Between Me, You, And The Past

Chaos in the Company

Every night Farzan sleeps in a bed that is quite accommodating for two people, accompanying Nasha who is sometimes restless while asleep alone.

For almost a month, Nasha stayed in the hospital. Not once twice also Nasha always whines home so as not to be in this unpleasant place. But Farzan hasn't allowed it. The doctor also said Nasha still needs recovery in the hospital so that she can monitor her condition.

Nasha just resigned and patiently waited for the right time to go home. At least when bored there is Farzan who can divert the atmosphere to be fun until Nasha forgets her boredom.

Every morning also Farzan who first woke up while watching Nasha's face that looks peaceful in his sleep. Farzan will wake Nasha when she enters the time for worship.

Nasha's leg problem has also been given understanding some time ago. So when going to the bathroom or sitting on the sofa, Nasha will be carried by Farzan. At first it may be uncomfortable, but Nasha also can not stand or at that time Nasha will fall because her legs can not support her body.

This morning Farzan still woke up first, but seeing Nasha move and blink her eyes, Farzan pretended to sleep again. It was rare for Nasha to wake up before Farzan woke her.

“Ehm.. What time is this?” muttered Nasha with her hoarse voice.

“Oh is still at 4.” murmured again.

It was silent for a moment for Nasha to look at Farzan's face whose eyes were still closed with a sad look.

“If our child were still here, it would be even happier, wouldn't you? I'm sorry for this stupid one. Shouldn't he be the one to go,” muttered Nasha grudgingly while holding the area of his stomach.

Farzan could only hold back the emotions that came in order not to make any meaningful movements. Farzan diverted all that by pura pura blinked his eyes while stretching his muscles by moving slowly.

“Eh you're awake?” said Farzan a little pura shocked to see Nasha had woken up first.

“Ih usually I wake up that afternoon?” sebal Nasha who was jerked heard Farzan's voice. Yes, Nasha was still daydreaming.

“Typically so too,” said Farzan while chuckling.

“Now we pray at dawn first yes,” said Farzan before unveiling a blanket that wraps around the body of both and carrying Nasha in his carrying.

“Sorry yes Brother, I am troubled,” muttered Nasha while hiding her head on Farzan's shoulder.

Farzan remained silent as he continued to walk towards the sink and sat Nasha on top of it after putting a clean towel so that Nasha would not get cold.

“Hey listen, you don't trouble anyone. I'm happy to be by your side when you're like this, at least you're with me and I can take care of you without any obstructions. Maybe if we're not married, I can't touch you right away. But now even we can be alone anywhere,” said Farzan calming end temptation so that Nasha no longer think like that.

“Ish Kak Arza always does. Shame to know,” annoyed Nasha while lowering her head in embarrassment.

“Haha. Yes, no more talking like that. I hurt if you always think so, not physically but my heart hurts. Even indirectly I caused you harm,” now it is Farzan's turn to look at Nasha, because indeed he felt indirectly he caused Nasha's state now like this.

“Engga. You are not wrong,” sergeant Nasha directly by hugging Farzan's neck.

“Sorry, I won't be rich again that way,” shriek Nasha beside Farzan's ear.

Farzan hugged Nasha back and nodded his head muttering an apology as well.

“We don't remember that anymore. We have to make today and tomorrow better and also happy,” said Farzan ended this sad event.

Nasha has often been like this and Farzan patiently always gave an understanding so that Nasha did not think like that.

Farzan helped Nasha clean her face and also prepared the bathtub to clean herself together.

Finished with the bathing activities, they began worship together and just relax back while waiting for breakfast to come.

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The food for Nasha had just come and was stored on a table near the sofa. Nasha said she wanted to eat on the couch watching TV. Farzan's food came following due to Nasha's request that they have breakfast together, usually Farzan eats after Nasha is done and also returns to sleep due to the effects of the drug.

Cell Phone Ring..

The sound of the cell phone shifted their gazes both to the flat object stored on the nightstand.

“Kak, pick up the phone first,” said Nasha when Farzan never took his phone.

“Later. We better eat first,” said Farzan chose to ignore, according to him more important Nasha than the call.

Unfortunately Farzan's phone did not stop ringing, because when it died a few seconds later his phone again rang.

“Ih no, the wealth is important Brother. Lift it up first for a while,” persuaded Nasha because the sound of the phone ringing is quite disturbing.

“Hahs. All right, wait a minute yeah,” inevitably Farzan relented and walked up to the very annoying call.

“Awas only if not important,” Farzan gerruru in heart.

