Between Love and Hobby

Remembrance

Ana's journey begins to get busy with her vehicle. He was always focused when doing something until he suddenly grimaced for a moment after seeing someone he passed by..!!!!

"Oh my god..!! Why should I see him anyway? Huh. When to move on try? Why is her smile so sweet?" Muttered Ana while pretending not to care and continued to advance her motorbike

After traveling for almost three hours, Ana finally got bored.

"Finally arrived too..! Duh is very sick of this body because it has been a long time never riding a motorcycle far away" muttered Ana while parking her motorbike and rushed into her room while carrying her luggage carefully

"Huhhhh...!! Oh, my God, I'm so tired..??" Mumbled Ana again

Arriving at the door of her boarding room she paused for a moment "Finally a moment can fall asleep" Ana thought with a smile and then opened the door of her room with the key she had.

Arriving in the room he put his luggage on the floor, then he went straight to his bed and said "You go to sleep or bathe first huh? Take a shower first let it seger"

Finally, Ana decided to take a shower for a few minutes. After taking a shower he stood in front of the glass and accidentally noticed his eyes I don't know he just felt weird..!

"Why do you have to see him again eye..? What a pity you, ck ck ck. Geez "She muttered as she continued to watch her eyes in front of the mirror.

Then he remembered something..!!

#Flashback

That day, the day that a great tragedy happened to him,!!!

"There's someone who wants me to talk to you" Call Arka shortly after seeing ana out of class along with her who is also new from out of class. Yes, they are both twelve class but they are different classes but their classes are next to each other.

"Who would say what?" Saying to Ana casually

"It's a little serious na, can we talk in the back garden?" Ask Arka in a pleading tone while holding her hands together in front of her chest

"But I'm going to the cafeteria..!! But it's okay for you" said Ana while trying to tease Arka who was not responded by Arka so that Ana fell silent later.

"What's so weird today, what's wrong? So curious" Ana thought as she walked towards the park following Arka who was walking in front of her

Arriving at the park Arka invites Ana to sit in one of the places there. Arka continued to look at Ana's face which made Ana become more and more wrong behavior made.

"Why are you so weird today?" Ana asks Arka while looking at Arka's face

"It's nothing..!" Reply Arka then exhaled her breath violently.

"There's something I want to talk to you about, it's about us..! And I can't help but tell you" Arka said later

with a little sad tone.

"About us? Hey, you're weird to be so relaxed even though we've only been two days but you know for yourself, didn't I love you more than 5 years ago?" Ana's words made Arka lower her head.

"It's exactly na, this I can't pendam anymore just for the sake of one of our saris to feel happy" Arka said making Ana more confused then Arka began to lower her head

"Yes na, actually all this time I feel sorry for you. From a long time ago you loved me sincerely without asking anything back from me. It touched me and in the end two days ago I decided to give you a chance. But that opportunity actually made me depressed..!! I'm sorry I can't continue this anymore, because I never loved you and never will because in my heart there is another now..! Ja...dii.... soii na I want us today finished na???" Arka's speech makes Ana like being struck by lightning in the middle of the room how not the person she loved all this time just pity her...?.

A moment later Ana fell silent

Now as time changed second by second until it turned into minutes ana further lowered her head without her noticing her tears falling down without being asked and could not be stopped. How could not the person she loved for more than 5 years finally have the same feelings as her? But the feeling he meant was a feeling of pity..??? (That's bad you ana!).

Arka felt very guilty about this situation, she began to lift her face and could only look at Ana with her own eyes. It felt like he was about to ask Ana's situation, he did not dare! Tell me he's a coward, he's a coward..

After a long time Ana and Arka silenced each other, finally Ana began to lift her head to see Arka's face and she could see through Arka's face if she was also sad with all this.

"Can we please connect and discuss this another time? You know I'm hungry, but I haven't had breakfast in the morning." Said Ana while continuing to stare at the face of the arka. Arka just tried to smile while nodding her head.

"Yes, I've been first" said Ana again. Again Arka was silent. Feeling unconcerned again Ana turned her body and immediately left the place to go to the bathroom.

Yes hungry just alibi to hide his sadness from the arka, although actually Arka already very know with the mood of Ana today. That's what makes Arka let Ana do whatever Ana wants.

Arriving in the bathroom

"Is this the end of my five-year wait? You came as if to give me heaven! But only the beginning of a hell in my life" he said softly accompanied by a whim because his crying never ended.

After feeling enough to let out his tears and lament his fate he then rushed to tidy his face

"It's a good thing I've been everywhere carrying powder and lipstick, so at least I'm sad no one knows. Ok ana always do not show your sadness that" thought Ana while training a smile on her face so that no one knows how she is. When she finished, Ana came out of the bathroom and rushed to her class.

And it was the happy ending and the sadness of Ana, because after that Ana and Arka never approached each other and resolved their problems completely as Ana said at the end of their meeting. They only greet each other if they accidentally meet so until graduation and until now.

Some times they did not accidentally meet each other, but their attitude is still the same that is only greeting each other or even just a smile just because they already know each other no more.

#Flashback off

"Huh why after all this time had to see him again, when the incident was a long time ago but why is this heart still not used to seeing him as someone who became a foreign friend" Ana thought as she continued to daydream considering the incident

"It was Ana who strengthened your heart as usual" said Ana with a slight nod and exuded her sweet smile in front of the mirror

"Huh, go to sleep for a while after it's settled. Semngat semngat semngat" he said while nodding his right hand which held a sign encouraging him

In the end, Ana was asleep in her sleep, with a smile on her face. I don't know what Ana was dreaming about in her sleep.

A few hours later Ana wakes up with sweat on her face. It was obvious that something was making him uncomfortable....!!!!!

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