at the campus park.
“Na what is it, we see the end of this you often daydream?”
“hah” that's all I said when dinda held her shoulder.
“kok hah hah na, already how many lecturers are reprimanding you today na” Sherly is anxious with the answer shahna.
“aku confused”
“How to na?”
“bingung aja nda same myself”
“you are not rich usually loh na, we worry”
“what's the problem na?”
“Brain problems like”
“you're sick na?” Sherli closed her mouth as she said that.
Syahna felt that maybe this was the right time to tell her complaints about her matchmaking. After all, maybe his two friends have a solution to overcome the problems he faces.
“no pain sher, only stress due to matchmaking problems”
Dinda and Sherli are stunned to hear the shahna's answer. Soon they managed to digest the words Syahna.
“what?” both Dinda and Sherli simultaneously said the word to make the attention of some students who were around them lead to them.
“you two do not overdo it, see now the attention of our people right..” whispered Syahna.
“Sorry na, we are spontaneity because speechless” said Dinda felt guilty.
“iya na anyan today there is still aja yes matchmaking, rich time Siti Nurbaya aja” timpal Sherli.
Today the two friends of Shahna get the fact that their favorite friends are betrothed.
“how did that guy look, okay no?” Sherli blinked both of her eyes seducing the shahna. Seeing the reaction of the shahna dinda covered both her mouths.
“Or don't-don't like Datuk Maringgai ya na...” continued Sherli.
“You guys, where maybe your dad and mom can match this sweet me with aki-aki” replied Syahna narcissistic make her two best friends can only roll her eyes.
“so what's the person like na?”
“promise yes, if you know don't you guys don't judge me”
“you are our friend na, where maybe we could judge you”
“Betul said Dinda na, if you are wrong we will give advice” continued sherli.
Syahna sighed before telling a story, and it made the curiosity in her two best friends grow.
“father and mother match me with brother Sabiru Langit Mahendra” Syahna answer successfully made his two friends shocked. As a result, their reaction caused the curiosity of some students who were there.
“Do not joke deh na” both friends syahna do not believe in the phenomenal news given syahna. But seeing the seriousness of the shahna inevitably they have to believe.
“you're lucky na” Inner Sherli. He felt so lucky to be paired with blue. During this time only he and Dinda dreamed of becoming blue lovers. Syahna who does not care is chosen by destiny.
“lucky you na betrothed with kak blue”
“lucky how nda”
“the blue brother's full package na”
“remember sher, he already has Alissa”'s sister
“kan new gebetan syahna not yet wife”
“the problem is he has made a statement that no one can slide the position of Alissa in his heart”
“one's heart can't be guessed na”
“beer said Dinda na, after all it seems like the blue brother's parents are more pro to you than Alissa”'s sister
“restu parents the most important na”
“but what about brother Alissa sher, I'm ashamed to be the third person”
“right said Sherli Nana, they have no official ties, so you are not the third person”
“but pity Alissa, they have been dating for a long time but..”.
“If the soul mate does not go where na, so just go, what Dinda says is true too, if the soul mate does not go where” continued Sherli sage.
“you have a taste not with blue brother?”
“I don't know sher, but for sure since dinner that night the shadow of the blue brother often flashed in my mind.
“That's the sign you start there's the same feeling kak blue” seducer Dinda.
“Ish..what the heck Din” whispered Syahna blushed.
“how's dinner? Definitely romantic”
“romantis what, nyebelin ya” Syahna pursed her lips when remembering that.
“patience na, remember that the soul mate does not go where”
“Kak Alissa how was din?” hearing Shahna's question his two best friends could only sigh.
“so the story is you want to cancel the matchmaking?”
“iyah, but I'm afraid dad disappointed” Syahna bowed lethargic. Honestly, she wanted this matchmaking void, but could not remember the father. Seeing Syahna's sad face, her two best friends could only hug Shahna to give her strength.
“Can you tell me how the origin of this matchmaking na?”
Syahna began to tell how the beginning of her can be betrothed to blue until the incident that night. Sherli and Dinda are good listeners. They know very well that it is unlikely that the shahna will cancel this match because the shahna is very fond of his parents.
“From your story, I'm sure you're starting to have a sense of na with kak blue”
“I don't know sher, it's wrong to be present in my heart nda”
“There is nothing wrong with your feeling na”
“remember Sherli said na, kak blue is a complete package so naturally you like him”
“too hot na to miss” continued Sherli who made syahna pout.
