BETWEEN HATE, LOVE AND VENGEANCE (COMPLETE)

4.Hanging Yourself

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Vira came early because his bike was being borrowed by his brother to go to college and he had to be escorted by his brother and went home to take an angkot. Vira sees Mang Jajang lifting the broken benches along with Mang Ali near his class. Vira approached Mang Jajang and wanted to help Mang Jajang.

“Where are you taking this, Mang?” ask Vira to mang Jajang.

“You were taken to the back of the school, Neng.” Answer mang Jajang.

“I help ya, Mang.” Pinta Vira with a friendly smile.

“Constrate no, Neng?” ask Mang Jajang to make sure that Vira is strong to help him.

“quiet aja Mang, I must be strong kok.” replied Vira sure.

“Totally nih?” asked mang Jajang still in doubt.

“Iya,” replied Vira sure

“Yaudah, thank you, Neng.” Mang said Jajang was happy.

“Iya equally, Mang.” Said Vira while patting slowly.

Vira lifted the benches with Mang Jajang and Mang Ali, they brought the benches to the back of the School. Arriving in the school's backyard, they are shocked to see a hanging corpse. Vira was immediately shocked it was Arum, Vira was crying hysterically while hugging Arum who now only remains his body.

“Arum!!! Wake Rum! Don't stay with me!” vira said while crying “Gue please wake up Rum!!” she said crying hysterically.

*****

The school is thrown into turmoil by the discovery of Arum's corpse hanging in the school's backyard, moreover, that the discovery of two torn papers in Arum's pocket of the first letter containing a poem that Arum made, that is :

I want to live free without insults

I want to play with them all my time

Was wrong? Why do you hate me?

What wrong? Do not take him who has become my angel

You smile behind my sadness

I'm floating because of you guys

Let me float and live happily

I want to live happily

Why do you hate me? Let me live happily

I can only see the pain from a distance

I can see them, but they won't see me

Let me be happy, then I will not ruin your happiness

And another letter that contains a message from him, namely:

Help u! Don't bully me! I just want to be happy.

That was the content of the message written by Arum, the atmosphere became very terrible because they were all afraid that Arum would avenge him to those who had bullied him. Vira goes to the hospital and waits for Arum's family. He was still crying from feeling guilty about Arum. He does not accept if Arum has to go like this, Arum who he considers a patient person is now he has killed himself because he is not strong enough to be a victim of bullying for years.

Arum's family came, Mama Arum cried hysterically because she did not expect that her son would leave this way. Mama Arum fainted because she was exhausted, Vira immediately left the Arum family, she could not see the Arum family who was crying at this time. Vira went home and she immediately locked herself in her room.

Vira keeps crying, she is devastated over Arum's departure, she regrets having slapped Arum and shunned him. He regrets not being able to help Arum while he was bullied with his friends

Vira is getting ready to go to Arum's funeral, he is actually not strong if he has to see Arum's grave, but he wants to honor the deceased as his best friend and finally he decides to go there.

*****

A yellow flag has been fluttering in front of Arum's house, all neighbors have come to help Arum's funeral. Some of his schoolmates also came to Arum's house. Vira came with a slightly trembling body. Sobs were seen from the Arum family, they could not let Arum go so quickly. Mama Arum continues to be held by two mothers who continue to try to make Mama Arum to remain patient.

Vira enters his house and he sees Arum's body wrapped in a shroud. Arum's pale face made him feel even more guilty with Arum and his family. Arum was buried in a cemetery not far from his home. Mama Arum still survives in her son's grave while crying.

Arumi Cahya Nandita, a bullying student who has committed suicide in the backyard of a school that is now being investigated by the police. In police records, Arum is indeed a closed student, inferior, smart, and also a victim of bullying. He is often insulted by all his friends at school because his physical appearance is considered to be very bad compared to their friends. Now the school's backyard has been given a police line and it is expected that no one will be there because the police will conduct further investigations if there are things that they still have to investigate.

*****

Since Arum's death, Vira has been a poor man. He often goes to the back yard of the school at rest, where Arum ends his life, he cries because he still can not let go of Arum. Arfan also often noticed Vira, she always noticed her in the back yard of the School. Arfan felt sorry for Vira, he felt very lost Arum figure, he also did not expect that class thugs can also cry because of the loss of his best friend.

Arfan approached Vira who was sitting in the back yard of the School crying, Arfan wanted to comfort Vira who continued to be sad for weeks. Arfan doesn't want Vira to experience ongoing grief.

“Fan, how do you do here?” vira asked while wiping away her tears.

“Gua knows it must be very painful to lose the person we love, but crying is not a good way Vir, crying will not be able to change anything,” Arfan said to Vira and Vira just silently listened to Arfan's words while looking down.

“Arum is the friend that I love most Fan, I did not think that he would do such a stupid thing,” replied Vira accompanied by sobs, sobbing, Arfan slightly raised the face of Vira who had lowered his head since then he said “lo must be strong Vir, the cave does not want to see you sad like this continue, he continued, pity the Arum will not calm in nature there.” advice Arfan then hugged Vira.

