Beloved Student Religious Teacher

Elfin

Zahra sat on the bench next to her mother's bed. Zahra held her mother's hand with a sad look. Her mother wakes up when her hands touch her.

"Zahras"

"Mama, mama's awake"

"Mommy woke up from earlier, son"

"Mom, Zahra, I'm out for a while" said Mr. Hanan.

"Why come out son, sit down here"

"But ma'am.. "

" No butsitting" ordered mama Kirana.

Hanan sat next to Zahra. Zahra just looked at the motion of Mr. Hanan and returned to see his mother.

"How did you decide" asked mama Kirana to the point.

"What do you mean decision"

"Wait a minute, you better read this" said Mr. Hanan nervously while showing a brown envelope.

"What is this"

"Read it first" said Mr. Hanan.

The feeling of dag-dig-dug continued to envelop him, cold sweat had already begun to be felt in Pak Hanan's body with Zahra's next decision. Zahra opened the envelope and read it.

......Zahra, this is a letter from my father. I'm sorry you've gone to leave you with your mom. Father miss you son, sorry yes sad father can not squirm you at the last moment father. But what the power of the father, the age of the father can only get here. I'm sorry, son, you can't be a guardian when you get married in the future. I told my mother that later before my mother followed my father, my mother must be your marriage guardian in order to be told to my father in heaven later. Please son, help me calm down here. ......

...I ask, you are with Mr. Hanan yes, your religious teacher. His good manners, courtesy to the parents and obedient make the father touched. You are only sure of him because from his face you can guess his morals. I ask him to keep you in the world so that he can lead you to the path of heaven and be happy together. You know this is hard, but do you want to make your father unsettled in the grave? Will you bear the burden of your mother who has received this will? Be a good kid, kid. If your grandparents were still alive, I would have told you to stay with him, but fate said something else. ...

...Paddy field problems, you will leave everything to you and let you take care of it later. It is up to you whether, later you can negotiate this together with Hanan. Think about the best decision, son, do not let you disappoint and forget the people in heaven. Good luck, good luck. ...

Zahra squeezed the will and her eyes began to tear. His mind began to muddle in fog thinking about his decision. Question after question continued to appear in his mind until he finally decided to go calm his mind.

"Ma, I went outside first to get some fresh air"

"Mama know the boy who is on your mind, but please father the same mother yes son"

"Wait for it later. "

" I want to help Ra" said Mr. Hanan who tried to hold it.

Zahra did not answer and just threw Mr. Hanan's hand and came out slowly from his ward.

"Son, I beg you to fulfill this will, son"

"Mother, I understand, but all these decisions are only in Zahra's hands. All my decisions are in his hands"

"Why don't you refuse this, son"

Mr. Hanan breathed his long breath.

" And honestly ma'am, I was actually also doubtful about this decision. How I refuse from a will. I would feel sinful if I rejected this outright ma'am. After all my name was already listed in the will, I can't be cut out anymore"

"You're single, aren't you"

"Yes ma'am"

"Now look for her, I'm afraid she's why it's out there"

"Well, where is he" said Mr. Hanan panicked. He immediately looked to and fro at every corner of the hospital. He also checked on every floor of the hospital and asked people around. He also searched outside the hospital.

"So see the girl wearing a hospital gown no sir, her height around my shoulder"

"Like I saw him get on the elevator earlier"

"Oiya sir, thank you very much. Excuse me"

Mr. Hanan re-entered the hospital and headed to the roof of the hospital and right Zahra was standing while enjoying the view of the city to calm his mind.

"Thank God you're here"

"Why did you look for me. Can you stay away from me"

"So you refuse this will"

"It's just an unreasonable will sir. You know my father is my teacher and I am my father's student, but if you think this is not possible. Besides, I still want to go to school, if all the teachers and students know, I don't know what they will think later. I also still have a very broad and very longed for ambition sir"

"What are your ideals"

"I want to work in a company and be an employee there. I also want to send my parents when I have success later, but what, all of it is just pseudo. Fate doesn't want to allow me to see the happiness of both parents in the world"

"However, they can still smile in heaven if they see you happy in the world."

"I mean father? Do you really want to carry out this will"

"I will wait for your decision. Your mama was worried and told me to look for you" said Mr. Hanan who was about to leave while turning his back to Zahra.

"Why don't you refuse. Is it true that you have loved me all this time" Zahra cried.

Mr. Hanan's steps came to a halt and exhaled his coarse breath then turned his body towards Zahra.

"I don't know either. Hurry down, your mama's waiting for you"

With wide and quick steps, Zahra went through her and Pak Hanan could only stare at her departure. He was frustrated by everything that was happening at the moment. He kept his hair and felt a lot of weight in his mind. However Mr. Hanan was also confused as to why his heart could not resist him. It really makes Angga feel frustrated with the decision that will be taken Zahra.

Meanwhile, Zahra re-entered her room and sat down next to her mother.

"Mama, is mom going to leave me and go to see dad"

"Why are you asking like that son" while stroking Zahra's cheek.

"Mom, I know you miss your father, Zahra also miss you, but you can't leave Zahra before Zahra succeeds and sees you smiling happily beside Zahra" he said while crying.

Mama Zahra smiled.

"Look at my mom, she's happy now. You know son if you want to see mama smile, fill your last request yes. Mama is sure you must be thinking about Mr. Hanan right now"

Zahra was silent as she rubbed her wet face.

"Mama know, you also like Mr. Hanan Although for you it is impossible. But the heart cannot lie Zahra. Mama saw that you were also hugging Mr. Hanan because you were scared"

"Mama, it's Zahra's reflex because Zahra's scared. So please mah"

"Please fulfill your request" while holding Zahra's hands

Zahra nodded.

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