BILLIONAIRE BOY LOOKING FOR LOVE

The Flash Back On 1

Pov Jovi's

During the reunion, I thought hard about whether I should leave or not, Jimmy reported that Aurel had returned and was going to attend the reunion. My heart and brain are in a great battle, my brain commands me not to leave, but I cannot deny that I miss him too.

For the five years that passed in his absence, my day was completely empty. Obviously I do not want to show it in public, I as a man and CEO of ADN GROUP, always known as a person who is not afraid of anything, charisma and responsibility. But behind that, I was terrified, afraid of losing her.

I could have investigated his reasons for leaving without giving me a definitive answer, but returned to my fear, afraid to accept the reality that might slap my heart, again and again.

After weighing it for so long, I decided to leave, at least treating a little of my longing for him that was already mounting, which might at some point explode without me noticing.

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"Young master. It's your tuxedo. I put it on the bed." Jimmy's voice came in with a tuxedo for me to wear at the reunion.

Arriving in front of my net hotel was fixed on Adit's car which was also just parked in a place not far from the car I was currently using, I noticed it and sure enough, I just, Aurel got out of that car. One word for him. Well-favoured.

Slowly the corner of my lips was thinly drawn, wanting me to hold her tightly and not want to let go again, but it was always the opposite of my already torn heart.

He seemed so happy to enter the hotel while joking around with Lani.

As for me, even just to smile was so difficult, a smile from my lips was considered rare to everyone.

"Young master" Jimmy's voice called me but I stopped immediately because I knew he wanted to get me out of the car.

I watched her until the back of the woman I missed vanished from behind the main door. I let out a heavy sigh, worried whether I should go down or not, I did not even have the courage to look at her face.

Long I froze in place, in the end I kept going.

As I entered the venue, I circled my gaze around all the humans that were there, everyone greeted me except for him, I had a chance to ask my heart, where is he? My eyes were on Adit and Roni, I approached them regardless of everyone's welcome.

Not so long as I chatted, I immediately heard Lani's voice from behind calling Adit, and I turned, and my heart was racing, the woman I missed was looking at me, I took my eyes off her again, I wasn't ready to meet, what would I say if she came to me, I don't have a series of words to welcome his arrival.

I can't deny it, my heart still loves him, but I'm already disappointed by his passing without giving me a reason. I decided to leave Adit and Roni on the grounds that I still wanted to say hello to the others.

As I delivered the speech, I glanced at him at a glance, he seemed to notice me, I knew he couldn't completely forget our memories in the past either, but he alone broke that bond.

After my speech was over, I deliberately went soft on the two women who came up to me, I took them out with the intention of making Aurel think that without him, I could still get another woman.

And I didn't think Aurel was following me to the roof of the building, I realized it when I accidentally saw his face in the reflection of the glass on the wall, because it had already been followed, I finally found an empty place on the roof of the building. Maybe he wants to convey something important or wants to explain his reason for leaving without reason, honestly I still want to hear his confession directly. I had determined, if he explained about his departure and apologized, I would forgive him without consideration, but who would have thought, what I expected turned out to be inversely proportional.

"Jovi ... My family is in trouble, my father's company is almost bankrupt. Will you help us?"

The sentence was like a thunderbolt that struck my heart to the scorch and sucked my blood without waste, I swallowed my saliva which was bitter, bitter like this reality.

I hate that kind of sentence. Wh why? Why did he have to say that on the day we met for the first time in five years?

I left it after filing the terms.

The next day I took him to the civil registry for a marriage register, and we got married and got the marriage book that day.

Our days passed without any peace, until at one point, we again clashed, that's where Aurel said the reason why he left, I was shocked and in disbelief, why didn't he say it from the beginning, if he said it, I might be able to cure him, but already, it has already happened.

He said that he cared and loved me, so I told him to prove what he said. However, I did not expect that he was actually following my words and wanted to kill himself.

Surely I swiftly jumped up and recaptured a knife in his hand, I did not even realize that my hand was bleeding from the incision when I grasped the sharp object.

After throwing the knife far away, my heart beat fiercely staring at him, while hugging his body which now began to take care, maybe his life burden was too heavy due to the pressure I gave.

I regret what I did, how could I be this kind of loser and coward, being rude to the woman I love and in the end still make my heart ache.

Since that incident, Aurel and I have made peace and become a couple who love each other like newlyweds, now I just want a child to be present in the midst of the warmth of our love, but unfortunately, we have not been given the confidence to have it, I can wait even though I want it so much.

The days went on as usual, until one day, Aurel and I got into trouble again, our relationship problems, I did not return home at the time due to sleeping in the hotel with Resta, my past friend, Aurel did not contact me at all that night.

Until the next morning, I heard Resta's voice talking to someone on a phone call, I eavesdropped while pretending to be asleep, I vaguely heard him mention Aurel's name, I couldn't hear him clearly, his voice was so small. It really makes me curious.

After their conversation was interrupted, Resta called someone again.

"City, Rasya. Are you still at Jovi's house?" Apparently he called his sister, I continued to eavesdrop on his conversation, now his voice was getting clear.

"You better go home now, don't stay there anymore, take care of yourself." I just heard that, I don't know what else they're talking about.

While Resta was in the bathroom, I quietly grabbed my phone and gave Jimmy a short message, which was an order for him to investigate about Resta.

"Are you awake?" resta asked when he saw me sitting on the couch holding my phone.

"Yes." Yeah." My answer was short while nodding.

"Go take a shower to make you look fresh, your face looks so dull." She laughed like an innocent woman, I only responded with a knotty smile, I was too lazy to talk.

Aurel came by while I was in the bathroom, peeking at the crack of the door I opened a little, I saw that Resta was banging his own head against the wall while shouting out loud, I came out pretending I didn't know anything at first, I wanted to defend Aurel, but since Aurel alleged that I did something with Resta, for whatever it was, I rejected his accusation, I didn't do anything at all, I just went to bed by accident, I was really tired that night.

Again there was a misunderstanding, I was a hard man, coupled with Aurel who was also stubborn and did not want to give up, making the misunderstanding even more so.

Aurel left, as I chased after her, it turned out that I saw her hugging the man I saw yesterday, my heart was certainly getting broken, I let her be with the man, maybe Aurel needed calm, maybe Aurel needed calmness, if being with that man can make Aurel calm down, why should I prevent him.

I finally sent someone to follow where Aurel went, hearing Resta talk on the phone, making me a little wary of Aurel's safety.