
After a while, Aurel finally woke up.
"You wake up, baby?" Ms. Dina immediately approached her son.
"Jovi ... Jovi Ma's. He's alive, he's alive Ma!" When I woke up, that was the first sentence Aurel said. Ms. Dina could only be quiet, she knew, her son must be very hit because of the loss of Jovi, it was natural that Aurel was carried away by a dream.
"Honey. Be aware! Mama knows you're still not willing to go, but you can't be slumped and dragged into a long grief like this. Try to accept the reality" said Ms. Dina softly, while stroking Aurel's shoulder.
Aurel bowed, crying as he pleased, realizing that he had just been dreaming.
"Try to stay strong for the sake of the child in your stomach."
Aurel immediately looked at his mother in surprise.
His mother nodded, "Yes. You're pregnant!"
As Aurel felt more and more sad, his cries more and more roared, it was not easy for him to live a double life without a husband, he did not want his son to be born without a father, he was not willing if his son had to be born without a father, but what should he be? In addition to accepting the truth.
Lord. Is this how you make me happy? In the time I lost, you implanted a fetus in my womb in lieu of loneliness, I thank you for not leaving me alone, but ... Can I hope both remain? I-i know. This request of mine is greedy, but I really want a perfect family, not having to alternate like this.
The more Aurel imagined it, the more devastated his feelings became.
"Ma. Take Aurel to Jovi's grave!" Aurel turned back to his mother.
They went back to Jovi's grave, where it was deserted, maybe everyone had gone home.
"Ma. Can you leave us both?" Although Jovi is dead, Aurel still thinks he exists.
Ms. Dina understood, she moved away from Aurel, giving her son the opportunity to pour out his heart in her husband's grave.
Slowly Aurel sat down on the edge of Jovi's tomb, his tears breaking even more at the mound of earth that became the final resting place for her husband.
"Darling ... Excuse me. Forgive me for being too selfish, it's all my fault, you have to go when you haven't got the happiness you want. You see, I'm carrying your child, if you were, you would be very happy right? This was your great hope back then, now that God has made your dream come true, but why did you leave? You should be able to survive and be able to see our child born." However Aurel spoke, Jovi would not recite his words, it made Aurel even more sad. It feels like he also wants to catch up with Jovi, but when he remembers the child in his stomach, he again has a life expectancy, although his life will never be perfect without Jovi.
***
Three months later
Finally Adit and Lani held a wedding recipe.
"You're really pretty Lani" Aurel said as Lani was ready to wear her dress.
"It's true, people say, wedding dresses can make a woman's aura of beauty increase by 99%, which is why, every woman expects a wedding reception in their lives" said Rose with a smile, he was completely unconscious, with him saying that, there was a wounded heart.
Lani immediately pinches Rose's arm, and soon Roses realize that her words just now can make Aurel hurt again.
"It's okay. What you say is not wrong, it's true, all women are expecting a wedding reception, and I'm among some of those women, but compared to a wedding reception, I'd rather Jovi stay by my side, no matter if I can't have the reception, the important thing is that I can be with him always." Aurel's eyes began to glaze over, a wound that was so difficult for him to try to bury, now had to be dug up, and now did not know how long it would take him to bury it again.
Roses so bad for Aurel, really he did not intend to remind Aurel to Jovi, but why did his words can come out without thinking first?Moreover, they are both pregnant, he knows exactly that the pregnant woman's heart is very sensitive to even small things.
"Aurel, I'm sorry." Roses were really bad at seeing Aurel's sad face.
"It's okay. Let's go out, it's time for Lani to come out with Adit." Aurel tried to show her a happy smile even if it was only forced.
They nodded and came out.
***
Now Lani and Adit pledge a wedding in front of many people, they exchange rings, and make out with each other.
All clapped their hands hilariously and happily, not least the Roses and Roni.
Aurel glanced at them at a glance, his heart was getting crushed to see his two best friends had their own partners, while he, he again glanced at the empty bench beside him, if Jovi was still alive, he said, it must be that Jovi is currently sitting next to him and hugging him.
Now that he was alone, perhaps even just him who had no partner among all the invited guests, to the extent that Aurel looked, there was only a person sitting in pairs, his heart immediately shrunk again. So fragile.
Nautica ... If you know, my heart is so deep in speaking, among the love stories we have, I am tormented by the time limit and the place that must make me gulp the tuba of longing. Can you come back to my dreams? I missed you too much. That was what Aurel's heart said at this time, so tormented by a deep longing for her husband.
Aurel stroked his stomach, imagining somehow the fate of his son later without the affection of a father? Is she able to raise her own child? Right now he could only hope that his son could powerfully live a hard life without his father's guidance.
After Adit and Lani's wedding was over, Aurel went to them.
"Adit and Lani. Congratulations to both of you, hope your baby will follow soon. I'm so happy for you guys." Aurel hugs Adit and Lani alternately.
"You are also the steadfast, yes, we all also feel lost for his departure, hopefully you can live a better life again." Adit patted Aurel's shoulder, bracing. Aurel only smiled wryly, no matter what the expressions of those who intend to encourage him, he still could not run from the shadows of Jovi.
"Aurel's. Thank you, if you feel lonely, you can come to visit our house, our door will always be open for you." Lani hugged Aurel again feeling pity. Aurel nodded and smiled, even if it was just a mere sweetener, so that they would not be burdened by his sadness either.
"Then I go home. Bye." Aurel waved his hand at them.
"Be careful. Take care of my niece," cried Adit, Aurel just turned his head and smiled.
"Cummer, Jim. I wanted to ask, can I visit Jovi's villa where we used to live?" Aurel calls Jimmy, feeling eager to repeat his history with Jovi.
"Of course Madam, even if you want to stay there is also okay. The young master's house is your home too. What if I pick up Madam to go there?" jimmy asked, and Aurel agreed.
Arriving at the villa, Aurel expressed his gaze to the front yard, still as before, nothing had changed, just that the villa looked very quiet, there were no residents even one person.
Three months after the villa was left empty, Aurel intends to stay there, so that he can also take care of the villa with his memories with Jovi, he also hopes his son can get through his growth there.