
Dawn began to drag the night of lap, as the sun shone on the sounds of natural alarm was unpretentious.
He Kinara, rhyme fifteen minutes ago still standing on the sidewindow enjoying the murmur of the morning breeze piercing the chest cavity.
"Kinara," called Safiq from behind, and he walked towards where Kinara was standing and daydreaming.
Kinara looked at it.
"Dad," he said.
"What's weighing on your mind, Kinar,?" tanya Safiq who has now stood in line with Kinara.
"Dad....... Can Kinara ask, please,?" said Kinara bowed languidly.
"Please ! what did Kinara want to say,?" answer Safiq.
"What's your love for Mom like,?"
Before Safiq smiled, "Kinara," Safiq said as he embraced and gently rubbed Kinara's shoulders.
"Pater's love for your mother is so great, no one can measure it" Safiq replied. "Why are you asking this, honey.?" Kinara was asked questions.
Kinara shook her head then lowered her head, "Does every Man have such great love as Father,?" ask Kinara.
"Of course, son, but we are not beings who are good at expressing our feelings, we are very rigid in this case, we rigidly put love in words and Words. Our love is in our hearts, but we have enough difficulty to show it in body sign language, so it's hard we often just love in silence."
Safiq's speech was still Terngiang in Kinara's ear for a moment he pondered those Words.
"Kinara," said Indra.
Indra who had just come out of his room was for a moment standing behind Kinara.
Kinara turned towards Indra. "Sister," he said.
"Morning-Morning Tumben is here, what's the matter,?" ask Indra.
"There's nothing Kinara is just plain sitting at home."
"Not done,?" indra Sahut.
"The eyes of the afternoon lecture" he answered briefly.
"Oo, sit there ! Brother, there's a meeting for a moment" Indra asked.
While holding onto his two rope curtains Kinara nodded lazily.
"Well to eat, what to drink, what,?" ask Indra to turn around.
"What the hell," Kinara replied as she pushed open the door of Indra's room.
As usual, in the workspace Indra Kinara can never be silent, everything there touched, some maps always invite his attention, various diagrams and written reports carefully he read carefully.
Kinara sat in the chair of Indra's greatness, his right hand was active in opening the monthly report sheet and his left hand grabbed the drawer at Indra's work desk.
"Wahh coincidentally," muttered Kinara while reaching into the drawer and took Indra's mobile phone.
"I wonder if he Indra has not yet had a girl," decak Kinara said with a mischievous smile.
The lentic finger gently opens and shifts every image in the Indra mobile phone that almost entirely contains a photo of himself with Indra.
"Iikhh old man ! there was no photo of another woman other than me" muttered Kinara, his lentic finger for a second stopped sliding the screen in front of him.
A few moments later Kinara shifted the screen again. "Rayhan,?" said Kinara when he saw the form of Rayhan in a vidio that has not been twisted.
A videotape taken by Indra while in the hospital when Rayhan kissed and stroked Kinara's hair who was sleeping fast, and soon Rayhan fell asleep while holding Kinara's fingers.
"Ray. Sorry, it turns out I was stupid enough to recognize your feelings, forgive my excessive jealousy, Ray sorry that I don't trust you" Kinara murmured, sitting blankly.
Almost an hour Kinara stood in front of the campus gate to wait for Rayhan's arrival, but until fifteen minutes later Rayhan had not appeared until Kinara was made anxious.
"Where's Rayhan, then,?" think Kinara, at first glance he turned his wrist. "It should have been half an hour ago that he had come, was it possible that he had fallen asleep, right,? or .... huuuhh," he worried.
After playing the video, Kinara went straight to the campus looking for Rayhan.
"Man,?" call Kinara.
Aman who had just walked out of his class immediately turned his head, and when he found out Kinara who called him Aman immediately approached.
"Ekh Kinara" said Aman.
Kinara walked over to Aman, "Man,
did you see Ray,?" ask Kinara.
"Rayhan.?" Safe a little cringing. "Today I haven't met him, why, why,?" says Aman.
"Eeuuhh no ko' I just nanya aja, ya already thank ya," said Kinara who then left Aman who was frowning his forehead.
After searching and not finding Rayhan in her class, Kinara rushes to the futsal court hoping to meet Rayhan there to apologize.
"Loe is great" said someone with a satisfied laugh. From her voice was Marisa and Tamara. Upon hearing that Kinara immediately stopped and hid behind a corner of the wall.
"But by the way you got information from where, by the way,?" ask Marisa.
"Haha there is one," Tamara replied with an arrogant smile.
"Okk I don't care if you get that information from which I'm curious," Marisa put her index finger on her chin. "What will happen to their next household.?" Marisa looks sad before laughing.
Haha....
Tamara and Marisa laughed out loud. They are happy that Tamara managed to trap Rayhan.