Arfan escorts Vira out of the school backyard, Arfan also takes Vira to the bathroom to clean her face. Arfan waited for Vira at the bathroom door. She is amazed by Vira because she loves her best friend and also takes care of him. Arfan took Vira to the cafeteria, they ate voraciously while chatting. Since Arum's death, Arfan began to change himself for the better. He made everything that used to happen a lesson for him, the incident where he used to be the one who started an act of bullying in his school and also made one school bully Arum in an inhuman way. “Lo..day of the week there is no event?” ask Arfan to Vira.

“No, why?” ask Vira while eating her fritters.

“Gua want to take a look, the film is good,” said Arfan while raising both eyebrows.

“Gue not interested,” reject Vira briefly.

“Come Vir, the cave that pays,” forcibly Arfan.

“Neverything can be bought with Fan money, the cave does not go anywhere,” replied Vira with a little soft tone.

“Sorry Vir, the meaning of the cave is not so, the cave just wants to entertain you doang,” replied Arfan gave an explanation so as not to misunderstand.

“Judah I want,” replied Vira resigned.

*****

Today, Vira and Arfan are going to go to the movies. Arfan picks up Vira in his fancy car, he waits for Vira in front of his house. Vira comes out of his house and makes Arfan surprised. Vira is very beautiful but simple, Arfan smiles happily when he sees Vira.

“Beauty,” Inner Arfan slightly raised both corners of his lips.

“Sorry yes if you have waited a long time,” said Vira who felt bad with Arfan who has been waiting for him since.

“Ah..not why-why, come on in,” replied Arfan who just realized from his daydream and then opened the door for Vira, Vira smiled and went straight into the car.

Vira is silent and continues to observe the streets, while Arfan focuses on driving even though he often steals a look at Vira. The corner of Arfan's lips lifted just like that as he looked at Vira's face.

They had reached the mall, Arfan immediately parked his car and took Vira into the mall. They go straight to the cinema and choose the movie they will watch. Arfan is right, that the current films are indeed very interesting films, Arfan chose the secret death film while Vira forced Arfan to watch a psychopathic revenge film, Arfan complied with Vira and they finally chose the film chosen by Vira. Their film will start at 13:00 while at 12:00 Arfan decided to take Vira for food around the cinema and Vira agreed.

After eating, they immediately went to the cinema because it was already 12:55, they had chosen the right place for them. Vira continues to focus on watching without blinking while Arfan continues to close his eyes and fear. Slowly Vira let out her sly smile.

“It turns out the movie is good too,” muttered Vira with her smile.

“Vir, you choose the movie really bad anyway,” said Arfan while closing his eyes and an irritated feeling mixed with a sense of fear.

Vira just kept quiet and kept focusing on watching the movie. After finishing, Arfan immediately drove Vira home, actually Arfan still wants to go with Vira, but Vira seems to be in a hurry. They had arrived in front of the House of Vira, they were very tired because they had been gone for too long.

“Thank you Fan,” said Vira gave her sweet smile to Vira.

“Sama-sama Vir, later we walk again yes,” replied Arfan replied to the sweet smile given by Vira.

“See later,” replied Vira hesitated and smiled stiffly.

“Ok, cave home yes,” saying goodbye Arfan who is still smiling and his heart feels very happy.

Vira just nods and Arfan starts his car, Arfan immediately goes to drive his car at normal speed. Arfan was still happy to be able to walk with Vira, only this time he saw Vira smiling like it was a very sweet smile that he had never seen.

“Vir, cave amazed same smile lo.” Arfan muttered constantly smiling happily like the person who first felt in love.

*****

Many rumors circulated that they were in a special relationship because they were often alone when leaving school, taking breaks, and going home from school. Arfan started to be away by his friends because of his closeness with Vira, Arfan now only has a few friends just not as much as his friends used to be.

Vira who used to be different from the current one, she became a quieter person and also more graceful, she had never made a case in school, her clothes were also more feminine than before. Arfan's position as head of the genk has also been replaced by Farza and he has been removed from his genk, he feels grateful because at least he did not bully the other students again, he felt guilty for bullying Arum too much, he also felt guilty for making Vira sad.

The longer Arfan is close to Vira, the more his love for Vira grows, Vira has occupied a throne in Arfan's heart, Arfan is eager to express his feelings to Vira, but he still felt he did not deserve Vira.

Arfan also felt doubtful and also not good with Vira because he had bullied his best friend and he had also beaten Vira, he realized how stupid he was for treating others like that. Had Arum been alive, he would have apologized to Arum for all his treatment.

Right now only one thing he can do is make Vira happy and not feel sad again because he has lost his best friend. Vira has to go back to what she used to be, she has to go back to being a cheerful Vira and Arfan has to try to do everything for the best for Vira.

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