Belongs to Mr. Fridge

Can I be Selfish?

Caca and Riki have arrived at the bridge which is usually used as a suitable place to wait for dusk to come.

The snacks they have bought first before arriving at the bridge, on this bridge is not given traders to sell because they are afraid to make a traffic jam.

Caca got off the motorbike and sat on the edge of the road below which was directly spread by a river that was so wide and deep. Any crocodiles? I don't know, but as far as he knows he's never heard that there's a crocodile in that river.

"Cil, you know what? Yesterday something fell from this river, you know," said Riki and sat next to Caca as well.

Caca looked at the face of Riki who was beside him, "Well, yes, Om? He can't swim times, can he?" ask Caca and look under the brown water as if there was a flood in a region.

"Tau, he's sleepy again fishing. It fell, met two days later with the state of being dead," said Riki told the incident he knew some time ago.

"Innalilahi, may you go to heaven, Om."

"Aamiinu. Yuk, eat your shit!"

Caca opened the plastic bag and took the siomay he bought earlier, siomay using a puncture and also plastic.

Caca pierced the somay and put it in his mouth first to feel whether the somay was delicious, he nodded his head enjoying the somay taste.

While Riki who is opening a coffee bottle is ready so frowned at Caca's behavior, "Why?" ask the unusual Riki Caca like that.

"Enak, Um. Cobain, man!" caca exclaimed as he thrust his somay and put it into Riki's mouth.

"Enak' right?" caca smiled and Riki chewed on the somay.

"Often, like any other somay."

Caca immediately faced flat and hit Riki's arm to hear the annoying answer from the man, "Lah, really, really, really," explained Riki who felt his nonsense was not wrong.

"Yes yes." Caca continued his activity and stared at the sun that was almost going to disappear and the appearance of the sunset.

Riki stared fixedly at Caca's face as if amazed by God's creation, Caca who felt in the face to see Riki, "Why Om?" caca asked raising her eyebrows.

"You like twilight?" tanya Riki looked at the sunset for a while and then looked at Caca again.

"Like, even though he only comes temporarily and not necessarily there again tomorrow or he is there tomorrow Caca is not necessarily able to see the beauty," said Caca smiled with an occasional chew somay that is almost exhausted.

"Cil, why do you want to survive?" riki asked this time with a serious look.

"Hahaha, survive what Om?" caca asked with laughter because he felt the discussion was getting serious.

"Yes, hang with me. Because I don't think it's bad for you, I'm rude and even always hurt you."

"Om know? Caca is not a human who is concerned about it, Caca was also at that time had slapped Om, right? Everyone has done to the khilafan, so according to Ca while it can be repaired there is no harm."

Riki smiled at Caca while Caca also returned the smile, he put the somay wrap into the first crackle.

"Eh-eh, slow down" said Riki frantically when he saw that Caca's eyes might be feeling pain from choking.

"Ih, um anyway!" caca wiped his mouth with a hijab and closed his drinking water for a while because of fear of dust entering it.

"Yes, sorry. I thought you'd be normal, Cil, wouldn't choke that."

Caca stared at the sunset for a while and thought of the answer to Riki's question, "Truly, Om. The present is not necessarily destiny, it could be made only for a while or just to be used as learning," explained Caca glanced at Riki.

"You mean?"

"Yes, we can't say that we're going to be together. Because all who know about it is God alone, if we are destined to be together then we will be together."

"How come?"

"Yes, it won't" said Caca looking back at the sunset.

"No, I will change that fate to make us together" Riki cheered and looked at Caca's face.

Caca just fell silent and returned to drinking water that did not have time to eliminate the spicy taste in his mouth.

"Cil, you know what? Maybe I was selfish in wanting you. In recent days we are not really okay, many problems and tests are present until the physical is injured not only the inner. I know, I've done a lot of incising wounds that make you uncomfortable about it" said Riki and made Caca look at her.

"However, I beg you not to leave me Cil. I will try to change into a better person in the future, don't you know I'm also like this why? However, if you think there is a man who can make you happy who can be sensitive to what you feel. So, leave me and choose her," continued Riki smiling and rubbing Caca's head covered with hijab.

Caca looked at Riki's smiling face, he only displayed a flat face that was confused about what to say and what to express about the current situation.

'Um, on the other hand there's something I have to defend and on the other hand I'm afraid you're going to do something. However, I'm sorry if this time I'm being selfish towards us. It's okay, isn't it? If usually you, then let this time I Om, ' Inner Caca see the expanse of the river below.

"Udah, let's eat some more of his snacks," said Riki lowered his hand from Caca's head and opened the other crackle. They bought snacks until two full crackles, maybe Riki thought they would stay on the bridge so that a lot of snacks were brought.

Caca immediately excited and forget their various words before, he took the cimol and also baklor that had been purchased.

"Om, you know what? Eucalyptus is the tallest hardwood tree in the world and is native to Australia. However, not higher and harder love Caca to Bundalah. Yakali, to Om!" caca's laughter broke when he saw Riki who had hoped that it would be pulled over by him.

"Your nyebelin!" annoyed Riki while chewing the gum he bought earlier.

"But ngangenin' right?" tanya Caca approached and looked towards Riki's face.

"No."

"Hahaha, no-no. Gayamu Om-om," Caca's laughter broke when he managed to make the older man was upset by his actions.

'Senja taught, that the beautiful only comes temporarily, ' Caca smiled in the dark that had begun to darken.