"Gue is sure too" Marisa continued. "Tamara's incredible trap, I salute you with loe's cleverness" said Marisa.
Tamara squeezed her fingers, "Gue can't wait for that moment to arrive."
Not believing, but this is a reality that must be accepted, what he heard at this time is strong evidence of the truth of Rayhan's speech and his misunderstanding on the incident.
"Ray I'm sorry, I'm selfish, I'm sorry I didn't listen to you, now I know everything" he said. Kinara ran back to find Rayhan.
That time,
Bayu stood leaning against the pole, in front of him Aman who had finished telling Kinara who was looking for Rayhan. "Is it possible Rayhan's entanglement, then,? yesterday I saw that he was not well" Bayu said.
Aman pondered, "What is it,?" tanyakanya.
"Yes I saw yesterday he was so pale, but Likelihood Rayhan did not enter today not because of illness but there are other purposes," hoped Bayu.
Kinara who stood quite far away from them but still quite heard Aman and Bayu's words.
My eyes, a small cough, shivering, yesterday when with Rayhan more silence than usual.
"No....
Kinara turned around and ran as fast as she could to find Rayhan at home.
The hope in his heart Rayhan will be OK.
In the public transport Kinara sat down restlessly, he continued to bite his fingertips worrying about Rayhan.
If something happened to Rayhan Kinara could not forgive herself, she would not be able to forgive her own stupidity.
Though yesterday Kinara had realized Rayhan was not healthy, but last night Kinara instead let Rayhan stand in the rain.
"May you be well Ray," muttered Kinara, his fingers moved sweeping tears that Suddenly dripped without cause.
The night after returning home from his father-in-law Rayhan stepped in half dragging his feet, staggered several times, walking into the room half-crawl. "Kinara," he called before finally dropping his body on the bed.
After the transportation stopped not far from the yard, Kinara immediately ran towards the house that he had not occupied for a few days. In front of the house parked white sedan, his heart felt heavy when he saw the car looked dirty like no man.
Over and over again Kinara drew and took her breath away the anxiety and threw away all her bad thoughts.
Slowly Kinara turned the door knob, slowly the door opened.
"Ray," call him.
Kinara repeatedly called out the name but there was no reply.
"Did Rayhan go out, then,?" think Kinara's. Kinara continued to think and muttered both hoping that Rayhan was in a Good state.
Kinara's steps advanced and was now climbing the stairs while continuing to call her Husband's name.
Right in front of the door of Rayhan's room, Kinara's heart suddenly tasted worse than before.
Kinara was still holding onto the door handle while continuing to pray Rayhan Fine.
While pushing the door Kinara called out, "Ray," he said, but there was still no word.
Kinara continued walking towards Rayhan who was lying on the bed.
"Ray," call Kinara straight. Seeing Rayhan fall asleep his heart calmed down a little and bad thoughts began to disappear.
While looking at Rayhan Kinara smiling, "You fell asleep apparently," Kinara said.
Slowly-Pelan Kinara pulled the blanket and fixed it, after which then sat down at the bedside.
"Ray," he called out softly, his fingers touching Rayhan's hand.
"Ray," call Kinara in surprise.
Then Rayhan's forehead was touched, "It was very hot. Ray, are you sick,?" asked Kinara, anxiety began to boil in her heart.
"Ray's." Rayhan's body shook, but there was no reaction but to grimace like a person in pain.
Kinara Back to fill forehead that may be above 38°C.
After taking a towel and place that has been filled with water, then put wet haduk on Rayhan.
"Kinara," called Rayhan murmuring.
His eyes were closed but his head moved restlessly to the left and right.
"I'm here Ray," Kinara said, grasping Rayhan's finger which also felt very hot.
"Kinara," Rayhan returned delirious.
Seeing the state of Rayhan who kept calling her Kinara lowered her head in regret, "I'm sorry Ray, it's all my fault" Kinara regretted.
"How much,?" ask Kinara to a Pharmacist.
After giving Kinara the money asked to return to the motorcycle, he was very rushed to remember Rayhan who was sick he left alone in the house.
"Kinara," call Rayhan. He's back delirious.
"Ray," replied Kinara. The newly arrived Kinara smiled so sweetly, as she missed him so much Rayhan immediately stuck out her hand to pull Kinara into the lap.
But it was hard, when trying to pull Kinara into Rayhan's arms, her hands couldn't reach Kinara who was standing not far from her, then at the same time Kinara had walked back and forth, the more retreating away Rayhan who sat down while leaning back, a smile full of disappointment became Kinara's last greeting. He also left with a million wounds on his face.
"Kinara," call Rayhan. As powerful as Rayhan shouted but his voice was stifled, his mouth locked without a sound. Wanted to run after Kinara but her body was limp helplessly.
"Kinara, Kinara," call Rayhan.