Belongs to Mr. Fridge

Shoe Philosophy

Riki is looking for Caca's whereabouts, she is a little exhausted because Caca has disappeared to where the woman who still uses the school uniform is.

"It's not good that someone likes us just out of pity, hahaha. Hope again hope again. Why, anyway? So the adult is hurting this?"

"If it's over, can it be time, huh? Let everything be done quickly" continued the woman sitting on the edge of the lake. He saw a quiet stretch of the river, a quiet atmosphere and the occasional wind shaking his hijab.

"Racca?"

Caca who felt her name called immediately looked up and looked at the source of the voice, a face that was already smiling happily.

"Eh, Amel? What are you doing here?" ask Caca in a sitting position.

"No, I was deliberately passing through here. I want me time" said Amel Anatasya. Caca's friends in the neighborhood, they are different schools and indeed Amel rarely ever out of the house Caca as well.

"Yeah, sit down!" exclaimed Caca while patting the bench made of iron. Amel immediately nodded and sat down beside Caca, himself tucking his hair in his ear to make it more tidy.

"Have you been here long?" tanya Amel looked at Caca's face which focused on looking at the lake water.

"No, just now."

"You haven't changed your clothes yet? Not home yet?"

Amel only got a few trunks in response to his question, "Why?"

"No papa, I'd like to do it myself first. Like you said," said Caca staring at Amel's face, "me time" he smiled.

"Yes, anyway. Me time mah me time, but change clothes also times."

"No papa, if you've changed my time shirt not outside the house. But, in the room," Caca laughed so that the atmosphere was not too sad.

"You grew up on your own? Usually the same as your boyfriend, where is he?" ask Caca.

"I broke up with him."

"Why?"

"Of course, he always wants to win by himself."

"Agoist? Hahaha, many adults want to have a relationship. Thinking that at his age now there must be no more selfish, but with them feel that there will be no more selfish it is wrong."

"Yes, that's it. He wants if there's a problem today, tomorrow there's no."

"Good, dong."

"Yes, great. But, the intention he made to explain the matter did not exist. I'd rather we fight it out that day but the problem's over, rather than having to be quiet and tomorrow it is better when it could be that some of them are still sprained or have not been able to forgive yesterday's problems" said Amel who made Caca speechless. He stared straight back at the water, no matter what Amel said was very true. It is better to fight all-out then improve each other, than to be quiet and tomorrow as if there is no problem.

"It turns out to be true, yes, the philosophy about the shoe" Caca said smiling, "If he hurts you it means he's not your size." Amel stared, Caca. He was a little clueless about what this woman beside him said.

"If someone hurts you, then let go of him and look for one that can really make you happy. Because, if he hurts, it means he's not the best" Caca continued staring at Amel.

Amel just smiled and let out a long sigh, he did not know now what to do.

"Oh, yes. I go home first, yeah. You be careful here" said Caca, wearing his backpack back.

"Why careful?" amel asked raising one eyebrow.

"There are lots of crocodiles."

"Huh?" Amel immediately saw the lake in front of him.

"Travelling crocodile. Hahahaha" teased Caca near Amel's ear and immediately ran away because he felt he managed to scare the neighbor.

On the way home with the occasional singing, "Sayo nara-sayo nara." There was someone who honked his horn and made Caca immediately pull over and look back.

He walked faster than before, after seeing the person he had seen earlier. Holding both bag straps and slightly running, with his head lowered looking at the road.

The motorbike immediately stops right in front of Caca, almost Caca will be hit if his head is not held first by the owner of the motorcycle.

"Ih, what the hell is Om!" caca said while releasing Riki's hand from her head.

"Good!"

"So!" push down Caca while crossing her arms.

"Well, or did I raise you to this backseat?"

"But, basic! The only link is doang!"

"Good, sweetie."

"Yes-yes!"

Caca stomped his feet when walking towards Riki's motorbike, but instead of being angry the man just laughed at the woman's behavior.

"See, eat!" riki gave me a packet of bread.

"No."

"Eat! You haven't eaten yet."

"Eat or ..," said Riki hanging because he saw Caca who never took a packet of bread from him. As fast as Caca's lightning took, he did not want to hear a strange threat coming out of Riki's mouth.

"We're on the road, huh?"

"Whatever!" caca replied while chewing her bread. Riki just laughed and put on his bike.

'Kirain went home first, it was still nyariin anyway!' caca's mind while smiling and chewing on her bread.

"I can't go home first, I can be in the raging with my Mother, Cil!" Riki said suddenly that made Caca immediately raised his face.

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'Since when did he have black magic?'

"Sir," replied Caca briefly.

A few minutes later, there was only the sound of motorbikes belonging to the driver. They were all drifting in each other's minds, while Caca only saw the building that almost every day he passed through.

"Sorry, yeah. Still can't be a good man for Caca."

"Caca is used to it, relax, Om." Caca smiled at and saw Riki from the rearview mirror.

"Somehow, Caca always thinks. If Caca's first love can hurt, let alone someone else? It could hurt more" Caca continued, slowly breathing out.

"sorry. Sorry for traumatizing you to know someone new or open your heart again."

"It turns out, people who have cried in front of us and for us it makes no difference the same that is not crying, huh, Om? Both the greatest wound creator," said Caca who made Riki immediately speechless.

Indeed, Caca always told Riki everything including about his family. Although they are neighbors, but that does not mean the problems that occur in the Caca family can be easily known by neighbors. Also, Caca is very close to people about his family. No wonder people don't know what happened to their families.

And Riki, is the first person who can easily find out about Caca's life. But it turns out it was the same. Humans who know about us can be the creators of deeper wounds than we previously imagined.