Between Me, You, And The Past

Panics

After eating Reno, Billa and Brady say goodbye because there is still much they have to take care of, only Reno and Brady are actually because Billa asked Reno to accompany him to work today.

Billa and Reno also had a gynecologist examination with Jane, the best obstetrician in Farzan's hospital.

Actually not only doctor Jane, there are still many other doctors who are equally good. In this hospital, many tests must be passed in order to pass in and work here. Although sometimes there are always elements of the enemy in disguise, but all can be overcome quite easily.

In the nursery now only Farzan and Nasha live, they sit leaning with the bed position changed into a backrest mode.

This time Nasha wants to watch an action movie about training to become a secret agent of an organization that is disguised and known for its tailor shop.

“You sure you want to watch? Won't rest?” tanya Farzan. Nasha still has a lot of rest.

“Ngga can?” Nasha who was excited suddenly lethargic and dropped her head on the pillow after that closed her eyes.

Farzan had not been able to reply to Nasha's words because he had a call in from one of his men who were trailing Grasya and Hadi.

Farzan walked to his room to be more free to talk about the next plan. For Nasha to also not listen to the conversation is quite sensitive.

Farzan even forgot if he left Nasha with a bad situation. In Farzan's mind before moving on, he would persuade Nasha again after he finished receiving this call.

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Nasha who slightly saw Farzan left the room, involuntarily dropped her tears. With a fairly fast movement Nasha took a blanket that only covered the legs so that it could cover the entire body by placing his head under the pillow and also both sides in the barrier of one roll and one pillow.

If you think Nasha has returned as usual, because she wants to talk and also express herself from now on with Billa. You're wrong. Nasha is still fragile.

Even because of such rejection, Nasha thought of many bad things. Moreover, bad memories also reappeared and disrupted the positive thoughts that Nasha tried to make earlier.

“Why did you just leave? So don't you trust me? Why don't you take me away too? Wouldn't you be lonely if you were alone there? Wh why? Why?” nasha thought of her dead child.

“I should go, right? It will only trouble others. My feet can't even move. What can I expect? Maybe as long as I live later I will only spend money Kak Arza, right? What can I do with these two useless legs?” inner Nasha with tears that continue to pour profusely.

The sobbing and lack of oxygen because her face was covered by a pillow made Nasha's state worse. Even his breath was stingy.

The longer his chest feels tight due to the lack of air supply. And Nasha had no desire to open the blanket or even get rid of the pillow that kept covering her face.

For him now there was nothing more he could work on. Maybe if he lived longer, everyone would be difficult for him. It was better for him to meet his son alone so that he could be free from everyone and there was nothing he could trouble anymore.

Mental problems are difficult to cure, even if there is the slightest trigger can make bad memories come back.

Nasha also still always thinks if everyone is just pretending it's okay because his son is no longer there, when maybe in their minds, but maybe in their minds, they blame Nasha and assume Nasha is not good at looking after her child.

Even for Farzan, Nasha still thinks like that. Farzan only pura during his time with her, whereas in his heart he was disappointed in Nasha and considered Nasha to kill his own son.

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Farzan was not aware of Nasha's circumstances as he was still discussing things with his men. Today the plan was after they both caught Farzan himself who would finish off both.

Farzan also opened a laptop to work out all his plans. Even now he focused on his work and forgot about Nasha's state in the room.

Moreover, there was just an employee delivering the files stored in the new guard brought by the bodyguard to his room.

Focus with the files and all sorts of plans to get Farzan in the room for about 2 hours.

When he saw the watch, Farzan seemed to remember Nasha who had been living alone in his nursery.

“Astaghfirullah, I forgot that Acha still thought I was angry. I was just asking. Is it possible that he is asleep now?” batin Farzan while walking out of his room.

Just opening the door Farzan was shocked because Nasha covered her entire body with a blanket. Even so invisible body blocked pillow and bolster, Farzan did not see any movement from Nasha's body.

“Please don't. No. gabe. No. gabe. Don'tdon't. Please,” Farzan muttered while checking Nasha's breath and pulse.

“Cha don't joke please. Enough of our children, not you. I won't be able to,” panicked Farzan when he didn't feel Nasha's breath. Even now his face was flooded with tears.

“Cha. Dear. Awake well. No kidding. It's not funny Honey,” Farzan muttered continuously. Nasha's pulse was also not felt as Farzan put his hands together.

“Doctor!” farzan shouted in panic. Bodyguard who heard it immediately ran to call the doctor.

“Quick you. Whoever it is, call the doctor right away!” farzan orders in a panicked voice and the hand that patted Nasha's cheek slightly flushed.

“Acha, Darling. Awake yes. It's already afternoon. He said you wanted to see a movie, right? Let's play the movie you want. Wake up Dear,” said Farzan with a hoarse voice because of the crying and the hand that stroked Nasha's cheek erased the trail of tears there.

“Where is everyone?! Doctor fast!” farzan shouted with his snaps.

The doctor and the nurse had just arrived because there was a change of schedule. When entering, they get a clash first from Farzan because he thinks they are very soft.

The doctor can only be patient with a body that is shaking in fear, if Reno who is here maybe he will handle Nasha, he said, unfortunately, he had gone home first because Billa complained of dizziness and achy back.

During his handling Farzan was asked to wait outside with all his refusal, but the bodyguard was forced to bring Farzan out so that Nasha could be given handling.

“NO! YOU CAN'T KICK ME OUT! I MUST KNOW THE CONDITION OF ACHA” shouted Farzan not koruan outside Nasha's room.

Chequek..

The doctor came out with his pale face because he had bad news. Now he was confused how to convey it to Farzan.

“How?!” farzan asked impatiently as the doctor just came out with his face down.

“Ma sorry Sir,” he said softly with his head shaking slowly.

“What does it mean, huh!?” farzan shouted with a grip on the doctor's suit.

“Nona is gone,” said the doctor with a choking because his neck felt suffocated.

“No! This is not true. You must be wrong!” forcibly Farzan rejected all these facts.

“Ngga. Ngk. You guys must be lying.”

“NO!!”

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“No!!”

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