Blue Between Two Hearts

An unwanted soul mate

“bunda tumben tonight cook a lot, indeed there are guests who want to come.?”

“ada kiddo, special guest for you, so mom cook more tonight"

“special guest for syahna?" Shahna pointed to herself while remembering if she had invited her best friend to dinner at home.

"kok shahna feel no invite friends to dinner at home ya bun” Realize the confusion Syahna bu Annisa just smile gently, softly, because all this time Syahna's special guests are only his friends and twilight.

Ms. Annisa then told the shahna to get ready and change her clothes. After all, there is no time to explain everything because soon the guests who are waiting to arrive. Syahna only obeyed her mother's orders without daring to ask any further.

The parents of the shahna are currently in the family room with special guests discussed by the mother and the shahna when preparing food.

shahna's footsteps suddenly felt heavy to go to the family room, for some reason she felt that something would change her life. But still he had to step foot there because of his parents' orders.

Arriving at the last staircase leading to the family room the steps of the shahna stalled, his legs felt stiff to move, the contents of his head had already begun to understand what special guests meant to him. 

Syahna is not a child who does not understand about this situation. Syahna understood very well that this was her matchmaking event. “But why should be with that man” whispered martyrdom that is only heard by the wind. 

“why stop there baby, come here want me to introduce you” shahna step foot to get closer to where the father and the family of the man are.

The proverb ‘earth is not as wide as moringa leaves it seems right according to the shahna, just this afternoon Syahna accidentally met the man while in the hallway of the campus, tonight he met again at his house and even more surprisingly the man was called his mother a special guest for him, a sharp-eyed and cold man.

“why should he, how this” syahna dilemma in silence. Her mother advised that her father had high hopes for her to accept this matchmaking and it made her confused. “may she refuse this matchmaking her inner”.

Syahna froze as her eyes unintentionally looked at the man's eyes, knowing full well that the man was uncomfortable with this matchmaking. A glimmer of matchmaking hope would be void making his heart relieved.

'why did he just keep silent on hearing this matchmaking' thought shahna upon realizing that the man had not reacted in the slightest. 

'why brother Blue does not refuse, please dong kak do not accept our arranged marriage' continued shahna in his heart.

Syahna did not know why the man was silent while she was uncomfortable with the parents' chatter. Long shahna wait for the word rejection from Blue, but it seems all in vain. While prayer remained in his heart for Blue to reject all this.

Syahna could not say that she rejected this match. Syahna loved her father very much in the slightest she did not want to imagine her father's disappointed face if that hope was not granted.

“how do you think dear?” the mother's handcuffs awaken the shahna from her daydream. 

“Om Mahendra waiting for your answer dear” continued the mother.

Slowly shahna lifted her face and looked at everyone present in the event. The eyes of Shahna stopped for a long time when she looked at the loving face of the father, with a trembling voice finally she managed to say something she did not want.

“syahna follow the father and mother only, because the father and mother better know what is best for syahna” feels heavy lips syahna when saying that, syahna smiled gently as she looked at the father who was looking at her expectantly. Looking at the father who hopes that he will accept this matchmaking he can what. He loved her so much. 

“Nah nak Biru agrees with this matchmaking?” now it was the turn of Shahna's father to ask the man.

The man was named ‘Sabiru Langit Mahendra Permana’ fifth-level student at Syahna campus. Students transfer from one of the favorite campuses located in the area where Syahna lives. Blue is a Campus Idol targeted by students there.

Being awarded a handsome level, a supportive economy, and equipped with intelligence that is above average makes it the most wanted man that should not be missed. Blue is very cold in a creature called a woman.

To the blue female was an aggressive creature, let alone the adoring gaze of those who seemed to want to eat her instantly made the alarm of danger in her head sound. Blue is not a type of casanova like most men with the male predicate most wanted. Blue appreciates women like her so much that she values her mother despite her cold attitude towards women.

“blue agree om, because blue also sure papa and mama know best for Blue”. Blue breathes deeply when answering the question of the parents. Blue's voice sounded heavy when saying that and it managed to make Syahna grimace to hear it.

For the shahna the blue answer is like a needle piercing the heart. The blue speech was completely incompatible with his facial expression. Shahna did not know what blue was thinking and what their match would look like.

Syahna only knows if she is not ready to be a Thorn in the relationship between Blue and Alissa, but whether she can disappoint her father. 

... ***...

The matchmaking event of shahna and blue was completed a few hours ago but the uncertain feeling about the matchmaking was still lingering in the mind of the shahna.

It is difficult to close your eyes when your heart is filled with anxiety. The same thing happens with blue. What should they do so that this match does not continue. 

The sound of incoming messages resuscitated the blue of his daydream, he also read a message from the idol of the heart. “Honey night, how is the birthday event at Aunty's house, launch?” a smile framed sweetly on the blue face, but not long after that a grim face instantly adorned her.

Blue feels the world is unfair to her and Alissa. Why when the heart has found its place, fate seems unwilling to unite it. Blue and Alissa are not a couple who have been in love for a month or two months.

The romance between Blue and Alissa has been going on for years, as they begin their love story while sitting in the final pews of High School. why the world does not seem to approve them at this time is what Blue had in mind. Blue is very clueless about the game of fate that he is currently living.

All this time blue has been trying to resist this match. Repeatedly blue told his parents that he had found the most comfortable place for his old friend later. But what happened was that her parents refused to understand that. Blue itself is confused about what else to do so that both parents understand because the more blue they try, then both parents are increasingly unwilling to know with all that. 

“Alissa I love you so much, I want to age with you” that word is always there by blue until he is tired and fast asleep.

 

Elsewhere the shahna is confused as to what kind of behavior if she later met with Blue. Syahna knew very well that blue did not want this match, but she could not do anything either. 

Syahna admits blue is the ideal type of man. A man who is loyal and affectionate to his partner even though he looks cold with women.

Syahna knows blue lovers. Alissa is a shahna-level sister who became the prima donna of the campus because of her beauty and cleverness. But that does not mean she is not beautiful, let alone smart.

Syahna is the same as Alissa, which distinguishes only their appearance. If the appearance of the shahna is simple, then Alissa is the opposite because Alissa is very following the trend of the times. 

Blue is a new student who is idolized by women on campus. A cold-faced man who only smiles when Alissa is next to him.

Syahna did not want to be the third person from the relationship between Blue and Alissa, but she could not make her father sad by refusing this match. 

“ya Allah, I believe you know what the servant does not know, maybe this is the way I have to go and hopefully no heart is hurt by all this” his prayers in heart until he is sound asleep.

 

 

“Married with loved ones is everyone's dream, but the ultimate parental blessing and ridho as well as God's most beautiful destiny”