“Funny sher”
“The charm of the blue brother can not be lied to na, too glare” Sherli's answer makes Dinda and shahna laugh amusedly.
“lagian remember na, the soul mate will not run when pursued so let the time answer it”
“saran I live this matchmaking, if it is a matchmaker yes together, if not yes split”
So many wise tips that Sherli and Dinda gave to shahna. That little bit of stuff had already made his heart calm.
The silent atmosphere suddenly became boisterous due to the presence of the campus idol. Some students who will go home after completing their courses are restrained with eye-pleasing scenery. When else can they freely look at the blue and their friends. Alissa's been by the blue side all this time. Seeing the atmosphere of campus parking is not as usual, Syahna and her two friends are confused. They had just left the campus park after feeling tired had disappeared.
Some of the female students clustered in a frenzy like they were looking at celebrities. Which celebrities come to college they think shahna and her two best friends.
Seeing blue and his best friend standing in front of a blue car not far from the car dinda make Sherli and Dinda splash themselves. Syahna is not ready to meet blue.
Dinda nudged Sherli's arm and made Sherli aware of their attitude, foolishly forgetting that blue had been betrothed to their best friend.
“Sorry to forget” said Sherli cengengesan.
“Often Sher” Syahna has never questioned the attitude of Dinda and Sherli because he already knows very well what his best friend is like.
Blue and her best friend are waiting for Alissa. Waiting for girls with all their affairs is the most boring thing for blue friends.
Blue rolled her gaze around the campus parking lot and accidentally her eyes saw the shahna not too far away from her. Seeing the blue looking towards the Shahna made Dinda and Sherli stir themselves. They are both engrossed in flirting with a shahna that is not at all dignified.
The students who saw the blue looked seriously towards Shahna and her best friend was envious. ‘Who's the lucky girl who is looking at blue’ thinks they are compact.
Blue friends themselves also witnessed it but they did not know who was the object of the blue view. The blue look was cut off when Rian told him that Alissa was walking towards them.
Alissa approaches the blue with Kania and emely her best friend. Blue is the man who makes him forget someone in his past.
Enough of this love cannot be achieved. He will never let go of blue. He always tried to have the blue of love die to him and it worked. Only blue can keep up with the past. Blue should be his, no one should take blue from him.
“hai all of us do not like” Alissa immediately wrestled spoiled on the blue shoulder, it is a common thing for blue friends and friends alissa. Seeing that scene, the crowd of students who had gathered dispersed.
They were worried about Alissa's behavior. Syahna turned her eyes looking at it while her best friend stared in anger. They do not accept that their friends are treated that way.
Alissa noticed the direction of the blue vision as she walked towards the blue. But he didn't know who was looking at the blue. The blue had never been like that before and the blue attitude today made the alarm of danger in Alissa's head sound again. He'll get rid of anyone who tries to take the blue from him.
***
Syahna is now on her way home. Syahna was always driven home by Dinda who brought a car, while Sherli was picked up by her driver. Arriving at the house of martyrdom, Dinda said goodbye after kissing the reverence of the hands of the mother of shahna.
“kok kayaknya very tired nih children mother” Bu Annisa prepare a meal for the newly returned syahna.
“iya Bun, a lot of tasks from the lecturer” syahna began to fill the plate with rice and side dishes.
“how is your relationship with nak blue na”
the mother's question made her choke. Seeing the child like that Ms. Annisa gave him a drink and told him to slow down while eating. Syahna just nodded her head “Good Bun” he continued. Syahna felt guilty for lying to her mother. The relationship between shahna and blue is not good.
Finished eating the shahna permission for her mother to return to her room. Arriving at the bed of the shahna immediately broke down. His mind goes back to what happened this afternoon in the campus parking lot. She sees a blue adoring look for Alissa and herself feels pain for it. She is now convinced that she is in love with blue. A love that may never be returned.
Elsewhere, Alissa is working out a plan to find out who stole the blue attention. The slightly changed blue attitude lately made the possessive soul that had been buried reappear.
“Whoever you are, do not try to snatch the blue from me” whispered Alissa who was only heard by the wind.
“love comes without being asked and love goes without being ruled, maybe at this time he is not aware of his presence, but when you go he will regret it”
fight the shahna, all will be beautiful in time.