“Sorry Sir, can you go to the company today? Suddenly there was smoke coming out of the back of the building, allegedly there was someone who deliberately messed up to get something important from the company,” explained Brady a little panic. In the back building of the company there are deliberately burning 2 company cars that are usually used during an emergency or for other employees going to meetings outside the company.

“What? How could? Aren't there many guards! Why are you guys so!” angry Farzan with his snaps.

Nasha who was watching Farzan gasped in shock until her body began to tremble. As much as possible Nasha removed the shadow of the bad shadow by shaking her head many times.

Farzan continued to talk to the people across the street, but little by little Farzan lowered his tone and returned with his normal voice even though he was still flat.

Farzan's decision was finally with a heavy heart to leave Nasha alone in the hospital because indeed this problem resulted in an impromptu internal meeting aimed at improving the security system with a more sophisticated one.

Perhaps Farzan will replace all systems with security equivalent to his own company, namely, ARC’Coporation. When he replaced his Daddy at LK’ Corp, Farzan thought the security here was pretty good, but it needed to be fixed for the better. With this incident Farzan can immediately overhaul the security system using his technology.

Finished with his call Farzan sighed for a while and turned to ask Nasha for permission. But when he turned around Farzan frowned looking at Nasha's body that looked trembling.

“Astaghfirullah, did I just let go raise my tone? Nasha must be scared right now. For some reason since pregnancy yesterday Nasha's emotions became more sensitive and also uncontrolled. Looks like I'll have to speed up plans for a consultation on the expert,” Inner Farzan.

Shaking his head briefly to regain consciousness, Farzan began walking towards the sofa to be able to sit next to Nasha.

Without a word Farzan takes Nasha into his arms hoping Nasha's fear is gone and can give her peace.

“Sorry Honey, I didn't realize earlier,” muttered Farzan by continuing to tighten his embrace.

Nasha gradually began to calm down, the body that had been tense had begun to relax again. Then Nasha hugged Farzan back which became his most comfortable place and also his tranquilizer.

“Sorry. I don't know why I'm so scared right now when I hear a clash or see an angry person in front of me. Yesterday I was like that because I was me..,” Nasha couldn't continue because she remembered the incident. Nasha unconsciously cried.

“Stt.. Don't remember the incident again. Maybe it is because it was unconsciously the shadows used to be more visible and keep coming, so you are difficult to control yourself,” said Farzan calming.

Nasha just nodded and still cried. Farzan also let Nasha cry as much as she could to be relieved.

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A few minutes later, Nasha's cries began to subside. Farzan raised Nasha's head slowly in order to wipe away any traces of tears left on his cheeks.

“Sorry yes, I was accidentally. In the company there is chaos. Cars that are used during emergencies or by other employees who are meeting outside the company, are burned by unknown people. So I subconsciously snapped at Brady who was telling. It looks like I will overhaul the security system there,” Farzan explained to Nasha.

Nasha cleared her throat for a while before replying to Farzan, as her voice had disappeared for a moment.

“If you want to go, just go. The company needs you. I still have guards here, maybe Momy or Aletta or others come to accompany me,” said Nasha softly as if knowing the meaning of Farzan's words.

“Huh.. Why did you tell me to leave? You should have kept me here,” grumbled Farzan a little annoyed. Had Nasha asked Farzan not to go, Farzan would not have left. This problem can be solved with virtual meetings.

“I know what's on Big Brother's mind,” Nasha said with a small laugh.

“You are always quick to understand,” praise Farzan even with a lazy tone.

Nasha just laughed at Farzan's expression. According to Nasha when Farzan sulked his expression so funny, just like a child who was not given by his mother.

“Now Arza better change clothes then go there immediately. In order to be faster back here too right,” said Nasha while stroking both cheeks Farzan.

“Good. Only you can make me obey. Even with Momy and Daddy I still often refuse,” said Farzan honestly.

“Why is that?” wonder Nasha.

“Ya. I used to not live at home, so Momy was often angry that I would stay over and so on. Daddy's been asking me to take over the company for a long time, but I just got it a few months ago. But it is different with you, even to reject your wishes I am so difficult, especially when you see your adorable melas face,” said Farzan ended with ridicule.

“Ih right to stop teasing me,” annoyed Nasha averted his eyes.

“There cepet ready,” tell Nasha by pushing Farzan's body which definitely does not have any effect.

“We ate first and I'm ready. Let me later move you again to bed,” break up Farzan do not want to be denied. Nasha just nodded, the important thing is that Farzan still carries out his responsibilities in the company.

Zeroun actually knew the problem, but he wanted to see how Farzan worked on the problem.

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happy reading's..

mark typo well, hehe..

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