Between Me, You and God

Episode 21: I can't choose fate

Why are we hurt..?

For the lack of a heart to be grateful for what God has given,

Demand destiny to conform to our expectations.

Why do we often blame fate..?

Confessing that our destiny is very difficult ..?

Is God playing us..?

Trust me God never played tricks on His servants,

Even though His servants continue to sin, they,

He will still love his servants.

And all you need to know is "It's not God's fate that's hard, it's just that our desires are too complicated, too, sometimes we want something but we are reluctant to let go of something else that is also valuable to us".

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A heart that churns with a sense of gelisa

My eyes were mixed with disappointment

As well as the body that was sprawled in the bathroom as if helpless to support both legs of his level is what is described in the figure of the young man of Korean blood in Indonesia.

He glanced back at his cell phone hoping that someone he was looking forward to contacted him.

Tests..

The tear that he had been holding since then finally fell as well when he remembered that all his application accounts had been blocked by his girl. The girl also changed her mobile number, making it difficult for Harry to contact her.

With the rest of the energy he still had, the Park man stood up to wash his face.

It is clear that the figure of a handsome man with narrow eyes from the reflection of a mirror in the bathroom of his private room. He looked at the bathroom glass with a pushy look.

"Coralpush.."

PRANK..

The sound of grunts and the thump of broken glass echoed throughout the room of the silver-tinted bathroom.The sound is still wheezing indicates ***that he is not okay at this time.

"Is this heartbroken person***..?" Harry glanced at his hands that were still clenched on the surface of the bathroom mirror. Droplets of thick blood were still dripping from between the fingers of his right hand.

Tok.dok..

Harry's bathroom door was knocked by someone

"Harry you're inside baby..?"

"Hurry and open the door..!" Marcella's voice sounded worried but a second later he realized that his son's bathroom was not locked when the middle-aged woman immediately opened the bathroom door with a hasty attitude.

"Darling you why..?" how shocked Marcella when she first entered the bathroom of her son she was immediately treated to the view of some fragments of bathroom glass scattered on the floor and some of it is still perched in its place even though the shape is no longer feasible to use because some of the points have been cracked.

Then the cornea of the middle-aged woman's eyes was fixed on her son who was still standing with a sad setting and blood that was still pouring on the fingers of the young man who was born from his womb.

Aware of the state of her son who is in down mode the woman approached herself and hugged her son, a symbol of love she with her husband.

"Danishina.."

(It's okay)

"Pacify yourself, baby. Mom here, everything's gonna be fine..!" Marcella said softly as she rubbed the back of her son's head. Convince the young man that everything will be fine.

The middle-aged woman led her son out of the bathroom.

He picked up the P3k box and treated Harry's hand, not forgetting that he put a bandage so that the wound would not become infected.

"Why you, baby..?"

"Well, I want to be alone. Mama can get out..?" said Harry lirih

Marcella thought for a while but not long after he nodded his head in agreement

"But you don't do things that don't happen..!" marcella's orders while staring at Harry's bead eyes meant to greet the young man.

Harry replied by nodding his head indicating he agreed to the request of his interlocutor

Marcella walked away from the bed harry and opened the door of his son's room while glancing back at the figure of the young man park who is now still sitting in his king size with his back resting in the dashboard of the bed. Convincing himself that his son will not go back to doing bad things that make his heart beat faster than usual.

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Alesha has replaced her phone number with a new one.She also blocked an internet account connecting her to harry, a young man she accidentally loved but was forced to avoid.

Now only an Instagram account that he still has not blocked.But when his fingers lentiknya want to do what a few seconds ago his brain thought suddenly

Ting..

Alesha's cell phone notification reads

(Park Harry Aditya 15 minutes ago)

(Park Harry Aditya 15 minutes ago)

"You taught me about love, so do not torment me with bitter farewells"

"Astaghfirullahal.."

Alesha covered her mouth with her right hand with a worried eye with a sense of anxiety when suddenly she saw her Instagram sign appeared an account named Park Harry Aditya posted the caption with a photo of a hand that where the finger is still issued a thick ink of blood red placed on the sink, Around the sink can be seen clearly the glass fragments mixed with the blood of the hand owner.

Later the girl is seen writing a few sentences and sending them to an account called Park Harry Aditya

"Don't hurt yourself with something useless" send

Ting..

Not a few minutes later a reply message appeared

"I know you still care about me..?"

"I care as a friend" send

"Why..?Is it because we're different..?"

"I'm sure you also know that I can't choose and ask God what kind of destiny I want to live..?"

"Alesha, my Lord is one..Your god is one too..Where is the difference..?"

"Harry, You believe that your Lord is one as I believe my God is one and yet we believe in a different faith. I'm with my faith and you're with your faith".

"Alesha.If God is one then why do we believe with different beliefs..?"

"Harry you know all humans have the same brain but their thoughts are different" he said

"Then can my Lord and your Lord be united as our feelings are fused even with different beliefs"

Alesha wiped away her fallen tears and returned to her cell phone.

"What do you think you will feel when you have two superiors and each of them gives different instructions..?I'm sure you'll be very confused, right..? send

"Alesha, can't we unite without caring about our differences?

like mosques and cathedrals that are often seen side by side even though they are different..?If only they had a heart they could not rule out the possibility they would fall in love with each other".

"Harry, mosques and cathedrals may be able to stand side by side but there is no way they can unite because they have and follow the rules of each other" Send

Alesha put her phone down with tears still rushing down her two irises.